It’s 4:15 in the morning, I’m drunk and I had a great time at karaoke. However, B. did not even so much as try to kiss or cuddle me. Now of course perhaps she’s like me and not prone to making the first move. Or perhaps it was just awkward with her boyfriend around. I dunno. But at any rate I had a good time dancing and singing although I’m upset that the song I programmed in (”I’m No Good” by Amy Winehouse) didn’t come up. *pout*

I wish I had something more interesting to say. I’m drunk you’d think I’d talk about all sorts of things, but alas, I’m boring. Soon I’ll crawl into bed and hopefully I’ll sleep late. Really late.

Thanks to a random computer geek who is part of wordpress install4free and D.S. who is my personal web guru now (he runs a cool fansite, I gotta ask if he minds me linking it here) I have wordpress set up for my new domain. Coolness! Phooey on movable type which was too damn complicated to install, and doesn’t have an associated project like install4free. Next job – designing a banner/the page and getting D.S.’s help with setting it up. The graphics part I can do no problem, it’s the coding that I’m mostly clueless about. Of course, for his help tonight I’ve promised him an extra special blow job next time I see him. How else would I thank a friend for their help?

I’ve been talked into going to karaoke with a woman I had a date with a couple of weeks ago. Should be interesting as she’s offered to pick me up so she can get me liquored up. I have my period still so who knows what will actually happen, but it’s a new adventure. Tomorrow, I see MasterDoc, which of course I always look forward to.

I’ve decided that my new hobby will be making a website for this blog. I’ve purchased a domain name (to be announced when there’s something there to look at) and site hosting, now I just have to figure out how the hell to make something of the space. (Special thanks to my pal the Curmudgeony Librarian for letting me know I should pay extra for private site registration.) I’m quite the newbie when it comes to web design. Many moons ago, my first blog was a site I coded myself. Er, well, when I say coded myself I mean I stole the code from a friend’s blog and modified it using what I learned from a book called something like “Teach Yourself HTML 4 in 24 Hours.” Yes, this was back in the wild days before blogger and other convenient blog programs. (Or if they existed I didn’t know it.) I didn’t know the term blog, in fact, it was just my “online journal.” Not very exciting stuff as I blogged under my own name. The site was pretty basic. Each entry had to be a new page I created and manually linked to the page before.

I’ve bounced around blogging platforms a little and I like Blogger best for the ease of use, even if it is now owned by evil Google who stores all your information indefinitely. (I find LiveJournal to be hopelessly complicated. Vox was ok but who the hell uses it? I forget the rest I’ve tried.) But now I’ve decided to make life difficult for myself. *chuckle* I’ve downloaded two things that might help me – Movable Type (if I can figure out how to install it) and Nvu (an open source WYSIWYG editor I have yet to figure out how to use). I’ve got a 30 day trial of Photoshop Elements to do the graphics on (so far the most fun part and the part I know the most about doing!). This will certainly be a little adventure. I’ll post developments here when there are any. My web host provides a site editing program but none of the templates are really satisfactory.

Anyway, I’m going to go enjoy my once-a-week-masturbation-without-permission session and then get to work installing Movable Type to see what it can do. Wish me luck! Any web geeks out there willing to give me advice when I need it? (Curmudgeony and D.S. are good for that.)

I’m participating in Sugasm again. I submitted my post called “Beating.”

Sugasm #133

Julia S. courtesy of Badgirls Hotbox.

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #134? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks

Giving a Damn

“Something happened somewhere along the way, though. I began to care.”

Catalina loves “Better Sex Through Yoga”

“I’ve tried a lot of things, as you can imagine, but there were even a few new things in there for me!”

Reality Check: Dealing With Assholes

“Being able to decline a call is great but bills still need to be paid.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself

Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice

The Secret Lives of Plants

More Sugasm

Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships

Infidelity – An International Pastime

Misc. Letters

Rant: Strip clubs are for customers, not dancers

Top Ten Law Phrases That Sound Dirty, but Aren’t

Sex News, Reviews & Interviews

Mistress Claire Adams Dominates Sarah Jane Ceylon on Hogtied

Sasha Grey HotMovies Interview

Site Review: Into The Attic

The Ultimate Smoking Fetish Movie – Julie Simone’s Smoking Interviews 3

Erotic Writing and Experiences

And Closer Still

Doin’ It Like A Porn Star

Fucking the co-worker

Ode to Anal – Sebastian, and the anal bond

The Ruf Guide to Coital Stamina

She’s Got Teeth

Smoking please.

So… who are you tonight?

Subway Ride

The West End Experience

Sex Work

My Naughty Thoughts

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio

Bedroom Radio #15: JohnBaku of FetLife and the G Twist Vibrator

Bouquet

Duck Race HNT

Flirtatious little bows -HNT

Guy fucks a black mouth in free video

Half-Nekkid @5:30 am

Hot Asian webcam girl made me cum hard

Julia S. – Bellisssima

Missed Show Punishment Spanking – Video Clip

Mistress Seven and Mistress Porsche Lynn shopping

Mistress Zena trampling a lucky sub

Putu (Hegre-Art)

Video: Cock Teasing, Twice-Coming Fun!

Sex Advice

Advice: My Boyfriend Won’t Go Down on Me

Greater Intimacy Through Tantric Sex

On Desire

Reader Asks: I Haven’t Met Her, But Should She Leave Him?

Smelling Like Sweet Romance?? – The Dangers of Douching

BDSM & Fetish

Anniversary, fatigue and quickies

Another Interesting Morning

Arrival

Beating

Follow My Rules-Part II

Haunt Hunt, But No Goth Cunt

Learning My Limits (part 3)

My IMsL 2008 Trip – Part 6

Parachutes and Panties

Stock and Bonds, ch. 2

Summertime, And The Piggies Are Easy

Underneath

Essin’ Em wrote a really hot post over at her blog. It’s very long, but there’s much kinky hotness in it including play piercing, knife play and (one I’m not up for) breath play.

My butt is sore and bruised today. While I had a mostly quiet weekend with MasterDoc and Puppy, I did get pretty well spanked. I went over to his place on Friday and we had lunch then watched Juno. (Cute movie.) Then we moved off to the bedroom. Things didn’t go quite as he had hoped this week, however, as Puppy is on prozac. And like I experienced, her sex drive is really low. There’s also the fact that they’ve been apart for nearly a year, so she needed time to reacclimate.

Still, she lent a hand when the bondage tape came out and bound my wrists together. I kneeled on the bed, wrists together, blindfold on. MasterDoc spanked me, but it was a different experience because Puppy kept cracking jokes and poking at me from time to time. It was a laughter infused spanking session. Next he got me on my back and thankfully the tape came off soon after. He spanked my thighs, which always hurts a whole lot. He made a comment on how the way to get me wet is to spank me.

He slapped my thighs some more and the mood kept changing. Just as he’d get serious Puppy would crack a joke and we’d all laugh again. But soon he started fingering me and I stopped laughing. I came so hard (with permission of course) that I didn’t notice that Puppy licked my nipple with her tongue ring while I did. Totally missed that. lol As usual I made a lot of noise and Puppy commented, “I guess the opera is in town.”

MasterDoc left me under the instruction to get Puppy’s clothes off, which I had no problem doing because she simply took them off. When he came back he spanked her for a while. She likes to struggle while getting spanked, very different than me. She’s also pretty bratty in an attempt to get him riled up and spanking her. I prefer it personally that he not be angry when he hits me. (He never hits in anger, so the taunting on her part doesn’t get her really far.) She’s got a really cute butt so it was fun to watch. I knew he wanted me to get involved but I always feel shy around girls. I never want to go where I’m not wanted, you know? I always err on the side of not touching them rather than risk making them uncomfortable. I guess I shouldn’t have worried so much seeing as she was feeling free to touch me (after asking me if it was okay) and the whole nipple licking incident which I had missed. Doh. He put me on the sybian and I came so incredibly hard. lol Even after watching that, Puppy was still tentative about the idea of riding it herself.

We ended up having dinner, then getting in the right, erm, mindset to go see Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay. (You can guess what I mean by that. Puppy was going to be designated driver.) Unfortunately, after it was too late to leave early, MasterDoc looked up the movie time and found he had made a mistake by about 10 minutes. Doh. So we ended up staying in and it was a quiet night.

I worked the next day but went back to MasterDoc’s after work. (Davey was away visiting one of the other women he and MasterDoc have in common.) Originally we were going to go out to a swing club, the three of us, but with Puppy’s libido being really low MasterDoc decided we would make it to the movie that night instead. Again, Puppy drove and we prepared accordingly. MasterDoc and I thought the movie was hysterical, Puppy less so. Gee, I wonder why? Again, we had a relatively quiet evening in, with Puppy getting an over the knee spanking on the sofa. Later, I went for MasterDoc’s penis in an attempt to get him to take me, but ultimately I just gave him a blow job for a while. Phooey.

The next day I had plans in the afternoon with Davey and friends, so I just had the morning with MasterDoc and Puppy. (I should put in that I call her puppy here because she’s into puppy play – she even has a choke chain collar and leash she likes at MasterDoc’s.) We went to IHOP for breakfast (yummy). I thought that it would be really funny to call MD “Dad” while were out since Puppy and I are both much younger than he is, but I didn’t. (He’s 53, she’s 21, I’m 35.) Of course twisted girl that I am, I thought it would be funny to do so then make out with him on the way out or something. Yes, I have a twisted sense of humor.

Back at MasterDoc’s, we hung out some more and MasterDoc was hoping to have us both ravish him. Didn’t work out quite that way. I was cooperative but Puppy wasn’t much in the mood. He spanked me a whole lot (thus the bruises today) and I even earned myself some punishment spanking when I told her that we had found the evil strap that she hid the day before. (It was supposed to be a surprise.) I totally didn’t think before saying that. *hangs head* He encouraged Puppy to join in, when she said “two minutes” he said ok then started to spank me for the whole two minutes. Thanks. So much for sisterhood; I think she added to the things that I had done to me.

MasterDoc had me go down on him for a bit and conversation kept going while I did so. He spanked her for a bit and as she struggled she kicked him in the nose, giving him a bloody nose. He took care of it then proceeded to spank her some more. He had given me instructions to help spank her, so I took up the crop and hit one cheek while he hit the other. I think I discovered a slight sadistic streak I didn’t know I had. lol

Eventually, Puppy went out to the living room and MasterDoc had me lay on my back. He spanked my thighs and pussy with the riding crop slapper. He really went to town on them. Youch. He was actually aiming to leave me sore. He got out the hitachi magic wand and used it on me. He’d alternate the wand and slapping my thighs. Pleasure and pain. (”I like pleasure spiked with pain…” – Red Hot Chili Peppers) He let me come and I came hard, he then put his fingers inside as I was coming and started fingering me in addition to the wand on my clit. I came harder.

Unfortunately it was time for me to get going, and Puppy was going out to see her friend. We both said goodbye to MasterDoc and I dropped her off at the subway.

Post-script: I posted this then remembered something really hot that happened. On Sunday while MasterDoc flogged me with the heavy flogger I felt so horny and turned on that I could potentially come from him doing just that to me. No genital stimulation. God, I hope we can work up to something like that some day. *grin*

Well having the widget hasn’t yielded much. First person to message me was trying to speak to me in Turkish. (I only know this because the only things I could understand were “No English.” and “Turkish.”) Alas, I do not speak or read Turkish (and babelfish doesn’t translate) so I couldn’t have a conversation with this person. Next, someone sent me a message saying they like my blog. This was really nice and I would have responded but I was away from the computer having dinner at the time. By the time I came back they were gone. It’s nice to see people are looking at my blog, however. Nearly all the time I’m online (usually in the evenings) there’s someone or another showing up on my blog widget, even if they don’t say hello. (Everyone’s called “guest” and a number.)

Looking at my site stats has become a daily diversion. The most oft used search term to find my blog? “Sex” Some people also search specifically for the kinky librarian or masterdoc. My fetlife profile has been getting me a little bit of traffic as well. Links from other blogs are great.

Today I’m going over to MasterDoc’s but he has a guest staying with him this week. Puppy is a 21-year-old submissive of his, who’s been away at college across the country. Needless to say he’s looking forward to having a threesome with us. He also may be planning a show with the two of us. And, he plans to take us both out to one of our usual swing clubs tomorrow night. Ah the perks of being a Dom!

Sometimes I wish being a fem sub had some of the perks of being a fem domme. I’d really love to get Photoshop (and/or Dreamweaver) so I could make my own site but it’s friggin expensive ($649 and$399 respectively) and I rather doubt anyone would give a fem sub tribute. lol I’m thinking about getting my own domain name and switching to typepad or word press to do my blogging. I’m pretty sketchy on how all this is done but D.S. and one of my librarian friends are willing to help me. (Yes a few librarian friends know about this blog.) I’d consider buying Photoshop Elements (downloaded a free trial yesterday) but it’s really not what I’m looking for. The free Photoshop Express is way too limited to be of assistance too. Anyone know where I could get these cheap? I know of a site that is cheaper for non-profits and students and such, but I don’t have a current student ID anywhere. *sigh* Too bad I didn’t know about that when I was working on my Master’s degree. I’ve never used Dreamweaver but I’m familiar with some other Adobe products. Anyone know of comparable freeware?

The post I came across on futurecatlady.net got me thinking. In it she says, “I used to always read the kinky librarian and live through her adventures since I am not like her…at all.” Now the funny thing is, that while I’m not like your average person in the way of my being polyamorous, a swinger, and all the kinky sex, in most ways I’m pretty damn average. If you met me on the street you’d never suspect I’m the Kinky Librarian.

I’m average looking. Tall and chubby. Cute but not beautiful. I seem like the usual quiet nerdy, slightly indie type. (Not hip enough to be an indie “hipster.”) I’m a geek about music that I like. I’m a geek about library stuff. I’m kinda gothy but it’s all on the inside. I look really average. When I’m not getting up to perverse pleasures I watch movies (lately watching Jeeves and Wooster episodes, borrowed from the library of course), surf the web, hang out with friends, play games on the computer (MasterDoc has me totally hooked on Ticket to Ride). I like going out to dinner and occasionally going to a concert, although I’m feeling too old (or rather, my knees are feeling too old) to stand around for hours at concerts any more. I love British comedy and collect DVDs of wonderful Brit coms. (It all started with my exposure to Monty Python in high school.) I really like drinking tea, good tea. I’m a total freak when it comes to my teddy bear. (I still sleep with him and he’s got a name, and a personality to boot.) I’m quirky yes, but I tell you, if you met me on the street you’d never suspect.

I find that the people I run with are similar. Somewhat nerdy, really bright, very average looking people. You don’t have to be gorgeous and have a hot bod to be a successful slut. MasterDoc has women of all ages lining up to be with him and he’s an average-looking, chubby, 53 year old guy. But meanwhile he’s an exceptional person – both in intelligence and in being an all around wonderful guy, not to mention a Dom who gets me super hot on a regular basis. Davey is cute but average. D.S. is cute but average. Both are really wonderful to hang out with and make me smile. Davey is your regular nice guy who often finds himself left out in the cold as the bad boy types get the girls. I really go for average looking people who I feel a connection with. I don’t go for model types in the least. I’m intimidated by people who are too “hot” as I feel like why would they want to be with me? I’m really average.

I suppose where I’m not average is in my level sexual of inhibitions (very few). Or my love of exhibitionism. Or my penchant for pain and power exchange with my sex. But trust me, if you walked into my library and asked me a reference question you’d get a very professional, somewhat detached response and never suspect what I get up to in my off time. I’m just your average girl, who gets up to not so average things.

So to wrap up my reverse-order weekend postings, let’s chat about Saturday. On Saturday, D.S. came down for a visit, just for the day even as he wasn’t going to cancel on me (again). It was so good to see him. He’s a sweetie and a sexy bi boy. I’m so glad that MasterDoc did not quite rescind his permission for me to sleep with D.S. He nearly did after the last time D.S. canceled on me.

This time, D.S. promises that five months won’t go by between us seeing each other. He’s moving away to Boston (i.e., farther away by a few hours) but is convinced that it would be easier to reach me via public transit from there than it is from where he is now (2 trains and a bus). I’m keeping my fingers crossed.

Davey headed out for the day (he had a date himself a couple of states over. Alas that did not go well but I won’t go into details here) so we had the place to ourselves. After some talking and getting caught up I went to use the bathroom… and when I came out D.S. was totally naked. lol That boy doesn’t beat around the bush. We headed off to the bedroom and were getting me naked and getting all hot and bothered when MasterDoc called me asking for Davey’s cell phone number. *sigh* I said, “Um, I’m kinda in the middle of something right now. Do you really need it this second?” Yes he did. I got the number then went back to D.S. (Later MD text messaged me asking, “still busy fucking, slut?” lol Of course by that time we had fucked and were at the diner having lunch.)

I find myself having a hard time describing vanilla sex these days. Let’s see… he has wonderful fingers and got me off using them. As usual when I realized I could come without getting permission I was overjoyed. lol We then fucked and it was intense. Not sure what else I can say about it. You had to be there. It was good.

After lunch we played a card game (Guillotine – anyone played it?) while digesting and then again I went off to the bathroom and came out to find him completely naked. We fucked orgasmic-ly again. I was a happy camper. Early evening he had to head home. Despite those two rounds of hot sex, I was eager to go out with MasterDoc that night, and you all already know what happened then.

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While looking at my site stats I found a link to this blog on futurecatlady.net. Apparently she remembers me from the old blog and was happy to find the new one. Coolness! It’s been interesting seeing links to this blog pop up in various places. Jane’s Guide gives me the greatest exposure. And participating in the Sugasm a few weeks back still yields results from blogs that post sugasm.

Saturday night, MasterDoc picked me up at my place late in the evening. We headed out to one of our swing club haunts, on this particular night because I knew a friend of mine would be doing tarot readings there. She and her wife were there and it was nice to see them in the first time in over a year. We hung out, checking out the scene, MasterDoc saying that he was going to feel grumpy if it was a quiet night at the club. He spotted a couple and said that he wanted to fuck the woman, and I thought she was pretty cute as well. The question of course was whether this was going to happen (and was she bi?).

I was eager to do something and we went over to the spanking bench. He had me pull my pants down and he gave me a bit of a spanking – I didn’t realize at the time but he was clever enough to do it when the couple in question was around. We talked to them a little bit later and he asked them if what we did had been “interesting” or “scary.” They both agreed it was interesting. The woman asked me, “Do you switch?” And I, ever slow on the uptake, said, “No, not really.” Of course before long it became clear even to me that she was looking for me to spank her. Now I’m terrible at Dommeing but I can top a little bit when the need arises and it came in handy the other night. We went off into a private room at her request and I got her on her hands and knees on the mattress, panties pulled down and dress pulled up. MasterDoc had me get out the implements I was going to use to spank her and lay them out. I started with my hands and moved on to the crop. Her bottom was nice and rosy. I got her completely naked and someone (I forget who, was it her?) handed me nipple clamps so I put them on her. She had really good nipples to clamp, they stick out a fair amount, like pencil erasers.

I got naked too and we played with each other’s nipples. I wet a finger and put it in between her labia to stroke her clit. As I dipped down into her pussy I found that she was quite wet. After the nipple clamps were off, she dove at my pussy, and started going down on me. Meanwhile, the guys were watching all this, stroking their hard cocks. She ate me out for a while and started fingering me as well. MasterDoc started licking my nipples as she went down on me. Eventually I came.

The problem with not blogging the day after something happens is that memory gets a little fuzzy. This is all a reconstruction of what I remember, and some bits are probably off. But then again only the people who were there would know what isn’t quite accurate. I know at some point I sucked MasterDoc’s cock. And at some point I fingered the woman to orgasm. Then MasterDoc decided to fuck me first (on my hands and knees) and the woman’s husband (making an assumption here) fucked her right beside me. I came again as did she. Her hubby turned her over and fucked her on her back for quite a while. I lost count of how many orgasms she had. MasterDoc encouraged me to play with her, and to get my hand in to where their bodies met. I stroked her clit and the combination of fucking and fingering got her off again. Her husband fucked her long and slow. We played with her nipples as he fucked her. MasterDoc instructed me to get her flipped over and turned around when he was done, so that he could fuck her too. He managed to get her turned around himself and he fucked her. I watched, as I was ready for a break but of course got scolded for not doing something so I played with her nipples a bit and played with MasterDoc’s ass a bit.

He fucked her for a while, then switched to his fingers. She came again really hard and at that point asked him to stop what he was doing. He thought that maybe his nails were too long or he was fingering her too hard. But she shyly whispered to me that she had squirted and she seemed quite embarrassed about it. We all got dressed after that. Phone numbers were exchanged and beverages consumed. They’re visiting from Australia (but are originally from what was Yugoslavia) so no telling if we’ll see them again before they leave but it’s a possibility. We headed home after this.

The next day I spent some time with MasterDoc and we fooled around, me giving him a whole lotta head (til my neck hurt) and him fingering me, thankfully, to orgasm. It was intense but as I was erm, inebriated (in a manner of speaking) at the time I can’t remember the finer details. It was hot. Suffice it to say it was hot. And I played with MasterDoc’s ass until he came. Again, much hotness on Sunday, details are scarce. *grin*

Which leads me to my next entry, what I did Saturday morning and afternoon…… More to come.