Diary of a Kinky Librarian

Last night MasterDoc and I went to a small private swing party. He hooked up with the couple hosting on one of the swingers sites. It was so cold last night that I hoped it was worth it to go outside. I’ve developed a terrible aversion to being cold this winter. Luckily I was not disappointed.

I must add here, that before we went, I asked MasterDoc if this was a D/s sort of thing or just swinging, and I asked if I needed permission to come, or to fuck someone, and he told me that no, I could do as I wished. I was in essence getting the night off from being sub. I was really excited at this prospect.

When we got there, the hostess immediately recognized MasterDoc (he had recognized her on the site but didn’t mention it). They had known each other 10 years or so before. Again, the slut world is small. We sat down and got to know the couples there.  There was an older couple I wasn’t particularly interested in. And there was the host couple – a very cute Japanese woman and a dark skinned, solidly built, black guy. Another couple was due to arrive later.

Of course the least interesting part of the evening is to talk about the social period where people chat and relax. After a while, talk turned to that of getting started and taking clothes off. The hostess ended up taking off the light dress that she wore and we all admired the beautiful tattoos she had all over her body. I followed suit not long after by at least taking my shirt off. We all went into the bedroom where there were two large beds set up side by side.

I was feeling shy early in the evening. Somehow just being around MasterDoc makes me feel a little submissive. I would have been more take charge had I been alone. I started wondering if I really did want a break from submitting or if I wanted him to take control again. There’s a feeling of safety in him having control. However, once I got started, I really had no problem continuing. I watched at first, while MasterDoc and the other guy started playing with the hostess. At one point she asked where I was and when I leaned in she kissed me. Our tongues met and we kissed for a while while others played with her body. I played with her nipples a little. (And discovered that she had augmented boobs – I’d never felt those before! I thought they felt different and then I felt the scar running under each of them.) She reached over to my pussy and started rubbing near my clit quite vigorously. I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to come from that as she was a bit high up from my clit but eventually I did. It felt good to be able to just come without permission. I mean, I do get off on orgasm control so it’s not like I don’t ever want that, but it’s nice to have a break and just come as I please.

The other couple showed up and the woman was curvy and the guy was Latino. I spent a little more time watching, or occasionally cuddling with MasterDoc. Eventually I made my way over to the host and we started stroking each other’s bodies and he leaned in to kiss me. I stroked his cock and we made our way onto the bed. I think he went down on me for a bit, but my memory is a little fuzzy. So much happened that it’s hard to remember details. He went off to get a condom. When he came back he knelt between my legs as I stroked my clit and he stroked his cock hard. Then when he fucked me he pounded me like a jack hammer. I had such wonderful orgasms.

After a break I made my way over to the hostess who was going down on the Latino guy. She asked if I wanted to help and I said yes, and she licked by his balls while I sucked his cock. He was a pretty happy guy at that moment. I ended up sucking the host’s cock for a while, then another lady came over and asked if I’d mind if she stepped in. I didn’t mind at all. I played with MasterDoc a little bit at various points of the evening. It was cute when he said to me, “Suck my cock…. please,” when it dawned on him that I had the night off. I did gladly suck his cock when asked to. At one point he ended up on the bed with ladies on either side of him, stroking his chest and his cock and the hostess (a massage therapist) massaged his feet and legs. Yes, MasterDoc had reached nirvana. I got a massage from the hostess next and it was divine to relax in the middle of all the fucking and stimulation. The Latino guy stroked my breasts and cunt while she massaged me and it’s strange having the two sensations at once – one thing is relaxing you, while the other is revving you up.

After the massage, the Latino guy went down on me for what seemed like forever (he did so again later in the evening and I had to ask him to stop so I could have a break, he could just keep going forever). I came a bunch of times. Then he fucked me. His cock was long and it hit my cervix, but masochist that I am that pain would turn into pleasure. I came a bunch of time as he fucked me on my back, and then again more when he fucked me from behind. He commented that he likes “bubble butts” and loved to see my ass jiggle while he fucked me.

Next, the hostess came over and went down on me and I came hard again. (I squirted twice last night. Once when the Latino guy was first playing with me and again when the hostess went down on me.) She is very sexy and sensual and I loved playing with her. I didn’t really get to play with the curvy woman who came with the Latino but I would have enjoyed doing so. The other couple I wasn’t really into left pretty early.

After a break (I kept getting worn out and needing short breaks!) I was cuddled close to MasterDoc and he told me what a dirty slut I am. Coming from him I can’t help but feel proud of that title. He asked if I was ready to be fucked, and indeed I was. So he fucked me from behind and it was a wonderful way to end a wonderful evening. In the midst of all this MasterDoc played with the women there and I know he fucked the hostess but I’m not sure if he did either of the other women. I was kinda lost in my own headspace as I orgasmed.

As we’re walking out, he says to me, “I told you they’re porn actors, right?”

“What?”

“I didn’t tell you that they (the host and hostess) have been in porn?” Why no, he hadn’t but that just made things all the more hotter. I’ve fucked porn actors. Coolness.

I opted to review the Tuyo because it just seemed so odd. It’s billed as a couples’ toy and is this spherical object. It comes in a lovely satin lined case. At first look it seemed elegant and quality, but the uses were still a mystery to me.

MasterDoc got some batteries and put them in. Nothing. He played around with the batteries, turning the cover closed, etc. all to no avail. It was at this point I noticed that the box said “Big Teaze Toys” – hell yes, this was turning out to be one big tease. We finally decided to try different batteries (although the original ones were brand new) and after holding down the button for a moment, MasterDoc got it to work. We played with the vibration strength and patterns. I tickled his nipple with it. I put it between my legs to see if it would be good solo, but I didn’t think I could get off on it. We put it aside for the evening.

So at first, the Tuyo was pretty unimpressive. However, once we got down to using it it was a different thing entirely.

I was cuddling and stroking MasterDoc’s chest. Gently going from upper chest to stomach and back again. He said that it felt good and after a moment or two told me to get the tuyo. So I put it on vibrate and stroked it over his chest. Again, he said that felt good, so I continued to massage his chest with it, dragging the smooth plastic of the vibrating lower half over his body. He took the tuyo from me and placed it behind his balls. He had me suck his cock while he held it there, then had me hold it while I continued sucking his cock.

I did that for a while, until he decided he wanted it used on his back. So he lay on the mat on the floor and I rolled the tuyo around his back, up either side of the spine. He instructed me on the right places to put it, the right pressure to put on what parts of his back. He enjoyed the massage, although gripping the ball in your hand (while it vibrates) gets to be a bit uncomfortable after a while. There’s a non-slip silicone grip in the middle of the ball, which helps with handling.

He said it was then my turn, and he had me lay on my back. He stroked it over my body, teasing my nipples, pressing it up against my cunt. He asked me if I could come from that. I didn’t think I could quite come, but I do think that I felt more of a thrill with the toy in his hands than in my own. There’s something so very different about having someone else manipulate a toy. He had me play with it myself for a bit. Then we took a break.

He asked if I was ready to fuck and I said that I was. I slid a finger between my lips and started stroking my clit. “Did I tell you to start doing that? Greedy slut!” he said, but told me to continue. He had me get on hands and knees, and with my head down I could see his hard cock through my spread legs. I watched with anticipation as he rolled a condom on his cock. Soon, he was sliding into me. He gave me a good hard fucking. I was begging to come in no time, but he made me wait. He kept fucking me hard and deep, and I had to wonder if perhaps he works hard to try to get me to break and come without permission. It’s such a battle to hold back when it feels so good. I’m good at holding back, but I have to wonder if sometime he’ll whip me into such a frenzy that I’ll just spontaneously come – and what the repercussions will be of that.

He did allow me to come, and I came hard as he thrust his cock deep inside me and held it there as the muscles of my vagina clenched. After he pulled out he slapped my clit a bit and kept me coming.

I had a thought last night – if you were to say to a vanilla guy, “I can slap a girl’s clit and make her come that way,” he might not believe it.

We had dinner, relaxed, etc. I got into watching a show on tv and MasterDoc took his laptop into the bedroom. I went and joined him after the show. He put on some kinky porn and we both watched. He stroked his cock a bit and I felt myself getting turned on again. After watching the video for several minutes he asked me if I was ready to fuck. And I said I was – which I’m not always without foreplay. He told me that he was too tired for any sort of foreplay, so I’d better be ready to fuck. Luckily I was. Again he fucked me on hands and knees. He’d slap my ass now and then (one time to make me notice that the computer had gone to screensaver) and fucked me deeply. I was moaning and moaning, yearning for orgasm again. He made me wait a little while. But when he let me come – oh my god I came so hard. His cock stayed inside me for a while, but once he pulled out he slapped my clit and I came some more, then he slid fingers in and firmly stroked my g-spot. Oh my god, I thought my head was going to explode. It felt absolutely amazing.

MasterDoc likes having sex in the living room. He can multi-porn in the living room – porn on the tv, porn on the laptop. He had two exercise mats when I first met him that he’d use for sex on the floor. One of the mats is gone now, and the other is a bit narrow for some good doggy-style fucking. So when I saw that Liberator had the Escape on sale I thought that would be the perfect addition to his living room. So I decided to splurge and MasterDoc persuaded me to get the king size by offering to pay a little towards the purchase. Now when we put on shows for people interested in bdsm we have a nice, large, cushy space to play. The microfiber cover feels so nice and velvety. Yes, I know I don’t have to review this product since I bought it myself, but I like sharing information about sex toys/furniture with my readers. After all, if I’m going to buy something expensive I sure as hell want to know ahead of time if it’s any good.

So last night we tried out the new mat (even without multi-porning – we were in the middle of watching a movie when we decided to pause it and fool around, so there was just porn on the laptop). He had me set up the laptop on the mat and I immediately went looking for porn. I decided on one called “Alice BDSM anal fuck.” Why yes, I was trying to hint at MasterDoc that I wanted anal, why do you ask? There had been some kissing, cuddling, stroking and whatnot while we were watching the movie, so I was pretty turned on by the time we got down to playing. He had me suck his cock for a while, getting it hard. I like when he grabs firm hold of my hair while I’m going down on him.  We fucked for a bit with me on top and I had a fantastic orgasm while he stroked my body in strategic places. We took a break.

I kept watching the porn, mesmerized and MasterDoc notices everything, “Would you liked to get fucked up the ass?” Yes please! So it was on with another condom and I lubed up my ass in the meantime. He barely got it in and got a few thrusts going, but his cock wasn’t quite hard enough for ass fucking. He relaxed on the couch while my ass yearned to be played with. He stroked himself, and decided that he’d like to come. Not only was he going to come but I was to catch his come in my mouth, and instead of swallowing it right away I was to hold it in my mouth to show him. I played with his ass while he stroked his cock, when he said it was time, I put my mouth up to his cock. Jets of come shot out onto my tongue. When he was finished coming, I showed him the come on my tongue. He then let me swallow it.

I lay back on the mat, still horny. (I can be insatiable at times lately. Once you get me going I just want to keep going and going and going.) I slowly make my way over to the toy bag, and pull out the bullet vibe. “May I masturbate, Sir?”

“You want more??” He let me, and had me get out a toy of my choice before I started. I went for the archer wand. (I love that toy. Just love it! The firm round glass balls at either end are perfect for nudging against my g-spot.) While I used the bullet vibe on my clit he lubed up the wand. He made his way over to between my legs and while I jerked off he slid the wand inside. He thrust it up against my g-spot and I was ready to come in no time. He gave me permission to come and come I did – the firm glass of the wand felt amazing inside me (and my auto-eject pussy didn’t push it out). The combination of wand and clitoral vibe is wonderful. Just wonderful. Finally, this horny slut was satisfied.

At some point in the evening, MasterDoc told me I was a really good fuck. This made me smile. Apparently I’m getting better and better at knowing how to please him and get him off. And he never fails to make me come hard – it’s a win-win situation. I’m very happy.

Our original plans were to go to a swing/bdsm party tonight, but our area is getting lots of snow (or perhaps not quite as much as they originally said, but at any rate, it’s snowing and a little slippery out). So we changed our plans and went out last night. When we got to the club it was busy, but no one was actually doing anything. I was keen to play but not actually feeling very horny, MasterDoc was feeling kinda lackluster as well. We spent some time hanging out. I knew that if MasterDoc felt like it, he could easily turn me on within a matter of minutes.

Eventually we ended up in the back bdsm room, and he had me suck his cock for a while. This started to get my pussy tingling. I was keen to go on but he had me take a break, and we cuddled on the bed. I can’t quite recall how exactly we got started, but MasterDoc did something that surprised me, particularly in a mostly vanilla setting like a swing club – he slapped me. But he didn’t just slap me once, he slapped me first on one cheek a few times, then on the other, then back again – a little harder than he usually does. I let my eyes drift closed and swooned a bit. I think the shockingness of it and the controlled violence was a huge turn on for me. He had me take my top off and sit against the wall. There were a few onlookers by this time.

He had me get the nipple clamps out of the bag. As I packed the bag I wondered to myself why on earth I was packing them. He was nice to me and used the screws to loosen them a bit, but still when he put the first one on it pinched something awful. He pulled on the chain, twisting the clamp a bit and I winced at the pain. He put the other clamp on the other nipple and again it hurt so much. He played with the chain, twisting my nipples, tugging on the tightly clasped clamps. It definitely tested my limits of pain tolerance. He probably didn’t have them on very long but it felt like an eternity. When he took the first one off, my eyes were closed and I hadn’t expected it. I drew in a sharp breath of air and moaned. For the next one, he had me take a deep breath first and he took the other off. Immediately after removal usually hurts even worse than having the clamps on. While the clamps were on there were moments when I could take it and it didn’t hurt so much, but then it would start hurting again. I definitely feel like there’s a love hate relationship between me and those clamps.

He had me take my pants off so that I was naked. He had me suck his cock some more, and I did my best to take it in deep – all while trying to hold back my gag reflex. My mouth was wet and the blow job got to be sloppy with my saliva. My ass was in the air facing the onlookers in the room.

He had me turn around onto my hands and knees and he spanked my ass a bit. But saying “a bit” doesn’t really cover it – he spanked me hard. He slapped my ass so hard it was sore and tender right away. Then he got out the little paddle (actually a callus smoother for your feet) and hit me some more. It stung. He asked me if I was ready to get fucked and I said, “Yes, Sir I’m ready to be fucked.”

He had me play with my bullet vibe for a little while and I was so on the edge of orgasm. I wanted his cock so badly and wanted to come so badly. He lay me down and fucked me missionary style. I gasped and moaned, teetering on the edge of orgasm. I held off asking for permission to come, and after some hard fucking he decided that he wanted to spank me some more.

He had me get on the spanking bench. He used the big flogger and it thudded against my ass and hips. He instructed me to sit up a little, and he started flogging my upper back. Soon, he switched to the little, stingy flogger and was flogging my butt and back, alternatively. The little flogger really hurts on my upper back – it’s hard to take. But I took every hit. He had me bend back down again and spanked my ass some more. He was exceptionally rough with me last night. There seemed to be one or two men there who enjoyed watching me get used and beaten.

When he was done, he had me suck his cock some more. “That’s it, suck it bitch! Suck my cock. Suck it and get it hard and maybe I’ll fuck you. Would you like that?”

I stopped sucking for just a moment and said, “Yes, Sir.”

“Yes, Sir what?”

“Yes, Sir, I’d like to get fucked, Sir”

I got his cock up and hard. This time he had me kneel on the bed with my head down. He slid into me from behind and I let out a moan. He slapped my ass and pounded into me off and on. I’d moan and groan when he fucked hard and deep. I so wanted to come. I asked for permission and he told me not yet. But he kept up with pounding me and it was so hard to hold back from coming. I’m sure he knew exactly what he was doing to me. I asked again for permission and he told me, “Beg, bitch.” So although it’s a bit humiliating in front of a crowd I begged him to let me come. Finally he told me to come and unfortunately immediately my muscles pushed his cock right out. Without missing a beat he slid his fingers into me and I continued to come, screaming. I would have loved to continue for a long time but eventually he told me that I had had enough and he took his fingers out of me. I lay down on the bed and asked him for a cuddle.

I find lately that when I’m coming out of subspace I’m pretty needy. I feel emotional and need cuddles and hugs. It was comforting to lay close to him and feel the hairs of his chest against my face. When I had come down sufficiently, we both got up and dressed and had drinks.

This was enough for one evening, and we left soon after.

Just came across this article on a fetlife chat board regarding feminism and submission. I think it makes some very interesting points about how chosen submission (because it turns you on) is an act of empowerment, but that bdsm when played out in mainstream culture (where the rules of safe, sane, consensual are not necessarily known) does run the risk of perpetuating rape culture. But yes, as I’ve said before, being a submissive is not contrary to being a feminist. And BDSM in and of itself is not responsible for perpetuating rape culture, just the misappropriation of it is.

If you love me, go nominate me for this over at Pleasurists.com. I made the top 100 sex bloggers list this past year, I’d love to make another list. Here’s the scoop from Pleasurists:

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We know a lot of reviewers, but we don’t know all of you out there, so that’s where you come in! We have many reviewers in mind already, but we are also looking for nominations from you all to give us a good idea of who you think is fit to be on the list of the best sex toy reviewers of 2008!

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Editor’s Pick

Madame Editrix

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Vibrators

• Baby It’s Cold Outside (Power Breeze Clit Bullet) by Sleeping Dreamer
• Laya Spot by Erin Leone
• Ophoria Bliss No. 12 by Holden
• Mini Meany by The Hot Movies For Her Sex Toy Crew
• Clitoral Pump by California Exotics by Jezebelle
• We-Vibe by Lucy Vonne
• Sweet Chocolate by Eliot Bodem
• Ophoria Bliss No. 12 by Scarlet Lotus Sexgeek
• Lucid Dream Vibrating Butt Plug by Brigid Night
• Ophoria Bliss No. 12 by Urban Gypsy
• Discretion Bullet by Dangerous Lilly
• Catalina Loves Gigi by Catalina Loves
• Panty Tickler by Phaedra Fallen

Dildos

• Pure Wand by Ansley Agnello

Anal Toys

• Fun Factory Bootie by Sexorcism
• Peridise! by Panthera Pardus
• Tantus Lil’ Flirt by Beautiful Dreamer
• NJoy Pure Plug by Alisia

Toys for Boys

• One for the Men – The Fleshlight by hedonisticbitch

Sex Kits

• Shunga Carnal Pleasures Collection by Beautiful Dreamer

Lube/Massage Oil/Bath Stuff

• Jimmyjane Afterglow Candle by Beautiful Dreamer
• Afterglow Candle by Essin’ Em
• Kama Sutra Oil of Love by Betty Rocket
• Babeland Entice Lube by Radical Vixen

BDSM/Fetish

• Celebrating New Year’s With New Toys (The Super Strap Super Sheet) by Luna Orignaux
• Zeus Electrogasm by Gwen
• Under the Bed Restraints by Nadia West
• Crocodile Clamps by Nadia West
• Kinklab Vampire Gloves by Essin’ Em
• Red Acrylic Cane by Scarlet Lotus Sexgeek
• Ball Gag by Alisia
• Kinklab Piercing Forceps by Alpine Subdreams
• Basic Leather Flogger by Shasta Gibson
• Leather Paddle by Sinclair Sexsmith

Adult Books/Games

• Five Minute Erotica by Adriana
• J is for Jealousy by The Porn Librarian
• The Pleasure’s All Mine by Sinclair Sexsmith

Adult Movies/Porn

• Tristan Taormino’s Expert Guide to the G-Spot by J.D. Bauchery
• Girls with Desire by The Porn Librarian
• Return of Johnny Wadd by The Porn Librarian
• CrashPadSeries.Com by Domina Doll on Viviane’s Sex Carnival
• The Black Glove by Domina Doll

Toy Storage

• FYN Big Foot by Ansley Agnello
• FYN Big Foot Case by Beautiful Dreamer
• Big Foot Case FYN Review by Thursday’s Child
• XL Adult Toybox by Dangerous Lilly
• What’s in My Bag? (Big Foot FYN Case) by Bad Bad Girl
• Just In Case by Phaedra Fallen

Miscellaneous

• LELO Luna Beads by Sienna
• Top Five Tuesday: Our Favorites of 2008! by J.D. Bauchery & The Porn Librarian
• La Luna (Beads, that is) by Panthera Pardus
• Nipple Erector Set by Alpine Subdreams
• Luna Beads by Domina Doll on Viviane’s Sex Carnival
• Dominatrix Bag from FYN by Domina Doll

I’m a bit late posting this… #11 should follow shortly.

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Editor’s Pick

• Afterglow Candle by Ansley Agnello

• Note: Ansley always has the most adorable video reviews, and inspired myself and others to do video reviews. You can check out some of her other reviews at the end of the video too!

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Vibrators

• Babeland Aqua Wand by Erin Leone
• Gigi by LELO by Scarlet Lotus Sexgeek
• Elle Clitoral Dancer by Epiphora
• Laya Spot by Holden
• Babeland Aqua Wand by Sexorcism
• Phallix Liquid-Filled Glass Vibe by Betty Rocket
• Iconic Pocket Rocket by Kyle of Butchtastic
• Lelo Mia by Ang
• bNaughty by by Ang
• Ophoria Bliss No 12 by Monkey

Dildos

• Champlette by Hot Movies For Her Sex Toy Crew

Anal Toys

• Bendy Beads by Alpine Subdreams

Lube/Massage Oil/Bath Stuff

• Entice by Babeland by Scarlet Lotus Sexgeek
• Kama Sutra Wild Clove Bath Gel by Wendy Blackheart
• Happy Endings are Cool – Massage Oil Review by Bad Bad Girl
• Afterglow Candle by Domina Doll on Viviane’s Sex Carnival

BDSM/Fetish

• Black Leather Buckle Collar by Betty Rocket
• Tub Cuffs by No Fauxxx
• Vulnerable – Door Jam Cuffs by Rori of Between My Sheets
• Japanese Bondage Rope by Dangerous Lilly

Erotic Books/Games

• Best Lesbian Erotica 2008 by Ansley Agnello
• The Modern Kama Sutra in a Box by Radical Vixen

Adult Movies/Porn

• The Bad Luck Betties by J.D. Bauchery
• Tits a Wonderful Life by The Porn Librarian
• Bi Pole Her 3 by Epiphora
• Lesbian Life – Real Sex San Francisco by Essin’ Em
• The Expert Guide to Positions by Monkey
• Champion by Pink & White Productions by Domina Doll on Viviane’s Sex Carnival

Toy Storage

• A Home for my Cane – FYN Cane Case Review by Thursday’s Child
• Oh Noes! It’s Big Foot! – FYN Big Foot Case by Panthera Pardus
• Big Foot – FYN Case by Nadia West

Miscellaneous

• The Strap-On by hedonisticbitch
• Liberator Ramp by Essin’ Em
• Smartballs by Betty Rocket
• Cat Woman Kit by Domina Doll

On Friday, before trying out the underbed restraints, I was a very lucky girl – I got fucked twice. And I got to orgasm both times. The first was a quickie when I first got to MasterDoc’s place. He took a few moments to warm me up but then we fucked quick and hard. Rowr.

I was a really horny girl on Friday, so I was hoping there’d be even more. And again, in the afternoon we fooled around a bit. This time, there wasn’t so much in the way of foreplay, but he had me use my Nea on myself. I was still horny so it took no time for that little vibe to get me on the verge of orgasm. It is strong enough vibration-wise to get me worked up and I rub it against my clit at the same time. And again we fucked and it was good. I had been complaining about the lack of foreplay a while back and after this quick round MasterDoc asked me, “So do you still have a problem with no-foreplay sex?” I pointed out that really, there had been foreplay, just from my own hand, not his.

Luck struck a third time when we tried out the underbed restraints that night. (See earlier post.)

On Saturday, S. came over as she had been complaining that she had no one to fuck this weekend. MasterDoc saw this as an opportunity to have two women focus on his needs all night. So I knew going into the evening that I would be doing things like sucking his cock or playing with his ass. I was feeling a little down that night (I’m so moody) so that didn’t help me accept that I’d definitely be the submissive that night. I did a lot of fetching for the two of them, although S. is his submissive too and a very nice lady to boot, so she would offer to do some as well.

Things didn’t work out quite like MasterDoc had planned. He decided to give me a lesson in using the magic wand on a woman. I felt a little awkward as S. is completely straight, even though she and I are really good friends. Still, she didn’t seem to mind that I was the one wielding the wand. I learned where to place it, how to move it around, how to press your hand against it to concentrate the vibrations. Apparently I did a good job as S. suggested that I should practice more – on her! I used the wand on her til she had an orgasm and squirted. (MasterDoc slid a finger in and played with her clit at the same time.) She was feeling much better than when she had walked in the door that evening.

MasterDoc decided to use clothespins on her nipples, and in no time she was begging him to remove them. He then turned to me and placed some on my nipples, which hurt but I could take it, and on my labia. He then had me use the nea on my clit with the clothespins on my labia. It would pinch a little when I pressed the vibe close to one of the clothespins. He slowly removed the clothespins. He decided to fuck S. and got her set up, I asked if I could keep using the vibe on myself. I did, but I felt awkward in the situation so I couldn’t get myself close to getting off. I eventually gave up and relaxed while MasterDoc fucked S.

Crocodile Clamps from Babeland

In my life I’ve experienced the nice, beginner tweezer clamps. They’re good for when you’re just starting out with nipple clamp play as they’re very adjustable and not especially tight. Unfortunately, the plastic tip on one of mine fell off a while back, so mine are unusable. The only other option at MasterDoc’s was the clover clamps, which are way too tight and painful for me. Really, I’m a nipple wimp. I cringe when he flicks his fingers at my nipples or hits them with the little flogger. It is really easy to put me in pain by my nipples.

Now on the bright side for nipple wimps, these crocodile clamps are adjustable – there’s screws on each one that will hold the clamps at varying distances apart, so you can control how tight they are. (And this is why I grabbed them when Babeland offered them for reviewing – I needed to save myself from MasterDoc’s clover clamps!) You can adjust the screws precisely so there’s a lot of variation of tightness with these clamps. The bad news for nipple wimps – when the screws are let out, and the clamps are as tight as can be, these babies hurt. MasterDoc started out with them at the tightest setting and I commented, “You know, you can use the screws to make them less tight.” Now, this comment was a mistake for two reasons – 1) he knows damn well how they work and I don’t need to tell him, clearly he wanted them to be at their tightest and 2) I didn’t say “Sir.” Yes, this was a bad move on my part. So he put them on at their tightest and I whimpered, said “Ow, ow, ow” and generally did not enjoy myself. When they’re tight, you can easily pull on the chain and twist the nipples around via the clamps. If you’re into tit torture, these are fantastic. Not as brutal as the clover clamps but definitely hardcore enough to be fun. They’re well made, so I expect them to last a very long time. Crocodile clamps are the right level of evil for a wide variety of nipples.

After the clamp experiment, he had me lay face down on the bed and used the under bed restraints to secure my ankles. (We really like these restraints.) Then he gave me a thorough beating, something which I was in need of this weekend. He used his hands, the floggers, the slapper, etc. and boy did it hurt. The funny thing about masochism is that in the middle of it (at least for me) I can think to myself, “Why do I want this? This hurts. Ow! Wow, when is he going to stop? Is he waiting for me to beg him to stop? I don’t want to break down and beg, I want to take everything he dishes out.” And afterwards, I’m in this blissful state and my mood has improved thoroughly. It’s like magic. I’m also wet afterwards. I suppose the nipple clamps are the same, in the heat of the moment they hurt like the dickens, but afterwards I’m glad I did it. I wonder if there’s been scientific research into the overlap of pleasure and pain, and how pain can be cathartic and leave you feeling better than before. I was feeling mildly depressed before this round of play, but I’m in a far better mood now.