Diary of a Kinky Librarian

We retreated into the bedroom again, and MasterDoc had DeeDee stroke his cock while he prepared me for fucking. He had me stroke my clit and he took some lube and rubbed it onto my pussy. When she had gotten him good and hard he asked me how I wanted it – on my back or on my knees. I opted for on my knees again.

I couldn’t believe my good fortune to be fucked again after the magic wand, fucking once and the sybian. What a night! My cunt was so sensitive by this time that I could feel every centimeter of his cock as it slid in and out of me. He fucked me hard again and I panted, moaned and hurtled towards orgasm. He let me come again, and for the fourth time I came and came. After a short while, I had to ask him to stop, “I can’t come anymore!” I fell forward onto the bed, spent. Whew. An amazing night. All those orgasms gave me the same sort of rush that I had the night before from the beating.

We relaxed some more, and MasterDoc told me to get the back bedroom set up with the magic wand. I had a feeling he was going to give DeeDee some orgasms too – despite her being punished, MasterDoc loves giving orgasms, so to not do it would be depriving himself of some fun. I had a feeling he’d relent and make her come. I cleaned off the bed, set up some pillows, plugged in the magic wand, put a condom over the head. When I got back to the living room he handed me his laptop and told me to set it up in the back bedroom. “Should I put some porn on it?” He said yes, and I took a few moments to select a bondage gang-bang scenario.

I was excited for DeeDee and glad that she’d get some release as well. While I was happy for my good fortune last night, I wasn’t taking any pleasure in her messing up and getting punished (yup, I’m not a  sadist, although even I have my moments). MasterDoc indicated that he was going to spend some time alone with DeeDee and that I could go to bed if I wanted. I wasn’t ready for sleep, so I camped out on the sofa with my laptop. I smiled to myself when, a short while later, I could hear DeeDee coming. I also heard some spanking sounds and I was happy that she had some fun too. MasterDoc came back out after he had tucked her into bed (with a condom on his penis so obviously she got some fucking as well – whoo hoo!). I got to cuddle MD for a little while, before I got too sleepy and went to bed myself.

I joined them in the living room, and MasterDoc had me get on my knees again and suck his cock. He had DeeDee find some porn on the computer, and she found a really fun one featuring a fucking machine that included jets of water. The lady in the video certainly seemed to be enjoying herself! Even though DeeDee was being punished, MasterDoc was affectionate and kissed and caressed her. He just didn’t give her any genital stimulation.

My first set of orgasms (as it was more accurately a set of multiple orgasms rather than just one) was pretty amazing to watch. After I got MasterDoc’s cock hard again he had me head back into the bedroom, and he fucked me from behind. Oh god, I was so horny and so happy to be fucked. I hadn’t been fucked in over a week. The hot porn played in the background, and MasterDoc had DeeDee come close to him for a kiss while he fucked me. (Yes, MasterDoc is a very lucky man.) He fucked me hard and soon I was begging to come again. He had me beg for a little while, and then he fucked me good and hard as he told me to come. My muscles didn’t push quite as hard as usual (I was paying attention to them in an attempt to keep him in, although I wasn’t letting it hold me back from coming since MasterDoc hadn’t told me to do that) and his cock kept fucking my hole. My head was up in the clouds as I came. He had me fall forward and rest, and he suggested that I get a sybian ride next. Oh my. I know that if I was in DeeDee’s position I’d be so hot and so raring for an orgasm myself.

I rested a bit on the bed, and they went off into the living room again. I turned to look at the porn and got caught up watching it. I brought the laptop out to the living room with me and complimented DeeDee on her taste in porn. MasterDoc had me set up the sybian, and I find that lately I’m really happy with just the flat top attachment – for me it’s the clitoral stimulation that gets me off.

So I knelt over the sybian, MasterDoc in front of me with the controls in his hand. I had my gag in so I wouldn’t disturb the neighbors when I came.  He teased me for a while, working me up. I’d close my eyes uncontrollably, and then I’d pry them open to look into his eyes pleadingly, begging him to let me come with just my eyes. He pointed out the look on my face to DeeDee. Suddenly, he let me come and I convulsed in orgasm. I fell forward into MasterDoc, who held me, and my face was by his right shoulder, on the side where DeeDee was sitting. My eyes rolled back into my head, my hips bucked involuntarily over and over. I screamed through the gag. Jesus, he had me come over and over again. This was the third time that night I had a set of multiple orgasms, and I felt so lucky to be the recipient of such pleasure. Early on while I was coming on the sybian, I squirted a whole bunch all over the machine. I had to mop it up after – the spray of my juices was everywhere.

We relaxed for a bit, watched the porn some more. I eventually climbed off the sybian and lay on the floor for a while. I joined them on the sofa, and MasterDoc cuddled with DeeDee while we talked. He started to ask me if I wanted to fuck again. My god, I couldn’t believe my luck. Hell yes, I could go for more fucking!
To be continued….

The original plan for last night, was that I’d be home, and MasterDoc would spend the evening with DeeDee – giving her an evening alone with him. She has expressed an interest in being an additional submissive of his rather than just a playmate. But since she recently made a big mistake that greatly displeased MasterDoc (further details withheld to protect the guilty) he decided that, to punish her, he’d have me over and show her all the orgasms she could have had if she hadn’t messed up.

While I don’t take joy in another’s mistakes, I certainly wasn’t upset to know that I was going to be the recipient of many orgasms. It was nice to see DeeDee again, I’m very fond of her, and she, MasterDoc and I enjoyed some sushi for dinner. After dinner, they both bathed and it was off to the bedroom time.

MasterDoc used the underbed restraints to secure me to the bed, which was what he had originally planned to do to DeeDee. He gagged me with my bit gag, and my collar was on. He had her mirror his moves and they each took one side of my body and played with it – caressing, kissing, sucking on my nipples. It was luxurious having two people pay such attention to me. It ended up being lighthearted, so MasterDoc took my collar off so I could feel free to giggle along.

He got between my outstretched legs and began licking my clit. I thought to myself, “Wow he’s going to get her to do that to me next.” I wondered if she was ready for it as she’d never gone down on a woman before. But DeeDee is adventurous and she immediately took her place between my legs when MasterDoc asked her to. She gently licked my clit up and down, and sought out feedback on her technique. We discussed how holding the labia apart is beneficial so you can get better, more direct access to the clit. When DeeDee declared that it’s hard work (her tongue was getting tired), MasterDoc pointed out that you vary the tongue movements and you make use of your lips to give your tongue a rest. She caught on quite quickly and I was thrilled to be secured to the bed, spread eagle, and having two wonderful people work me over.

MasterDoc got the acuvibe and played with it  against my labia and clit. He’s very good at varying the vibrations so that it tickles my lips at one point, then he presses it against my clit and I start grinding my hips against it and moaning. He alternates movements, so that I’m brought up to the heights of arousal and then slowly slid back down the slope of the peak. The acuvibe began to lose power (the one drawback to it) so he had DeeDee hand him the magic wand. Rowr. She continued to stroke my body and play with me while MasterDoc went to town on my pussy with the magic wand. He had removed the gag by then because it was hard for me to talk and be included in the discussion. Although it probably would have been best if I had it in my mouth when he brought me to orgasm. He teased me quite a bit, and my hands clutched at the restraints holding my wrists down. I spread my legs as far as I could with my ankles in bondage. I slipped into a reverie, my vibrating clit being the focus of my concentration.

One of the lovely things about women is how soft they are, and their touch is usually softer than a man’s (their kisses also tend to be delightfully soft). So while MasterDoc teased me mercilessly with the magic wand, DeeDee’s soft hands stroked my leg, the area of my hip joint (where it’s very sensitive), my breasts. Oh I was very, very lucky. Everyone should know pleasure like this at some point (hell, at multiple points!) of their lives.

MasterDoc told me to ride the edge of orgasm, so I did, because I know darn well that when he wants me to do that, I should be ready at a second’s notice to come. I get extra aroused because orgasm becomes imminent. When he gave me permission to come, I was thrown into an intense orgasm. My limbs tugged at my bonds, and my torso curled upward. I tried controlling the noise I was making, but I’m certain I was still making quite a racket. He kept pushing the vibe against me, and turned it up to the second level of vibration at one point. I came and came – oh Jesus it was absolute ecstacy. Like the greedy slut that I am I kept coming for as long as he would let me and I was exhausted when it was over. One of my ankles had pulled free from the cuff that held it, but certainly with three limbs secured and intense orgasms wracking my body, I wasn’t going anywhere!

They undid the cuffs and I sat up, and immediately got a headache. I lay back down again and the headache subsided, I was left to rest while they went to the living room.

I really am insatiable.

MasterDoc made me come with the magic wand (while tied down and gagged). I came so hard that I looked like I was possessed by the devil. He teased me a bit with it, raising and lowering my arousal so that it would drop off a little, and then I would come again. And again.

Later, he fucked me from behind after having me play with the acuvibe mini for a while. He teased me so much I thought I would explode. Between his cock fucking me hard and the vibe pressed hard to my clit I was desperate to come. But at the same time it felt amazing so I didn’t know if I really wanted to come and end it. He let me come, shoved his dick in me a bit more and then when my muscles clenched too tightly he used his fingers. Again, possessed by the devil time. As I came and convulsed my body inched forward on the  bed until my head was against the wall. I could feel myself squirt all over my hand and the vibe.

And after all this, after the amazingness of these orgasms – I still want more sex. I can’t imagine not wanting to have sex.

Damn.

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On another note, MasterDoc has sometimes despaired that I’m not very good at getting him pussy. I’m shy. I’m a spazz. I can’t even get a woman in bed for myself. But, BUT he noted today that I have finally succeeded in helping him in this area. How did I finally manage this, you ask? Through writing this blog. DeeDee read it and was chomping at the bit to meet MasterDoc. It’s like a big, long, testimonial. I’m glad I could be of service.

I spent a little time with MasterDoc this weekend, after spending some much needed alone time. He’s spending as much time with his daughter as possible before she heads off to college, so that left me with time on my hands this past weekend, as Davey was away visiting another girlfriend for the weekend. While I’m prone to depression when I spend a long time alone, this time I really enjoyed myself. Granted, towards the end of the time I was getting restless, bored and lonely. But I got some stuff done around the house, including going through all my clothes to bag up things I don’t wear anymore. I hit Trader Joe’s for the first time in ages. Now my closets and dresser are neat and I have spectacular things to snack on. Huzzah!

I was hoping we’d go out Saturday night, but MasterDoc decided to stay in. He gave me a wonderful intense spanking using the riding crop. Initially I couldn’t tell what he was hitting me with – had he picked up a cane? When I eventually saw it it made sense, and as we were without a crop for a while I forget that it’s in his arsenal of toys now. I was enjoying the sensation but not close to orgasm when he said to me, “Come.” Wow, that was difficult. I focused my thoughts on orgasming and in less than a minute I managed to eke one out. It wasn’t as intense as an orgasm would be if I was fully aroused at the time, but through sheer will I managed it. He’s trying to train me to come via different sensations. I have certainly come from just a spanking before, but I wasn’t expecting it so I was thrown off a little. I think the ideal situation would be if I could eventually just come on command from a cold start. May or may not happen, but one can dream and strive.

He checked his email when we took a break and he found out about a party going on that night. I had already taken my sleeping medication by this time, so I wouldn’t be able to stay awake if we went out. He wondered if he could get someone to go with him. I was bummed because I had wanted to go out, had taken my medication as early as I did due to his request, and was horny and wanted sex with orgasms that weren’t eked out in the heat of stress. (Yes, I’m a demanding slut.) He encourages me to put his desires first some of the time, but I’m only human, and being ditched at the last minute really would have sucked. Ultimately he stayed in with me, for which I was very thankful.

He fucked me a little later, doggy-style, and I was so aroused that eventually I had to give in and beg for orgasm. He asked me if I was sure I wanted to come then and not have the fucking continue a bit longer, and I said that I wanted it to continue. Actually, I don’t think “said” is the right word – I gasped out my hope that he would keep fucking me. He kept going and I was going nuts on the edge of orgasm. When he let me come, I came hard and his cock got pushed out. He slapped my pussy, fingered me a bit as I continued to come. He grabbed the Acuvibe Mini that was laying on the bed and pushed it against my clit – oh holy mother of Jesus! – I came harder than I can remember in a while. And that’s saying A LOT. He kept pressing against my clit with the vibrator and I kept pressing back desperately trying to keep my clit in contact with it while I came. Afterwards, I was totally spent.

On the non-sexual side of things, my issues around jealousy and insecurity came up again. I’m sure some monogamous folks would say, “Well maybe you want to be monogamous.” But I have to say despite my insecurities, I really don’t want to be monogamous. Too bad I’m not a Domme as my ideal situation would be me gallivanting around with multiple partners and my lover being mono to me. But, uh, definitely not going to happen when one is a submissive! I do like knowing that MasterDoc is happy – and I know that having a variety of lovers, and enjoying flirting and chasing (and fucking) new women, is something that makes him happy. It’s in his nature. I do not expect it to ever change. And I can understand wanting variety as I do too. So that leaves me with trying to find a way to not be so insecure, not be so afraid of being abandoned. I need to find ways to keep myself busy when I have free time and thereby not get too upset if I can’t see MasterDoc for a while. (I mean, I love spending time with him, so not seeing him will never be a happy prospect, but I need to find ways to keep busy.) Davey is busy often with other girlfriends these days, I need to find myself someone else to spend time with.

Those of you who aren’t jealous types – how do you manage it? How do you process the idea of your love being with someone else when they could be spending time with you instead?

And yet again I fall behind in blogging. I get frustrated when I try to recount things that have happened a few days ago, as details that would have been included had I blogged immediately after are lost.

Saturday night was a usual night in for us. We lay on the bed and watched some kinky porn on the laptop. He lays on his side in front of the laptop, I lay with my head down the other end of the bed and my legs spread so that my pussy is within reach/sight of him. I could feel myself getting aroused, and he asked me why I wasn’t touching myself. I don’t know, sometimes I just enjoy getting horny watching the porn. He used the Acuvibe Mini on me as I continued to watch the porn intently. I was getting really worked up when, unfortunately, the Acuvibe began to run down. The vibrations slowed in intensity. It was barely noticeable to him at first, but I could tell the difference immediately. Sadly, I haven’t yet figured out exactly how long the Acuvibe runs on a single charge. I put it aside and recharged it the next day.

He decided to fuck me then, and I’m pretty sure I was wet. I felt eager for his cock to be inside me. I’m on hands and knees and he fucks me, bringing me to the edge of orgasm. The familiar moans I make when really aroused escaped my lips. I’m sure he knows from the sounds that I could come at pretty much any time. He keeps fucking me, teasing me, while he watches the porn on the laptop.

I start begging for orgasm. It’s just a few short “please” out of my mouth at first, but it soon builds to actual begging. I’m about ready to explode when he tells me to come – and he shoves his hard cock deep inside me and holds it in there as my pussy starts to contract. I’m coming, but also worried that my pussy might push him out. The harder I come, the more my vaginal muscles clamp down. I love feeling him push against me, keeping his cock inside for as long as possible. Alas my muscles win out and push his cock out, so he slaps my pussy, keeping me coming. I start to squirt quite a bit, and he quickly grabs the Fascinator Throe to put under me. It was a little bit late, the sheets got wet, but the Throe did suck up a lot of the moisture.

I was exhausted by the time he had me stop coming. I managed to fall forward onto the bed and rest for a few minutes while I tried to gather my wits about me. “Thank you, Sir,” I told him when I was capable of speech again.

After a short rest, he had me suck his cock hard through the condom that was still on. I’m quite the eager little cocksucker these days and I loved doing it. He had me get on top for a ride and I rode his cock until he gave me permission to come. I was a very happy girl after all this.

On Sunday, he gave me a sybian ride in the afternoon because he was planning to cam with DeeDee that night and my role in that was to pleasure him until he came. He’s amazingly good at manning the controls of the sybian. He made me come and come, timing the orgasms I had. I was well nigh exhausted when he stopped – I’m sure he could tell I was tiring out. It turns out I had been coming only for 2 solid minutes. He thinks we need to work me up to longer. I gingerly climbed off the sybian and collapsed on the floor. I lay there for a while after, while DeeDee called and told us a story about another Dom she had been chatting with online.

That night things didn’t go quite as planned as DeeDee’s daughter was home and she was unable to cam. Instead, he watched porn while I pleasured him. I started out sucking his cock – I can’t get enough of it lately and I love seeing just how far down my throat I can get it. Next, he had me move so I was on the other side of him. He stroked his cock while I used my lubed fingers to massage his ass. He likes a firm massage of the muscle of his buttocks and the area around the anus. He next had me lube up the Love Pacifier and slowly slide it into his ass. I played with it, pressing it towards his prostate. He gave me instructions and I followed, and it was such a great payoff when he came. I keep on playing with his ass while he comes and he quivers and keeps coming for a while. Since I was behind him, I didn’t get to see the cum shoot out of him but I could still tell he had a really nice orgasm. I was able to go to bed that night with a sense of satisfaction.

MasterDoc and I played a bit last night. My mind has been racing lately with really dirty, fucked up fantasies. I keep hoping for stuff I don’t really hope for. I guess I should explain that. Lately I find that I get hot thinking about MasterDoc making me do things I don’t really want to do. In the back of my mind is a secret wish for him to get out the clover clamps, or pee on me and such. It seems like the dirtier and more intense, the more I want it. And yet, I’ve been so afraid to ask for it because then I have to endure stuff I’m not fond of. But of course, the hot part is that I’d be doing it because he makes me do it. I want to feel fear. I want to feel the strain of forcing myself to do something I detest. I want to feel that he truly has control over me.

He stroked my body and played with my nipples a bit. He caressed my face just before coming up with the wicked idea that he’ll take me to see his Domme friend sometime soon. She’s apparently quite the sadist, and he says that he’d like to see how far I have to be pushed before I beg for it to stop. With him I might feel like I’m letting him down if I beg to stop (on rare occasions I have though… once or twice) so it might be better with his friend. Of course he’d be there to be a part of things, probably stroking my face, helping me breathe slowly to take as much of the pain as I can.

And while this scares me, and I know I’ll be nervous when it comes to pass, I am also wildly turned on by this.

Heh, I remember the days when I didn’t consider myself a pain slut. I just didn’t have the right person to play with before I think.

He slapped my face a bit and played with my body some more. He looked at me, said, “You’re smiling too much. Thinking good thoughts?” Just as I got the words, “Yes Sir” out, he started slapping my thighs. Not lightly, but really hard so that I tensed up and my face scrunched up in pain. He told me I didn’t have enough fear. After the thigh slaps and some pussy slaps, I certainly wasn’t smiling any more.

He started playing with my clit and got between my legs to lick it. Oh I shivvered with delight. His tongue, slowly lapping at my clit, felt amazing. My breathing became shallow and I could feel the slow climb to orgasm start. I think it’s ridiculous that some people say Doms don’t/shouldn’t do oral on their subs. I am putty in his hands as he licks my cunt. He lay next to me, and played with my clit with his fingers. He’d dip down into my wetness to make sure that my clit stayed properly lubricated. My eyes closed involuntarily and my breath came in short pants. This went on for a while, and I could feel myself ready to come. When he told me I could come, I cried out and came hard. He kept playing with my cunt and I was uncontrollably turned on under his expert fingers. I orgasmed for quite a while. He seemed happy that he got me away from the magic wand for a change and that I came no less hard using just his fingers.

We took a break, and when we started up again I got to suck his cock. Lately I find myself getting really turned on and really into sucking his cock. I moan with delight, slurp, salivate and get as active as possible in sliding my mouth up and down the length of his shaft. I find lately that I yearn for him to grab my head during and make me choke on his cock. My fantasies have been getting decidedly rougher and more intense.

He had me get on top for a ride and I stroked his cock with my pussy by moving my hips back and forth. I get lost in what I’m doing, and soon all that exists for me is my cunt, and his cock and perhaps my clit rubbing against this tummy. It seemed like I rode him for a long time, keeping my arousal high but not coming. When I was allowed to come, my cunt pushed his cock out and I fell forward onto him and continued coming as he held me. I do wish my cunt wouldn’t push his cock out though – coming while filled up is a wonderful feeling.

I’m a bit nervous now that I’ve started to voice my twisted fantasies here. While I yearn for them I also am a little afraid of them, and I think the fear is part of what makes me aroused.

MasterDoc spent a while, perhaps a month? two? I’m not sure, talking online with a potential sub from a few states away. This past Monday, she had the opportunity to visit, and from what I understand they had a really fun time, all day long, while I was at work. Of course, while at work I didn’t really want to hear about the good time they were having with the Hitachi Magic Wand while I was stuck at my job, but I am glad that they had fun. That night, I went over to MasterDoc’s and joined them. This was the first time I’d met DeeDee, and since she and I didn’t talk online I knew very little about her. I found myself feeling a bit shy, which may seem a bit unusual considering the amount of total strangers I’ve fucked. But I think perhaps the fact that she would be someone who’d come around again made me nervous. With a one-off person if I don’t like them or they don’t like me it doesn’t matter much. But if someone’s going to be a submissive to MasterDoc it’s certainly preferable if we get along. I may have also been shy because I knew that she didn’t have experience with women, although granted she had a strong curiosity. At any rate, we got along well.

MasterDoc was practically giddy, he was so happy to have two lovely women attending to him. As he had DeeDee suck his cock (I’m told she’s skilled at it innately) he grinned at me and had me come in for a hug. It’s funny, because MasterDoc, as a Dom, will play the misogynist pretty often. (Such as, “Eh, next time I let the cunt take the bus!”) But in reality, he loves women. Absolutely loves them. All his close friends are women, he spends his free time pretty much exclusively with women, and he loves wooing new women. When surrounded by women, MasterDoc is in his element. And he is very good at making women feel special, even while fucking them roughly and calling them cunt. Underneath the faux-misogynist comments, which could be misunderstood by someone who doesn’t know him, he’s a gentleman. Very much a gentleman. I hope I didn’t just reveal his deep, dark secret.

Back to the story: MasterDoc was really happy, and it was nice to see him so glad. While I felt shy that night and it took some urging to get me involved, ultimately it was really fun sharing cock sucking duties with DeeDee, and the two of us massaged his body. I enjoyed watching him fuck her. I get a certain pleasure from seeing him with another submissive woman, because the things he says during are the same things he says to me – and I can put myself in her place easily. I was also involved, as I used the Acuvibe Mini on her clit while he fucked her.

He had us lay next to each other on the mat on the floor, and play with ourselves. He used the crop on our thighs for a bit and took a set of nipple clamps and joined one nipple on each of us to the other woman’s nipple. He toyed with the chain between them, and the pain felt divine. Then he encouraged us to touch each other with our free arm. I didn’t know exactly what he meant, so I just dove in and started massaging her clit. Hee hee. While I was shy in some ways I certainly broke the ice there! DeeDee played with my breasts. She commented on how different it was to feel another woman’s breasts. She touched my cunt and asked me to tell her what I liked since she was new to this. I told her that fairly direct contact on my clit is good, and she was a little unsure where precisely the clit was. MasterDoc got into teacher mode and gave her an external female anatomy lesson – using me as the model. I’m sure she’s not the only adult woman who isn’t well-versed in female anatomy, and that is sad. It’s still so taboo that if you don’t run in sex-positive circles (or you’re not experienced at being bisexual or lesbian) you might not get the chance to learn this. She rubbed my clit, and MasterDoc added some lube. He slid his fingers inside me, and soon my eyes were closed and I was breathing heavy and moaning. It’s nice to have both penetration and clitoral stimulation at once. They continued, MasterDoc probing at my g-spot, until I asked permission to come. As usual, I came loud and long.

DeeDee thanked me after and said that I made her first time with a woman very comfortable. And I was thrilled to hear that, I like people to feel comfortable.

She had to go a short while later, and MasterDoc and I had dinner after she left. Later on, he decided that he wanted to come, and I played with his ass until he stroked himself to climax. I must be growing up a little and becoming less self-centered, because I genuinely derived great pleasure out of helping him come. Seeing him feel really good felt really good for me. Perhaps I’m finally getting over being a bit of a pillow princess.

The problem with blogging a few days after an event, is that it’s hard to remember detail. If I had the chance to write this up days ago, it would have been more interesting.

Last Friday, there was no nooky between me and MasterDoc, but he did let me have a sybian ride. We only had the flattop attachment, as we discovered that afternoon that we had left the others at the last party we went to. I’m fine with the flattop though, as I find the sybian ride is mostly about clitoral stimulation for me.

He let me through three intense, amazing orgasms. During one of them, my hips bucked up involuntarily in a pulsing rhythm.  When I got off, it turned out I had squirted as there was a spray of liquid in front of the attachment I rode. MasterDoc was a little surprised as squirting frequently requires g-spot stimulation on me.

Clever man that he is, he got me all orgasmed out on the sybian, then put me to work cleaning the kitchen floor! The floor was filthy and I had been thinking about cleaning it for him for ages, so in a way it was a relief to clean. But he only had a decrepit old mop to use, and I spent the entire time bending over, as if I was in a field picking cotton. There was no wringer for this cloth mop, so I bent over and used my hands to wring it out into the pail. Not fun. But I have to say the kitchen floor looks so much better!

Saturday night I saw him again, and the details are fuzzy. I know we had great sex. I know the magic wand was used. I remember that I used the tingling Wet Together (for her) lube and that really intensified the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of me. Rowr.

On Sunday, he was’t yet done with me. He bound me face down on the bed, and put the magic wand right near my clit. I struggled to wriggle down enough so I could keep the vibrating head right against my clit. He’d place it right up against me every now and then, and soon I was begging for orgasm. He let me come, and my body tensed against the cuffs binding me to the bed. This would have been enough for me, but he let me loose and got me to the end of the bed. He hadn’t assfucked me in ages, and he was determined to do it. His big cock slid into my tight asshole. It took a moment to accommodate him comfortably in there. He fucked me, and told me I could hold the magic wand against my clit. The weight of the wand eventually became too much for my hand, but in the meantime it enhanced his fucking my ass. It would hurt now and then, but somehow the pain would turn to pleasure. He let me come, and the combination of my full ass and the magic wand against my clit led to an explosive orgasm. I dropped the wand mid-orgasm and kept coming from the feeling of him fucking my ass. He called me a whore, and it made me come even harder.

I was spent after, and my poor hand was stiff and sore from using the wand. But it was totally worth it.

Where to start? A little while back MasterDoc had a potential submissive listen in on us fooling around via the phone. I can’t find the entry where I mentioned it, but I did mention it here. Anyway, her name is DeeDee. She lives a few states away and has been talking to MasterDoc online a great deal. It’s interesting to get glimpses into their interactions; It brings me back to when I first met MasterDoc. He just had her fill out the BDSM check list (there’s many online this is just one) recently to see what she likes, what limits she has. (I was relieved that she rated analingus a 2 – it’s lower on the list of desirability for me!) I do get moments of insecurity (cuz, you know, I’m a horribly insecure person), but ultimately she seems cool and I’m sure we’ll have fun together.

Tuesday night, he decided to have her listen in as we played. He encouraged me to be much more vocal than usual – something he realizes is hard for me – and I did my best to vocalize what I was feeling. It was easier to make noises than to speak words, but I did manage a few words from time to time. He went into the next room to start the phone call, and left me laying on the Liberator Escape in the living room. I thought to myself that he’d probably like it if I was warmed up when he came back, so I started stroking my clit.

He came back in with his phone set to speaker. I could hear DeeDee on the other end. He had me get on hands and knees, and he started spanking me. I tried to be louder with my reaction noises than usual. He hit pretty hard for a while so it wasn’t hard to be noisy. He’d talk to DeeDee now and then, and I’m pretty sure she was playing with herself at the other end. MasterDoc had me sit up. He had me suck his cock for a while, and it’s great when he’s got someone listening on the phone, because he becomes very verbal about how good it feels and how I know what he likes. Definite ego boost. After he was good and hard (he was pretty hard to start with), he gave me the blindfold and I put it on, sitting cross-legged on the mat. He announced that he had nipple clamps in hand. He gently scolded me for not bringing the clover clamps and pointed out that he wants me to learn how to take them by now. He went to put the clamp on one nipple, but the screws were set so the clamp was pretty loose. He didn’t play around with the tightness, but instead started slapping the inside of my thighs. I had been kinda looking forward to the nipple clamps, I almost wished that I had brought the clover clamps. Lately I find myself fantasizing about the clover clamps, but still too scared to put them out as the toy of choice.

He had me lie down on my back, and he sat between my legs, slapping my thighs and pussy every now and then. I wish I could remember in more detail what he said to DeeDee, it was all pretty damn hot. (This is why I rued having to work the next day and not having time to blog this right away!) He fingered me – finding just that right spot inside. He knows how to work my g-spot really well and I was moaning and begging for orgasm in no time. “Please may I come, Sir!” I sometimes wish he would take over my g-spot like that more often – it’s amazing. He teased me into a frenzy. When he let me come, the orgasm and blindfold combination nearly made me feel like I had blacked out. All capacity to think was stopped and I came hard, very hard. And he kept me coming for what seemed like a very long time. When he had decided I had enough, I caught my breath and we could hear DeeDee on the other end of the phone. He had given her permission to come when I came, and we could still hear her coming. He tried to tell her to stop just then, but I don’t think she heard him right away. He repeated himself until he was heard, and it sounded like it was hard for her to stop. (I know that feeling!)

Next he had me get him really hard again. He asked DeeDee how she thought he should fuck me, and she suggested my getting on top and riding him. I got the Liberator Wedge and put it under his ass and got on top of his throbbing cock. It felt so good to have him deep inside me, and I think having DeeDee listen made it even hotter. I moaned, and cried out and told him how good it felt. When he let me come, again I came long and hard. I wondered to myself if he was trying to impress DeeDee with how hard and long he could make me come, but he didn’t realize that he had me come any longer than usual. After I had finished, I stayed on top of his cock, and he brought the phone to his ear to hear DeeDee coming hard on other end. I stroked his chest as he listened, knowing that he’d want me to make him feel good. He told her, “That’s it. Come. Come DeeDee.” I hope that his voice telling her that makes her come harder like it does me.

DeeDee is due to visit MasterDoc for the first time on Monday. I may get to meet her Monday night myself.