Diary of a Kinky Librarian

I’ve fallen a little behind in my blogging. I got together with MasterDoc last night (while Davey went off to spend the night with a woman who MasterDoc also dates, we live such a funny life don’t we?) and still haven’t blogged about the time I spent with him the other day. I’ve been having a fun time but in between I’ve been busy with things like doing laundry and going to work, so I haven’t gotten around to blogging. I know it sometimes must seem like all I do is have kinky sex, but I get up to normal things too.

But of course, the point of this blog is to chronicle the kinky sex I have, not the day to day things that everyone does. I got a little extra time with MasterDoc midweek and had a really good time getting worked up with the magic wand, followed by him fucking me for a little while, and then he put me on the sybian. We tried out the largest attachment for the first time, but unfortunately it’s a little too big for me (ouch, left me a little sore). After moving back to the medium sized attachment MasterDoc played with the controls, getting me right on the edge of coming. I mean, right on the edge. I was so on the edge that when he suddenly turned the vibration down a bit to keep me from coming I squirted a little without actually coming, something that’s never happened to me before. Thankfully, he let me come and, as always on the sybian, I came, shuddering and screaming. He then had me get on top of him and ride him for a while, which felt fantastic. (Sadly, strongly vibrating toys like the sybian and the magic wand tend to numb things a little so that regular sex isn’t quite as stimulating as it usually is, so I wasn’t able to come again from the sex. But no matter, it felt really good. I seem to be enjoying non-orgasmic sex more than I used to. I used to be so goal oriented but I really enjoy being fucked and how that feels even if I don’t come. Of course, I’d still rather come.)

Unfortunately this week has been busy in the evenings so I haven’t gotten to have Davey since last weekend. (!) I plan to change that tonight, especially since MasterDoc fucked me a bunch of times last night and this afternoon and didn’t let me come. Not once. Davey is going to get raped when he gets home. *grin*

Last night MasterDoc and I went to the swing club again, me in a collar reminding me of my submissive status. I actually had a little alcohol for once - I rarely drink in swing situations - but I got a nice little alcohol buzz going. Not much was going on when we first got there, but after we got settled MasterDoc spanked me in front of an audience over on the spanking bench. We drew quite a crowd. He had me lay on my back on the bench and he slapped at my thighs and pussy. While I close my eyes fairly often during sex, I do like knowing that there’s a crowd around me. He had this guy get in to play with my breasts while he did other things to me. I quite liked all the compliments that passed between them about my breasts. I may be chubby and average but I have nice tits. *grin* After teasing and spanking me in front of the crowd he had me suck his cock in front of the audience. Then we took a little break. As usual, I was the first person naked.

We wandered the club, me in just panties and a collar and leash (oh and my rather unsexy socks and shoes. lol) There was more action going on and we watched a few things. When MasterDoc was ready to play again we sought out the most visible play space to be in. Again, a crowd assembled and I played with my bullet vibe in front of an audience. At a couple of points last night, guys were too aggressive and they groped me without asking, but MasterDoc immediately nips that in the bud and sends the guys away. The guys who get to play with us are the ones who are polite and stand by until they’re invited in. (Something to remember if you ever go to a swing party.) At one point, a cute woman made her way in and started playing with my breasts while MasterDoc had clothespins on my nipples. Stupid me, I ended up laying there, enjoying being touched but never thinking to reach out and touch her. Soon her man came around and got her and that was the end of that. My ineptitude with that situation is what resulted in my being denied orgasm. MasterDoc fucked me in front of the crowd, both from behind and on top. I loved having an appreciative crowd around. I also loved being able to make as much noise as I wanted. (I’m notoriously noisy.) It felt fantastic to be fucked, and I think it was even more so because of the audience.

We headed home in the wee hours of the morning, while there were still men at the club keen to play with us. I slept very well last night.

This morning we had breakfast, and then MasterDoc decided what the day’s activities would be - he was going to fuck me up the ass. Now, I’ve only ever been fucked anally by two guys. MasterDoc’s cock is larger than average. Needless to say, I was very nervous. I was allowed to play with my bullet vibe on my clit, and despite the nervousness I got extremely wet and turned on. It took a little while to figure out what position was the best, but ultimately he got his cock in me while I lay on my side. And it was surprisingly easy to take his cock up my ass. (MasterDoc is good about lube and patience.) And after getting over the initial shock of it actually being able to go in it felt good. (The vibe on my clit helped.) We did that in a couple of positions, and then finally MasterDoc decided to fuck my cunt. It felt sooo good and I wanted to come so badly. He finally gave me permission to come - and I didn’t! *sigh* I was on the edge, then pulled back, and then when he said to come I wasn’t at the point where I could come and I missed the window of opportunity. *grumble* I was left feeling really frustrated. I got a few slaps on the ass for grumbling about it. We enjoyed some cuddle time, then MasterDoc decided he needed to get a few things done and I opted to go home. So here I am, desperately waiting for Davey to come home so I can ravage him.