Diary of a Kinky Librarian

Friday night was my usual night with MasterDoc. His back had been bothering him earlier in the day so it was up in the air whether we were going to go out or not. (He had canceled with a couple who were supposed to come over so the wife could ride the sybian.) I had been keen to go out since the next couple of weeks are going to be more difficult for making plans (he’s working additional shifts). But of course I didn’t want him to be in pain. However, some time on the heating pad and he wasn’t feeling too bad, plus I offered to drive as driving really brings on the backache for him. We went out fairly late, taking my car for a change. (I drive stick and so few people know how to drive stick anymore, so my car doesn’t get used often for trips out unless I’m driving.)

We went to one of the swing clubs we frequent, and I’m very happy to report that they did away with the miserable air mattresses and have some actual beds now (still not fantastic but better than a friggin air mattress). The club was moderately busy and MasterDoc knew I was feeling really horny that week and that I was keen to be fucked. I’m a bit picky though, and for the most part I wasn’t too into the guys there. Now of course, had MasterDoc decided someone was going to fuck me, it wouldn’t matter one bit if I wasn’t interested in them, but sometimes he lets me give input. There was one man I thought was cute, but by the time I spoke up about this to MasterDoc he was nowhere to be found. *sigh* I need to speak up more quickly, although the thinking behind not speaking up quickly is that as the sub I don’t have a say in who I get to fuck so I leave it up to MasterDoc. He’s told me now, however, that I should consider it an order for me to speak up and tell him when I’m interested in someone.

We wandered around, seeing what’s going on. At the snack table a man recognized MasterDoc from another swing club years before. They chatted for a bit about people they had known from there. When we went off into one of the rooms, the man followed to watch. MasterDoc laid down on the bed and had me suck his cock for a while. A crowd soon formed and someone commented to him, “Your wife is very beautiful.” He asked me, “Are you my wife, slut?” And of course I responded with a clear, “No, Sir.” It felt really odd to be referred to as a wife when I’m simply his submissive slut.

I sucked his cock for a while, and he complimented me on my skills - apparently I’m improving. He had me get naked and suck his cock some more. When he decided to fuck me, I turned around and saw that the room was full of people watching. Of course I love this and it was so hot to be fucked in a room full of voyeurs. I was so horny and it felt amazing to have his cock inside me. I was moaning up a storm as always and I came close to coming. Of course I asked for permission and he didn’t give it right away. But when he did I had a lovely orgasm, screaming for all the crowd to hear. He spanked me for a bit, and my pain tolerance was up so it felt nice rather than painful.

Next, he had me reach into the pants of the man he was speaking to before and give him a hand job. He told me to make it my goal to make the man come. I used some lube and got him hard. I thought to myself that I really am a major slut, after all here was some guy who I wasn’t at all attracted to, but on MasterDoc’s orders I had no problem grabbing his cock and giving him a handjob. I even looked him in the eye a few times. Ultimately, I didn’t get him to come, but MasterDoc decided to fuck me again. Again, he fucked me hard and it felt so amazing. Again, there was a crowd watching. He let a couple of men grope me while he fucked me. I just love the idea of some guy thinking about the experience of groping me as he jerks himself off later that night. I love the idea of being fodder for someone’s masturbatory fantasies.

We spent some more time wandering the club, watching some action, talking to a few people. While a guy stood in front of me getting a blow job, MasterDoc told me to reach over and play with the guy’s ass. And so I did, groping some complete stranger who never even looked around to see who was playing with his ass. lol There were two girls playing who were really putting on quite a show. While I think I’m more of an exhibitionist than voyeur, I do enjoy watching others as well.

We hung out for a while and didn’t end up playing again. I was a little disappointed that I didn’t get gang banged, but ultimately since I had been fucked I was a happy girl. We headed home, stopping for some yummy bagels as usual.

The next morning, we fucked some more, MasterDoc warning me to keep quiet. It takes a lot of effort for me to moan quietly and not cry out. I managed it, mostly breathing heavy rather than moaning. He fucked me from behind for a while, smacking my ass from time to time. He fucked me while on top as well. I asked for permission to come and wasn’t given it.

We hung out for a bit then headed back to bed again. His back was bothering him so he lay on the heating pad again, but this time he decided that he wanted me to suck his cock while he relaxed. I threw myself into the blow job, doing my best to make him feel good. He got turned on enough to want to fuck me again, but as he was taking care of his back I had to get on top. I put the condom on him, trying to roll it down with my mouth after I got his sensitive head covered (only managed to roll it halfway with my mouth). I climbed on top of him and fucked him as best I could. It felt fantastic but I generally have a hard time coming while on top. It’s a bit strange because in that position my clit got some stimulation, but still I didn’t get close enough to ask permission to come. We fucked for a while, he pulled on my nipples as I rode, and he grabbed my head and pulled me down on top of his cock. It was hot and felt great. He smacked my ass with the crop and all went well until he accidentally smacked himself in the balls with the crop. Ouch. And that was the end of that.

We cuddled a bit and then I headed home. Unfortunately I won’t get as much time with him this week, but I’m happy just to get some time to spend with him at all.