Diary of a Kinky Librarian

I had a lovely night out with MasterDoc last night. We went to one of our regular swing clubs. Very few people were there when we got there, in fact we ended up chatting with the only couple there. Turns out they remember us from the party two weeks ago at the other club, the BDSM/swing party. They had seen him flog me while on the St. Andrews cross and later saw us fucking in the exhibition room. The point came up that it’s possible we scare potential couples off with the BDSM part of our playing. I had never thought of that. You know, the thought that not everyone thinks a flogging is hot never entered my mind. How funny is that. I mean, it’s a naked woman, how bad can it be? But the thought processes of a non-kinky person are such that they think, “That poor woman.” They don’t realize that despite the yelps of pain I’m enjoying myself. They don’t know that MasterDoc can relate to women in other ways other than beating them. (He’s a sweetie. Really he is. He’s a delicious mix of sweet and sadistic.) I’m so used to my lifestyle that it doesn’t occur to me that others aren’t into it. Maybe I spend too much time on Fetlife and CollarMe. lol To me BDSM and sex go hand in hand. Sex is so much more enhanced with BDSM involved.

We wandered around a bit and discovered that one of the rooms had a bed replaced with a spanking bench. And it’s a darn nice one. MasterDoc was so excited he had to go tell the owner he’s pleased. There’s also a small stocks in there, where you kneel on the pad and put your head and wrists in the stocks. Looks dreadfully uncomfortable. I kept going back and forth between a desire to try it and a thought of, “What are you crazy?” (But I think we know I’m a little crazy.) He spanked me on the bench a little bit, tried to see if he could fuck me from that angle, but I was too high up. As usual I’m too tall. But it was still hot as he pressed his clothed pelvis up against me, somewhat dry humping me. Rowr. I was really turned on last night.

I sucked his cock for a while and really got into it. I like when I get into it because I seem to do a better job, plus being into it is just more fun. I managed to keep it wet with my saliva and sucked gently but consistently. From the sounds that came out of MasterDoc’s mouth I think I was doing a fairly good job. (He’s been training me in what he likes for nearly a year now. Can you believe it, nearly a year.) After that, we wandered around a bit, checking out the couples who had arrived. No one seemed interested in playing with us. *pout* But of course MasterDoc decided that we would simply have to make our own fun.

We went back to the room with the spanking bench and again lay on the bed. I sucked his cock some more and then he took the crop to my ass a bit. As he was doing this, the owner came in to turn up the air conditioning and he pointed out that there’s a cane sitting on the table next to the bed. Oh my. I had never been caned before. At first MasterDoc says, “What are you crazy, she can’t take that,” but soon he’s curious, and I’m curious. And I’m premenstrual so as usual my pain tolerance is up. He swats me very gently at first and it feels lovely. Then he gets a little harder and it starts to hurt, but I still like it. The fact is though, he couldn’t get terribly hard swats from the angle he was in. I would be in serious trouble if he could get a good swing going.

He had me play with myself as I lay on my stomach and he swatted my ass. I was sopping wet from the spanking earlier, and the blow job and the spanking that was going on at that point. He decided to fuck me. As the English would say I was gagging for it. (That’s the best expression I know to explain how I felt. lol If you’re not familiar with it I’m not sure I can translate it into American with the same affect.) He had me put my ass up on a pillow and he made me beg to be fucked, loudly enough so others could hear. He fucked me and very quickly I felt like I was going to be able to come. I was so revved up and so horny and so into everything that was going on. I begged to be able to come but he held off a bit. I rode the edge like I’ve been training myself to do. So when he finally told me to come I came right away. I started squrting a fucking river, all over the pillow and sheet, he pulled out and the fluids just poured out of my cunt. He fingered me a bit and I screamed in pleasure the whole time. Why people didn’t come running to see the show, I’ll never know. Very hot. Their loss.

Shortly after, we ended up fucking again. This time, without my getting to the point where I ask permission to come he tells me at one point, “Come,” and instantly I do. Again I squirt a bit. This time, he wasn’t as prepared as he was the first time. You see, he has to make sure he’s thrust well in me when he allows me to come, otherwise my internal muscles push him out. This time no sooner had he said, “Come,” than he thought, “Oh no, the auto-eject!” Again he fingered me and god did I come and come. I mean, we usually have hot sex but last night was just exceptionally hot. I love how I react to his voice now and come on command. What an accomplishment! Someday I hope to be like S. and come just from the command, no stimulation. (So often she says I’m her slutty role model, but in this one thing she’s mine.)

We cuddled a bit (and talked a little about my negative blog entry from two days ago, but let’s not bring down the tone of this one. Let me just say that he’s really there for me and I really feel that he will always do his best to take care of me.). We were getting dressed when a couple came in and were pondering what the spanking bench was. We gleefully offered a demonstration and they watched, wide-eyed. This was fairly new to them although the guy had briefly dated a Dominatrix at some point. We ended up staying longer to talk to the couple, who were rather drunk I must say, but we had a nice time talking. The guy invited us back to their place but it was so so late at that point. Instead MasterDoc gave him his number and we suggested getting together Monday night since I might be seeing MasterDoc that night. (Now let’s just hope my period holds out til after!)

What a fucking hot night. *grin*