Diary of a Kinky Librarian

Over at the Practical Polyamory blog I ran into the fact that Jefferson, the guy who assaulted me a couple of years ago, is presenting at an upcoming kinky conference. I guess I just have to live with the fact that this bastard is going to appear in the sex world, and I have to live with it. At the same time I wish I could post somewhere very visible what he did to me so people could know. Maybe a few would look at him differently then. Then again, sexual assault is condoned in this society so I doubt very many people would do a damn thing about it. The party goers and my supposed friends certainly didn’t. It just frustrates me that I’m going about my business, getting back to my slutty self and he keeps friggin popping up online. I hate him. But I have to admit, as time goes by it gets easier, little by little, to deal with. The triggering isn’t as intense as it used to be. And the fact is I finally feel strong enough to just name the dickhead instead of dancing around the issue.