Diary of a Kinky Librarian

So you know about my date on Saturday and time spent with Davey that night. The next day, I saw N. for the first time in a few weeks. Funny thing is, I’m the only woman who’s regularly seeing him now. lol I think he’ll behave much better now about making plans with me (he’s gotten better about not leaving me hanging). He’s managed to mess things up with the other woman he had been seeing regularly. At any rate, he’s got a few first dates under his belt, he’s just not sure if they’ll pan out long term.

While he sometimes annoys me (I don’t think he appreciates me as much as he should), other times I really enjoy spending time with him. He’s a libertarian like MasterDoc and now that MasterDoc has been lecturing me on economics I’m better prepared to have conversations about politics. And I do like having intelligent conversations with people. Well that and fucking them, of course. We fooled around a bit and then ended up hanging out and talking some more, then he suggested going for a walk but I suggested getting naked again. (Yes, I know, brilliant thinking on my part. You’d think the man would have been the one to think of it.) As is usual our “date” consisted of some eating (lots of lovely nibbly things he had at the house) and some sex. Food and fucking - the two things that keep me happy. The fucking was enjoyable as always and for the first time he came. Something I’ve noticed about older men is that it’s not as easy for them to come as it is for young guys, but this is definitely a perk (for me, maybe not as much for them). In the months I’ve been fucking N. he hadn’t come once until this past Sunday. It was so nice to experience him coming for a change. I can be a little selfish in bed (yes, I admit it, bad girl), but ultimately I really want my partners to feel good too. Orgasms are so easy for me, but I want to make sure my partners get to have them too. He came very loudly and dramatically and it was satisfying to finally have that happen. He was spent enough to doze off for a few minutes afterward. I just relaxed, cuddled up to him, thinking that I needed to get going as I had promised the evening to Davey. (The weekend flew by so fast since I was so busy! And I must say that I’m a lucky girl to have all these lovers in my life right now. I’m having a blast!)

I don’t know how I managed to get so busy. I mean, here’s the lover tally just now - Davey, MasterDoc, N., V., (probably very soon) D.S. and I even have an appointment later this month to play with the couple (D. & L.) I sometimes see. I’m running out of days. lol I’m going to start looking forward to the days without sex because I’ll need a break. Hee hee. No, I’m not complaining at all. I feel that I’m a very lucky girl to have so many wonderful people in my life. And I think back to when I was 15, depressed, and convinced that I would spend my life alone. Yes, I was convinced that no one would ever want to be with me. How my life has changed….