Diary of a Kinky Librarian

Yesterday I was horny and looking forward to fucking Davey when he got home. However, he ended up having to work late, and he didn’t know what time he was going to get home. Oh bother. Earlier in the day, MasterDoc had asked me if I wanted to go out to a swing club with him and I had said no because I had plans with Davey. (Davey’s working long hours just now, so we haven’t had much sex lately. I gave him a blow job on Friday evening but it’s been a while since we’ve had sex.) With Davey not getting home on time, MasterDoc asked if I wanted to join him and S. in going to the swing club after all. S. had never been to one before, so having me along might actually help her feel a bit more comfortable. (As mentioned here before, S. is another sub of MasterDoc’s and she and I have become friends. Together we make up the MasterDoc fan club.) It was going to be an early night since I had work the next day, but I was really in the mood to be fucked so I was glad to go out. I hoped that with MasterDoc needing to focus on making S. feel comfortable, I might be able to have a little freedom to fuck at will. This was mentioned to MasterDoc on the way there, and he said he’d take the matter under advisement.

S. was understandably nervous, but at the same time she was excited to be trying something new. When we got to the club, S. and I were the only women there (for a while afterwards too) and of course MasterDoc looked like quite the stud with two women hanging on him. (Everyone else there was a single guy.) We took some time to get comfortable, then MasterDoc had S. blow him right there in front of everyone. She was nervous but got into it quite well. He and I kissed a bit while she went down on him. After some time, he had us switch.

Eventually another couple arrived so we weren’t the only women there, then another couple. But no one was really playing yet. We went over to an air mattress that’s only barely hidden behind a mesh curtain and MasterDoc got naked, then had S. get naked. She was really nervous, but did as she was told. He had her blow him some more and she was able to focus on that task rather than her feelings of self-consciousness. I sat next to them and MasterDoc had me take my top off and he played with my breasts while getting the blow job. (As we played last night, every so often we heard the owner of the club go by giving a tour and he’d point out that where we were playing is “the exhibitionist room” and indeed the exhibitionists were having a grand time there. Made me grin a little whenever this happened. MasterDoc and I are definitely exhibitionists.) At one point, MasterDoc commanded S. to come, without even touching her breasts or genitals, and she came. Quite amazing to watch. I had heard she was capable of that but hadn’t seen it. I’m a little bit jealous, I wish I could do that.

Every so often MasterDoc would ask if there was anyone there I’d like to fuck. There were a few guys there I wouldn’t have minded fucking, but no one I was totally drooling over. Plus, I get shy when saying things. I would express that there were guys I was “willing to fuck” but not outright say that I wanted to fuck someone. This inability to verbalize cost me some fucking. But MasterDoc had fun spanking both of us (butts in the air in the same direction). And I got to be fucked by MasterDoc (and allowed to come. And when my vagina did it’s usual “eject” contractions upon orgasm, he finished me off with his hands.) I was very happy to have been fucked, particularly by MasterDoc, but I could have taken more. We had one persistent viewer, and he seemed okay, so when MasterDoc checked to see if I’d mind playing with him, I said I didn’t mind. The guy expressed the desire to kiss my cunt and so MasterDoc invited him to do so. He went down on me for a while, then slid his fingers inside me. It felt really good but he didn’t quite get me over the edge. (Damn prozac, I used to come easily regardless of whether a guy was good at fingering me, but now I only manage to eke out little mild orgasms instead.) If the guy had made me come with his fingers/tongue, MasterDoc was going to let him fuck me, but in the end it didn’t happen. Still, I had fun being slutty - being eaten out by some guy whose name I don’t know - hot! The guy was really appreciative about what he had gotten to do. While the guy went down on me, MasterDoc fucked S., which was fun to watch as well.

By this time it was time to head home, which was a shame as the place was just getting busy. Damn work hinders my sex life again! Despite her nervousness, S. had a good time and she and MasterDoc are going back next Monday night. Hooray.

I realized last night that there’s about three levels of attraction or non-attraction for me. There’s people I’m physically attracted to right away, or people who I’m mentally attracted to after getting to know them a bit. Then there’s people who I’m not especially attracted to, but I feel comfortable with them and I’m enough of a slut to fuck these people if asked to (or they happen to be who’s around and I’m horny). And at the bottom of the ladder are people I’m very much not attracted to and/or who I feel somehow uncomfortable or unsafe with. These are the people I’d rather not fuck. The guy who fingered me fell into the second category. Oh and people who are in the first category for their looks can drop a category or two if I get to know them and they’re dumb and/or obnoxious. Whereas people who are in the second category can jump to the first if I get to know them and they’re smart and wonderful. Anyway, I’m babbling. And that’s the tale of what I got up to last night.