Diary of a Kinky Librarian

Generally, the more I blog the more I think of things to blog about. Today at work I had a random thought that I should blog about why I like public sex. But of course, before doing that I have to think about why I like public sex. I don’t think I’ve ever really thought about it, not in depth.

I’ll start off thinking about how I feel when I have public sex. Again, not something I’ve thought much about other than “it feels good.” But somehow, when there’s an appreciative audience, everything is a bit more intense. I don’t know why it should be that way, but I get off harder knowing that people are watching me and feeling turned on. Perhaps it’s a channeling of the energy that’s around. Their arousal fuels mine. Knowing that I’m making dicks hard is also a real self-esteem booster. I may be an average-looking chubby chick, but seeing my naked tits and wet cunt gets many men hard and horny. It’s arousing being arousing.

There’s also a thrill to be had in doing the taboo -you’re not supposed to have sex in front of others. I’m a bad girl for letting people see me naked and fucking. I find it actually quite liberating to break that taboo. There’s something freeing in being naked and not worrying about your body, but instead taking pleasure in it. For those moments I’m free from society’s fat-hatred because I’m not thinking about how I need to lose weight, but I’m thinking about how tingly my clit feels and how hot and horny I feel. I’m thinking about how hot the person fucking me finds me. And how some of the others around him wish they could be him. I think about how good my wet cunt feels - both to me and to the person I’m fucking. I think in having an audience I’m somehow more present in the moment and present in my body. I’m more aware of the sexual energy being generated. At that point in time I am hot because I feel so damn hot.

And knowing how hot it is to watch another woman come, I’m sure it doesn’t hurt that I know I give a noisy show when I come. There’s something terribly arousing about seeing someone orgasm. And it’s arousing being the person who others are seeing orgasm. It just adds to the hotness of the moment.

So why do I like public sex? It’s just generally hotter for me than private sex. The element of an audience adds something. Private sex is plenty hot in itself, but I love me an audience.