Diary of a Kinky Librarian

I’ll get to the title of this entry later.

I spent all day Friday with MasterDoc. It was hard though because I was premenstrual and really moody. We fucked in the late morning and while I got turned on by his treating me rough, a part of me, the part that was really sensitive emotionally didn’t like being handled so roughly. The spanking didn’t hurt so much as it just seemed to me to be very rough. Despite this, I got all worked up and begged to be allowed to come but didn’t get permission to come that time. I needed cuddles afterwards and all day just felt like I wanted to be petted. It was probably just my mood but I felt like he was really critical of me, and as usual I get hard on myself when I feel like he’s being critical. (We had a talk later about how I need to not be so hard on myself and trust his judgment of me as a sub. If he says I’m a good sub then I shouldn’t fret about my imagined shortcomings.) I was cranky, and MasterDoc wasn’t in a good mood either because he had somehow lost the adapter to his laptop. It just seemed to vanish as it wasn’t anywhere it could possibly be. So the two of us started off Friday evening a little cranky. Now, I wasn’t feeling down all day, it just came up over and over again. We had some good cuddles and I took a bit of a nap in the afternoon.

MasterDoc had discovered a thick wooden spoon and man does that thing sting! He told me that every time I forgot to address him with “Sir” while I had the collar on he would spank me with the spoon. (He had spanked me with the spoon when he was rough earlier.) Argh! Do you know how hard it is to remember to put Sir at the end of every single sentence you speak? It drove me nuts. I felt like there was no way I could do anything but fail. I got wound up and felt like I couldn’t speak up because I had the collar on. One thing I don’t have a clear sense of is how to be submissive yet convey my needs when it’s really needed. I had mentioned earlier that I was feeling super sensitive and it was nothing personal, just hormonal. So since I had my collar on and felt like I couldn’t complain I just stewed until I virtually blew up. Not good. We stopped off at his friend’s place before going to the swing club and took some time to work on our moods. We were both feeling better by the time we left. When I’m premenstrual it’s really a challenge to be submissive.

Still we both managed to perk up and head to the swing club, and what a night to go. The place was busy and a lot was going on. I haven’t had such a good time at a club in a while. I mean, I always have a good time with MasterDoc, but this was an especially good time. We ended up on a bed in the bdsm room. (Where else would you find us? Unless of course you’re talking about the exhibitionists’ room.) I was very focused on MasterDoc and not really noticing what went on around me (if anything). He had me suck his cock for a while, then he had me undress. I lay close to him on the bed and we kissed for a little bit. He played with my clit, getting me worked up. I was breathing heavy and aching to come. He decided to fuck me from behind so I got on my hands and knees. I think this drew a bit of a crowd, particularly when he let me (after much begging) have an orgasm, but I had to make sure my vaginal muscles didn’t push his cock out. It cut down on the pleasure of the orgasm by about 50%, but it was an orgasm just the same and I made quite a racket as usual.

We lay down for a bit and cuddled. He started spanking me, spanking my pussy and thighs then flipping me over to spank my ass. And this time it wasn’t too rough, this time it got me really hot and breathing heavy. An Indian guy came over and MasterDoc told me to lend him a hand. I stroked the stranger’s cock and he asked if he could suck me. MasterDoc granted him permission and the guy got down between my legs and licked my clit. It felt good and when he slid his fingers inside me I was delighted to find that he knew what he was doing. He knew where the g-spot is. When you fool around with someone new you just never know if they’re going to be any good or not and it’s a nice surprise when they really know what they’re doing. Soon I was begging MasterDoc for permission to come and he let me, I came loudly, screaming, over and over again. The guy got down to lick my clit some more and I came some more and this time I squirted. I think it took him by surprise as he sat right up and switched to fingering me again. This guy just would not stop with the fingering and while it felt good he was putting a bit too much pressure on the g-spot. Still, I had many orgasms at this man’s hand and had MasterDoc holding me during, telling me I’m a good girl.

Eventually I really needed a break  (yes, even I need a break from coming every now and again) and MasterDoc shooed the guy away, of course making sure I thanked him first. MasterDoc had me suck his cock some more and I was hard at work when a woman walked into the room and told him that he should be telling me how good it feels when I suck his cock. In typical MasterDoc style he didn’t say something romantic or something like, “Yeah babe that feels good,” he said, “You suck some mean cock.” We both burst out laughing. I don’t know that the woman got the humor of the situation but it is just so like MasterDoc to phrase it that way. He added after that what he really should have said for effect was, “Bitch, you suck some mean cock.” Hopefully those of you who know MasterDoc will appreciate the humor of the situation. As I write this I’m not sure that people who don’t know him personally will get the joke. But hey, it was nice to hear that I suck some mean cock.

He fucked me some more and this time there was more of an audience. What was kind of surreal was this black guy walking around, stroking himself while playing with a dildo in his ass. Later on he found a woman to play with the dildo for him and we got to watch as he was bent over leaning onto the spanking bench, a whole crowd watching him get buggered with a nice sized dildo. It was hot.

Our pal from earlier stopped by again, wanting to play with me some more. MasterDoc let him finger me a bit, but then the guy asked to fuck me, and MasterDoc let him. His fingering was better than his fucking, but it was fun nonetheless. He came pretty quickly and I didn’t manage to come. I was pretty worn out from coming earlier, to tell the truth. Before we left MasterDoc gave me a bit of a spanking/flogging on the spanking bench and other women wanted to try out the flogger on their asses (one climbed on top of me to get her spanking. Rowr. Hot.) It was a wild night. And to think, we both started out in bad moods but in the end we had a spectacular time. I’m so glad we manage to cheer up when we put our minds to it.