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Bad Girls

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Nadia
on November 23, 2007
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I miss Davey. Home seems so lonely without him here. I spent much of the day watching a Bad Girls marathon. I’m so hooked on that show. It’s a British women in prison drama so it has a few of my favorite things: Brits, cute women and women kissing.

There’s a lot of kinky possibilities in the prison scenario. Lots of D/s possibilities. I like the image of being handcuffed, forced to strip and then roughly and thoroughly searched. My fantasy doesn’t go much beyond that, but there’s the whole being dominated, humiliated and handled rough packed into one fantasy.

Chat

Published
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Nadia
on October 31, 2007
in chatting, fantasy and sex
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D.S. helped amuse me (read: get me really horny) at work today. I snipped out a few less interesting bits:

nadia: i’m so bored at work these days
d.s.: i’m sure you are.
nadia:
d.s.: -gets out stripper pole yet again- (he pretends to strip for me when I’m bored)
nadia: whoo hooo!
d.s.:
nadia: hee hee
d.s.: i’d rather just have you on a table, actually
nadia: oooh
nadia:
nadia: well if we’re going to be invisible in this little fantasy you can just take me right over my desk
d.s.: that works! pull you up to to the end of the desk, get on my knees on the floor and lick little circles around your clit, my fingers inside you and your legs over my shoulders
nadia: hmm i’ll have to see if perhaps the weekend you come down for my birthday ‘do we can set up a show of me being dommed… would make for an extra fun weekend
d.s.: definitely
nadia: would be a good warm-up for the gang bang
nadia:
d.s.: indeed!
d.s.: sorry, distracted by my fantasy of bending you over the desk and sliding my cock into you….
nadia: yummy!
nadia: no need to apologize for being distracted by that
d.s.:
d.s.: grabbing the other end of the desk with both hands and giving you long hard thrusts
nadia: *sigh* work would be so much more fun with that going on
d.s.: …and then grabbing at your hair while i grab your hip with the other hand, pounding you
nadia: i love having my hair grabbed
d.s.: have you ever had someone slide a finger in your ass while getting fucked from behind? i’m just imagining a hand gripping your hair tight while my other hand is busy sliding fingers into you….
nadia: just once i’ve had someone (masterdoc) do that.
nadia: pretty hot
d.s.: it is.
d.s.: and running my fingernails down your back….
d.s.: then grabbing your hips with both hands, feeling you tighten around me…
nadia: mmm. i’m all horny now
d.s.: as am i
d.s.: teasing you, sliding in only a little…
d.s.: hearing you moan, waiting till you practially beg me to pound my cock into you
nadia: we are going to have a LOT of fun together
d.s.: i think so
d.s.: then sliding myself all the way into you, just bumping your cervix lightly…
d.s.: then i start to slap you on the ass with each thrust….
nadia: *squeals with delight*
d.s.: all the while pulling you onto me with the other hand, impaling you on my cock
d.s.: i feel you tighten around me and pull out a little, teasing you again….
nadia: my muscles tend to push penises out
d.s.: -nods- i kinda noticed that.
d.s.: i’ll just have to make an effort to be extra hard then, won’t i?
nadia: lol it’s frustrating because i’ll be on the verge of coming and everything will feel so good and then everything’s interrupted by my muscles pushing out
d.s.: -pouts-
d.s.: thtat’s the suck
nadia: yeah but it doesn’t always happen
d.s.: -nods-
-snip-
d.s.: plus, i like the idea of teasing you at work
nadia: getting me all worked up
nadia: and i’m not allowed to masturbate to deal with it, not that i could at work anyway
d.s.: i know, i’m evil.
d.s.: still imagining…
d.s.: imagining turning you over , then watching my cock slide into you as i rubbed your clit with my thumb….
d.s.: …and pinching your nipple, pulling at it with my fingers…
d.s.: i can just imagine you tightening around me with each flick of my thumb
nadia: i can imagine me squirting all over you when i come
d.s.: and i just know that would send me over the edge
d.s.: yeah, that’s pretty damn hot -tries to breathe, thinking about feeling you squirt all over me-
nadia: sometimes it just gushes out
d.s.: -nods- i’m not a stranger to the female ejaculation. i love it
nadia: i wish mine was a bit more consistent… i squirt about 20% of the time
d.s.: i don’t know ANYONE who it’s a constant with
nadia: apparently some women masterdoc has been with are pretty consistent squirters
d.s.: that’s awesomeness
nadia: just now asking masterdoc about having him dom me as a warm up to the gang bang. lol he’s called me greedy
d.s.: nothing wrong with sexual greed
nadia: amen brother
d.s.: heehee
d.s.: you saw my blog, heehe
d.s.: if that’s not greedy, i don’t know what is
nadia:
d.s.: so what if i want three cocks in my mouth at once?
nadia: exactly. why shouldn’t you have that?
d.s.: -nods-
d.s.: can i get an amen!
nadia: amen!
d.s.: sho’ nuff!
d.s.: heehe
nadia:
d.s.: it’s ridiculous… i’m so horny now… i’m sitting here stroking myself thinking about being inside you…
nadia: and you’re so far away! and i’m at work
d.s.: hence the ridiculous part
d.s.: i’m hard as a rock…. licking up the little drops of pre-cum coming out… and rubbing my fingers ightly up and down the shaft….
nadia: i’m ridiculously horny right now too
d.s.: now i’m thinking about you being on top of me in a sixty-nine… and licking your g-spot while you writhe on my face
nadia: my g-spot’s pretty far in…. hmm.. but you do have a long tongue
d.s.: mm-hmm
d.s.: i could always lick your clit while my fingers were deep inside you
d.s.: i’m quite crafty
nadia: great now masterdoc is talking about naughty things and i’m getting even hotter
nadia: “pulling back your hair and calling you a whore while the guys take turns pounding your cunt”
nadia: “I wonder how’d you feel getting a HARD fucking from saajan while I play with the tens device with the leads on your nipples”
d.s.: heh, you’re surrounded
d.s.: just like you wil be.
nadia:
nadia: i’m a lucky girl
d.s.: indeed!
d.s.): or is it too complicated for this soiree?
d.s.: are you going to try for d.p.?
nadia: i dunno.
d.s.: (which is commpletely understandable)
nadia: might be too much difficulty getting the right angle
d.s.: -nods- understandable.
d.s.: were you on your backk or your stomach?
nadia: i was on top of masterdoc with davey trying to get in from behind
d.s.: i see. stradding someone anally then having someone enter might work better
d.s.: -beingg a dork-
nadia: yeah i’ve noticed that from looking at dp porn
d.s.: <-- watches way too much DP porn
nadia: masterdoc just said, “Hey with all the extra hands around to help we could have all the help we need positioning you for a DP”
d.s.: i think masterdoc and i will get along well ;-P
nadia: yup. i said to him “D.S. just said that…. great minds think alike”
d.s.:
d.s.: were it me, i’d want DP… but that’s me
d.s.: i’d love having a cock in my cunt, one in my ass, and one in my mouth
nadia: yeah i like the idea of it
d.s.: the pratcical app isn’t always so easy
nadia: yeah
d.s.: took me, m—, and l— a while to get that working
d.s.: when it did, was really nice though
d.s.: my eyes rolld back up in my skull feeling m—’s cock pushing against mine inside
d.s.: her
nadia: hot!
d.s.: very… it was almost TOO exciting

-snip-

d.s.:
d.s.: it’s always fun talking to you.
nadia: yeah especially when i’m getting turned on at both sides by you and masterdoc. ha ha . kinda like a chat threesome
d.s.:
nadia:

After this I got permission from MasterDoc to masturbate, and while I was a bit nervous doing so at work I nipped off to the bathroom at one point and had me a quick orgasm. All this wonderfulness kept my mind off the menstrual cramps I’m experiencing.

Hello Sailor!

Published
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Nadia
on October 6, 2007
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What a day. I got my period first thing this morning, then had hellacious cramps all day. (And this means I’ll just be on day three of it when I see MasterDoc on Monday.) Davey and I spent the day with his ultra conservative, very talkative parents, taking them to the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island. We stood for about an hour and a half in the unseasonable heat just to get on the boat to Liberty Island. I was super cranky between the cramps and quality time with Davey’s parents. I hope I managed to hide it well. We finally just said goodbye to them, around 9:30 p.m. Whew. It’s been a loooong day.

I did amuse myself at one point with a naughty little fantasy. We were on the boat to Liberty Island and there were about five young, attractive, navy guys (could tell from the uniforms) who were speaking what sounded like German. Most were blue-eyed brunettes (my favorite combination). I imagined I was there with MasterDoc rather than Davey and his parents. I would mention my naughty thoughts to him and then he’d offer to the sailors that they could all have their way with me in a hotel somewhere. First they’d be incredulous, then they’d get excited at the idea of gang banging me. I imagined being taken by a line of cute, young, fit, and enthusiastic German sailors. Granted, at the back of my mind was the memory of the debacle with the quick-coming 23-year-old a few months back. But I figured there were five of them and perhaps between all five they could get me off. At least one of them had to be able to last a little while. Plus I’d love to be talked dirty to in German, the language always sounds like you’re saying something dirty anyway. I also imagined that they’d be pretty hot with their clothes off. Yummy.

The Older Woman

Published
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Nadia
on May 3, 2007
in dating and fantasy
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I had fun today trading emails with a 23-year-old guy on a dating site. While I generally prefer guys my own age, I’m old enough to think that it’s kinda hot to go to bed with some hot, young guy. Yes, I have a Mrs. Robinson fantasy. While I’m not quite old enough to live that out, this does fit in with that fantasy… Who knows if anything will come of talking to this guy, after all I haven’t dropped the h-bomb on him yet, but it’s been fun feeling like the sexy, experienced, older woman for the first time. He also has a thing for librarian-types in glasses. And he’s interested in exploring his kinky side. Did he stumble upon the right woman or not?

I updated my photos on one site so I’m getting scads of replies right now. It makes me feel really good to be wanted. Heck, Davey always wants me, but the sheer numbers of interest is a real ego boost. Most of the guys I’m not particularly interested in, but how lucky to be a woman - I don’t think men get to pick and choose as much. I know Davey’s just hoping to get a response from someone who lives in the same state for a change.