Diary of a Kinky Librarian

I recently heard from D. and L., the couple I’ve seen a bunch of times for bdsm play. At first I was hesitant to get together with them. After all I was frequently left feeling like the human sex toy, to be tossed back into the toybox after play. I wasn’t willing to deal with that again. But instead of making excuses I decided to be forthright. And what I got back was a very thoughtful email apologizing for any awkwardness and professing feelings of genuine friendship. Hmmm. So yet again being honest has yielded change. I feel much better about them and I’m going to play with them sometime this month. I have had very little kink in my life for nearly two years now. Davey is very vanilla, and hey, there’s nothing wrong with that it just means he can’t be he one to fulfill my dirty, kinky fantasies of being dominated. And so perhaps I will be able to get that from time to time with D. & L. After all, I have had some wonderful fun with them in the past. We’ll see how things go.