Diary of a Kinky Librarian

So as you all know I’m kinky and my kinky leanings are on the submissive side. While I’ve played with people like D. & L. I’ve never properly had a Dom to play with on a regular basis. But it’s something I’ve always wanted to have. So I perk up when I’m talking with someone online who I’ve met through a dating site and it turns out they’re Dominant. This happened recently and so I met him for dessert in a diner to see how we got along in person (this happened as quickly as it did because he offered his 20-year-old sub to Davey to get fucked and she’s leaving for school soon, and hey, I like to pimp my boyfriend out because I think he can only get better the more experienced he is.) So I felt comfortable with him but still slowly warming up to him. I’m not wildly physically attracted to him, but I am attracted to the fact that he’s a Dom who doesn’t take himself too seriously. (He reads this blog, and I hope that comment does not bother him. I’m becoming rather fond of him in a short period of time and wouldn’t want to say anything hurtful. Anyway, he can always spank me for saying I’m not wildly physically attracted to him, if he likes.

I like a Dom with a sense of humor. Too many Dominant men are too into their roles for me to feel safe playing with them. I like nice guys who are also Dominant. This guy is a gentleman otherwise but quite capable of Domming - the perfect mix! And he has a sense of humor. I’ll have to come up with a pseudonym for him as his initial is the same as someone else’s on this blog - that’s the problem with using initials. Maybe he’ll have a pseudonym he’d like me to use.

So last night Davey and I went to his place and met his lovely young sub. She’s extremely cute, nice body and I took to her (personality-wise) pretty quickly. It’s a shame she’ll be off at school as I’d like to hang out with her (and play with her) again. We took a little while to chat and get acquainted, but that’s the boring stuff so I’ll leave it out of the blog. Soon the Dom (as I’ll call him for now) had gotten out a couple of floggers and he gave Davey a demonstration on how to use them. Soon, I was bending over a chair getting my butt flogged by the smaller of the two floggers. Oh yes, I was in a happy place.

As usual, I was the first person to start doffing garments. I was soon in my underwear (sexy, lacy white underwear chosen for the occasion because, you know, I’m just so innocent I have to wear white. *guffaw*) and getting soundly flogged. I must be a wuss because he wasn’t even hitting me as hard as he could and it was hard enough! I have some light bruising on my hips today from the flogging (and when I bump into the tender spot or see the bruises in the mirror I think fondly back to the night before). He got his sub warmed up by giving her a spanking over his knee, fun to watch and I’m sure even more fun to experience. (I just love the idea of getting an over the knee spanking while being alternately fingered and worked up into a frenzy. And to admit how kinky I really am, I have a fantasy of being spanked until I cry…. don’t ask me why but that gets me hot. So far I haven’t had anyone I was close enough to to live that out with. But I imagine it to be emotionally cathartic.)

He put out some mats on the floor with sheets over them and has his sub get down there to give him a blow job. She looked like she’s very good at doing that, oh and I forgot that she had already given Davey some head at this point. Davey was surprisingly getting into the kinkiness a bit, I think more out of the fact that it turned the rest of us on. He enjoyed seeing me get flogged because he knows that I enjoy it. (Got me wet!) The Dom invites us to join in (Davey and I can be shy until you get us started. If we’re unsure if something’s okay or not we err on the side of not doing something. Yeah we should probably get over this a little.) and so I start stroking her pussy and she thrusts her ass out further towards me. Obviously this is welcome so I wet a finger and slide it inside her and finger her for a little while. Davey joins in with playing with her breasts and then later fingering her as I go over to sit by the Dom who’s enjoying having his dick sucked. He’s very gentle and slow moving with me, as he’s said that he’d like to put off sex with me until it’s a situation where he’s Doming me, and I agree that that’s cool. However, I was getting worked up now watching the sub go down on Davey and getting fondled by the Dom. (Aw heck, I was worked up just from the very idea of going over there!) She leaned over and sucked my nipples a bit so I gladly did the same for her. Davey and the sub went off to fuck in the bedroom as she had expressed a preference for doing it in the bed (and he’s just such a sweetie he’ll always be accommodating). The Dom and I spent time cuddling, caressing, talking. I expressed the fact that I would be comfortable with things moving along more quickly than they are (hey, I was horny, and we all know how much I’m driven by my sexual desires) so I ended up sitting between his legs, back to him, and he fondled my pussy. He slapped it a few times, much to my pleasure! And soon was fingering me. And I squirted all over and came so hard. Then Davey came back out of the bedroom and joined in fingering me. I just loved all that attention. I came a couple more times.

Davey and I were spent at this point (he had had a rough day at work) so after some more chatting we excused ourselves and headed home. But I’m now convinced that I could have a lot of kinky fun with the Dom. I’m definitely warming up to him.