Diary of a Kinky Librarian

(I’m chuckling to myself as I post this, as this post sounds like it’s just the “Cliff’s Notes” version of my time. I summarize and leave out the nuanced details much of the time.)

I’ve had a busy few days. I’m off this week and I started off my vacation with a night out with MasterDoc on Friday. We went back to the swing club, this time with a young lady who’s a friend of one of his other subs. The idea was to play with other couples there, but it ended up being a night where the three of us ended up playing with each other rather than with other people.

Pretty early in the night, MasterDoc got me on a mattress in a easily visible area and dommed me, slapping my pussy and getting me to go down on him. He put clothes pins on my nipples and soon there was a crowd gathering. He had the other woman hold a flashlight so that it shone on my crotch as he fingered me to a terrific orgasm in front of the crowd. I closed my eyes much of the time, as I’ve realized that while I like an audience I don’t always want to see them. Knowing they’re there is usually enough.

We spent a lot of time wandering around the small club, checking out who was there, chatting amongst ourselves. Next, MasterDoc tied up the other lady on the St. Andrew’s Cross and gave her a spanking and flogging. The funny thing is, I felt more self-conscious standing there in my underwear watching them than I had when I was nearly naked being fingered. Strange. Only once before had I gotten a chance to see MasterDoc at work on someone else (that first night Davey and I went over his place and Davey had sex with MasterDoc’s 20-year-old sub). I enjoyed watching but of course I prefer being the one being manhandled. MasterDoc beckoned me over, and had me take a turn fingering the other lady. Unfortunately my arm stamina is negligible and I had a hard time doing anything that kept her worked up. (Plus my fingers are thinner than MasterDoc’s so his fingers fill her up more). He took over and brought her to orgasm while I fondled her top half.

We ended up calling it a night earlier than planned and we dropped off our guest then headed back to MasterDoc’s. Again he had me go down on him for a bit, then he told me to get out my bullet vibe because I needed to be warmed up and one of the perks of being the dom is not having to do the work when you’re tired.*grin* I absolutely love my bullet vibe, as I’ve mentioned here before, and I was on the verge of orgasm but not given permission to come. What agony! Ok, agony wrapped in ecstacy as it felt wonderful. He had me kneel on the edge of the bed and he took me from behind. I was moaning and crying out and of course as it was four in the morning he had to tell me “Shut up, slut.” I have a hard time being quiet when I’m turned on. I really get into it and I find that I enjoy sex more when I can make as much noise as possible. Only thing is at four am in an apartment you can’t exactly make all the noise that you want, like you did in the sex club earlier. I was allowed to keep the vibe on my clit while he fucked me and eventually he let me have an orgasm. Tired, we went to bed.

Meanwhile, Davey was away visiting another woman who MasterDoc dates . (Ah, the poly/swinger world, just one big incestuous family!) So while I was getting some, so was Davey. The next day Davey helped this lady out in her garden, unfortunately falling off a ladder and taking a little trip to the emergency room. (He’s bruised and sore but all right.) I have to see if I can get Davey to post to his blog. He’s started one but has only one entry thus far. I’ll link to it if he ever gets it going.

The next morning of course there was more sex with MasterDoc, this time with me on top, doing my best job to “fuck like a whore.” MasterDoc got very rough with me as he was feeling annoyed by the fact that that evening I was going to see my couple and play with them, but they’ve stated clearly that they don’t want me to bring anyone else along to play time. He became determined to bruise me up so that there’d be no place left for them to hit me that night. Despite a good spanking and some thigh slapping, I have little bruising except for some ugly little ones on my upper arm where he bit me. It’s a shame the bites left such marks as I kinda enjoyed all the biting. I have a hickey on my neck which I joked would be attributed to Davey as he’s the “official” boyfriend in my life.

I got home in the afternoon with enough time to take a little nap. I didn’t fall asleep but I did rest for an hour. Next came a shower and dinner then into the car for the hour long drive to D. & L.’s place. I was feeling tired and not particularly submissive when I got there. I let myself in and put on the collar and blindfold that they had left out for me and waited on the couch. Soon L. came out and got me stripped naked and put cuffs on my wrists and ankles. She brought me into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, where she had me turn around so my back was to her and she lowered me onto the large strap on she had on. My pussy was still sore from MasterDoc earlier. (I have this ridge of flesh on the left side of my vaginal opening that doesn’t seem to stretch like the rest of my vagina and it hurts when MasterDoc first enters me. I’m wondering if it’s residual tissue from what was long ago my hymen. No idea. But it’s still irritated, ugh.) While the strap on was lubed up well, I wasn’t warmed up so it was really difficult getting that thing inside me and it hurt. My knees started to give out from the unusual position and they bent me over the bed to take the strap on that way. It still hurt, so we stopped. Next D. had L. lay on the bed in front of me and I had to go down first on the strap on cock, then on her. Unfortunately the way I was hanging off the edge of the bed was rough on my knee and I ended up breaking the mood entirely when I cried out in pain. We took a break. I realized that I was feeling somehow resentful that they wanted me all to themselves and that I couldn’t have MasterDoc involved in some way. While I have fun with D. & L. it’s not the same was when I play with MasterDoc.

We chatted and had beverages on the bed. Next I was instructed to go get L. from the living room and bring her into the bedroom. I was told to put the strap on on and fuck her on the bed. Her pussy was ready for the large dildo and I fucked her deeply while D. watched. Surprisingly it was my arms that gave out before my legs, either way I was using muscles I don’t normally use. D. took over fucking her and he instructed us to kiss each other. This got him off, fucking her and watching us kiss. We took a break for water.

They had me lay down and they used a vibe on my clit and one in my pussy and D. kneeled over me, shoving his dick in my mouth while L. played with my pussy. I wasn’t allowed to immediately come but then I was granted permission, and as sometimes happens while I had been on the verge a moment earlier, I couldn’t immediately come when given permission to do so. I kinda had a semi-orgasm after a few moments. Next, I had to reciprocate with L. and get her off, using the vibe on her clit and my fingers inside her. She was moaning and writhing and D. held her still while I brought her to orgasm. D. got both of us on our knees on the bed, and he took turns fucking us - first me, then her, then back to me again. Afterward, he admitted that life is good. *grin*

We hung out, had a snack and I started thinking about heading home. The next day Davey and I were going away for a few days, so we’d be hitting the road by noon. I thanked them for a nice time and headed out. Davey was half asleep when I got home, but he woke up when I came into the bedroom and told me about his fall from the ladder. I was thankful that he was okay and we kissed and went to sleep.

I think in the future I won’t schedule two bdsm playtimes in a row. I really wasn’t up for it the second night. This drives home the fact that I’m NOT a 24/7 sub, I need breaks. I think on the second night I enjoyed doing L. with the strap on more than anything else I did. I liked being somewhat in control.