Diary of a Kinky Librarian

We were supposed to meet a couple off of Fetlife on Friday. I had mostly talked with the guy but the woman had started a correspondence with me recently as well. They were going to meet us at MasterDoc’s for dinner. The woman showed up without her man and I thought of how brave she was to meet some unknown couple, at the guy’s place, all by herself. We made jokes about axe murderers and how we could be axe murderers and how she could very well be one and we wouldn’t know it. You know, the usual jokes you make when meeting a stranger off the internet.

We enjoyed dinner and got on the topic of sex and bdsm. Apparently they’ve played sexually with other couples, and they’ve dipped their feet into bdsm, but they’re still very new to it and very interested in learning about it. After dinner, MasterDoc had me put my collar on, and he gave a demonstration of spanking and flogging on my ass. It felt different to have a woman watching than a man, the majority of the time when I have an audience of one it’s a man. I think it’s somehow a bigger turn on with a man, I think it feels more naughty. With a woman I think I worry more about feminist issues - can I still be respected as a feminist for submitting to this man? But in front of a man it feels like I’m just being a dirty girl, and I like that feeling. Interesting. With a woman I’m worried about her thinking less of me, but with a man I’m turned on by him thinking less of me. Desire is a complicated thing.

MasterDoc gave me a rough spanking, followed by some flogging. He then told me to reach between my legs and play with myself. I did so as they sat on the sofa behind me. I couldn’t see what might be going on. After a few moments, he had me pull up my pants and go grab the candle for waxing. He had me light the candle and let it sit, melted wax pooling up at the top. He had our guest get on her knees where I had just been, and he starts spanking her. Her pale skin turned a lovely red in no time at all. He gave her a demonstration of the flogger.

There was much laughter amongst the spanking and flogging. MasterDoc said it was better to keep things lighthearted, for if he was serious she would probably be scared. And so it was a laughter filled night. I know, you don’t envision bdsm and laughter going hand in hand. We moved to the bedroom to play with the wax. He had her bend over the edge of the bed and he spanked her some more. He dripped some hot wax on her butt and she didn’t flinch. She seems made of sterner stuff than I where the wax is concerned. He continued on, spanking and waxing. He motioned to me to stroke her arms and back as she lay face down on the bed. I did so and later she said that it helped her as it gave her something else to focus on. A few times she cried out that the spanking was too much, and MasterDoc would of course back off a little. Next he had her lay on her back, and he used more wax on her - this time going for the space where hip meets thigh - the spot that I find so agonizing. She actually reacted a bit to that. We each took a side and played with her nipples. He had me dig out the nipple clamps, and I could only find the ones that were broken on one side, so he just used a clamp on one nipple. (She has great nipples for clamps, the kind that look like pencil erasers.) He spanked her pussy and thighs.

I was a voyeur for most of this, just enjoying watching. Unfortunately I was getting tired so it wasn’t as easy to stay an engaged viewer as I would have liked. MasterDoc had me suck his cock for a while, and I did this as he continued to play with her body. It was all very hot, but I had work the next morning and soon had to be a party pooper and head off to bed.

In the morning, I asked him if anything interesting went on after I went to bed. He said no, they didn’t even have sex, mostly they talked. Then he said, “Oh wait, I was going to tell you I fucked her up the ass and let you blog that.” I’m sure that would have gotten an interesting response. “What?!”