Diary of a Kinky Librarian

On Friday I felt much better, and just in time to spend a day with MasterDoc. For a while it looked like maybe I wasn’t going to get some sex. He kept saying things like, well are you sure you’re feeling well enough? I kept hoping and hoping. Luckily, he started looking for porn on the internet, a sure sign that sex is on the way. He had me put my collar on.

We went to the bedroom and he had me take my clothes off. I lay behind him, playing with his ass while he watched the porn. (I was so focused on what I was doing that I don’t think I could tell you what type of porn it was.) After a while he said he wanted me to use both my hands on his ass, and he got up on his hands and knees so I could get a better reach. And I must be getting better at massaging his ass as he said it felt really good and that I have to do that again. I pressed the back of a finger up against his asshole. That seemed to elicit a great response. I got into the massage, the positive feedback just made me want to do it more and better. All went well until I discovered a little bit of shit on my finger. Yes. Well. I told him what was going on and he said, “How did you let me get out of the bath without taking care of that?” But the fact is he probably took a shit sometime after his bath. I didn’t freak out, I think that’s a sure sign you’re devoted to someone - when you find yourself with their shit on your hand and you calmly say, “Well, um, I’m gonna go wash my hand now.” Of course MasterDoc had to torture me with jokes about, “What you’re not going to lick it off?” Ew ew ew. Thankfully, I know he’s not into scat. That’s something I just wouldn’t be able to handle. So I washed my hands thoroughly and he washed his ass in the tub. He’s a considerate Dom.

Everything clean, we went back to bed. I wish I had had time to write this yesterday because my memory is fuzzy at this point. I know we fooled around more. I sucked his cock for a while. He gave me pointers as always as to things I should be doing. It’s funny how if in a vanilla situation you sit there and tell your partner exactly what to do to get you off, it’s kinda annoying, but when you’re a sub and your Dom tells you precisely what he wants it’s hot. Latest thing for me to remember - change positions. It’s hard to get good neck rotation, so the same spot ends up being stimulated, but if I would change position part way through without him telling me then I could adjust where he’s being stimulated. I will remember that for the future.

He fucked me while I was on hands and knees. As usual he teased me, getting me close to orgasm. I begged as always for release. No matter how many times we do this whole orgasm denial thing it still gets me totally hot and in a frenzy. I can’t get enough of it. It feels so amazingly good. He spanked my ass a bit and I begged some more. Eventually, he let me come and I screamed, panted and fell forward a bit, my face into the mattress. He’s gotten good at not letting my vaginal muscles push his cock out while I come. Eventually, they did do their thing and he had me lay forward and catch my breath. I was in this delightful subspace, dazed and happy. He got a phone call then, it was Liz with a problem with her flight home for the holidays. It was hard to be pulled out of subspace so quickly. I would have loved time to come down. But on the other hand a friend was in crisis so what can you do? I tried to relax as he dealt with her on the phone.

After things were settled, he had me get on top and ride his cock. It’s amazing how I find stamina when I’m on top. Normally I’m so out of shape that any physical activity gets me tired in no time. But when it comes to sex, I find stamina. I slid myself up and down on his hard cock. I moaned and panted, he would thrust his hips up towards me, getting in deeper. When he gave me permission to come, he stroked my body, he knows just the right spots to touch me to make it more intense. I fell forward and cuddled with him for a while. The phone rang again, and as he spoke on the phone I motioned to him, asking if I could get off his cock (I don’t do that without his say so). He indicated this was fine so I got up and got some water.

I’m disappointed that this account doesn’t really convey how hot it was. I got very much into subspace and it was delightful. It’s like being on drugs without the drugs. I feel dazed after we stop and totally blissful.