Diary of a Kinky Librarian

I got contacted on Fetlife by someone who hosts swingers parties in the area. I passed him on to MasterDoc and we ended up going to one of his parties last night. It was a gangbang themed party, with a superbowl theme. I’m not a football fan, so I didn’t get all the football references thrown around last night. But I didn’t worry about that and just focused on letting MasterDoc know who I wanted drafted for my “team.”  (The other ladies chose their teams themselves. As a sub, my Dom chose mine.) There was only one guy who piqued my interest right away - and it was his Irish accent that got me. (The Irish looks get me too.) I pointed him out to MasterDoc and MasterDoc was kind enough to draft him first for my team. The rest were up to MasterDoc. A few guys there I really didn’t want to have sex with, as MasterDoc would say I’m a fussy slut. But some of the other women there fucked them, and I do think it’s nice that pretty much anyone can get laid - there’s always a slutty woman out there who isn’t as picky as I am. (And geez, goodness knows I’m not THAT picky or I wouldn’t be a huge slut!) It can be hard to tell what I go for, as it’s not entirely looks based - and I tend to go for really average-looking guys over pretty boys anyway. But my comfort level around someone plays a big part. Initially I wasn’t into the host, but he seemed really nice and I would have fucked him if I had gotten the chance. What are my preferences? Mostly 25-45, slim (or at least not flabby, which is rich coming from me as I’m Ms. flab), nice sized cock. I mostly go for Irish/English types but Hispanic men can turn my head as well, and since meeting Saajan several years ago some Indian guys do it for me. Of course types are only a guideline as MasterDoc doesn’t fit this description at all but I totally lust after him! (Except the nice sized cock part, he definitely has that. And while he’s chubby he’s not flabby.) So while someone who’s my “type” might get my attention right away, other guys totally have a chance if they seem nice and I feel comfortable around them.

So the women chose their teams and then got to choose their rooms. The bdsm room got taken before we had a chance so we got the exhibitionists’ room. (Still fitting. This location, by the way, was a swing club we go to regularly.) We went to our respective rooms with our “teams” and got started. My collar was on by this time so I submitted to whatever MasterDoc wanted to do. He had me suck his cock while the guys got naked. He let the cute Irish guy stroke my body and my tits while I sucked cock. I got MasterDoc’s cock hard and ready. He kept asking me if I was ready to be fucked, and he could tell that I was a little “off” and not quite feeling it. I felt nervous. I sometimes get stessed over getting wet and aroused, which of course keeps me from getting wet and aroused! Some lube and my nea helped with that (MasterDoc even let me come from it). I played with myself in front of the guys. I still felt nervous, but I started to get aroused. MasterDoc kept asking me if I’m ready to get fucked. And I have to say that sometimes it gets to be too much when he asks over and over again. I wonder if the frustration shows in my voice when I get tired of saying, “Yes, Sir, I want to get fucked,” for the millionth time. (In my head it’s like, “Get on with it already! You’re starting to turn me off!” Yes, I politely let him know about this. The repetition gets to me.) He put a clothes pin on my nipple and I started to wonder about the guys sitting on the bed across from us. Were they bored? Did the BDSM aspect turn them off or simply bore them? They were being totally ignored. Eventually, they left.

MasterDoc fucked me, and after that the Irish guy fucked me. And he pounded me but good. I had such strong orgasms and his cock kept pushing back in when my muscles pushed him out. Rowr. I really would like to fuck him again. Hopefully we’ll cross paths again sometime. MasterDoc fucked me again when we were alone. And then the Irish guy was back and he fucked me again. So far I was having a great night, but I was getting a little impatient to get gangbanged. After all, I had set my hopes on this being the night when I finally got gangbanged. I told MasterDoc beforehand that I’d like to do eight guys. In the end, I did much less than that.

We ended up moving to another room and he had me warm myself up there, ass in the air, nea on my clit. He got another guy to fuck me and this guy wanted to see my face as he fucked me. I really wasn’t into this guy so I kept my eyes closed pretty much the entire time. Unfortunately he wasn’t a great fuck and there was no way I was going to come from him. I begged off, saying I needed a break. (”Needing a break” is an easy way of getting rid of someone who isn’t doing a good job. Although I must say sometimes I do just need a break!) The Irish guy reappeared and played with my body some more. MasterDoc invited another guy to go down on me and he licked at my pussy for a while. (The guy who was a mediocre fuck went down on me too.) I didn’t fuck that guy but another guy came along and he fucked me. It was good and he’d be in this rhythm and I’d be so close to coming - but then he’d suddenly change rhythm. Argh! I didn’t have my collar on so I voiced this little issue. In the end I didn’t come from him fucking me. He fingered me after and I came, but then he went at it too hard and I had to beg him to stop as it hurt. He stopped and apologized.

We got dressed and packed to leave. The Irish guy said a warm goodbye (and he kept saying I’m so pretty, what girl doesn’t want to hear that?). We had spent some time talking to the cute bartender as usual and said goodbye to her as well (I just friended her on fetlife). It was getting late and MasterDoc had been up since 4 a.m. I willingly left with him because I understood he was tired, but I had hoped to get more cock last night. While I love the safety of having MasterDoc with me, I do sometimes miss the wild abandon with which I can get myself fucked. Had I been there alone I would have gotten fucked by a ton of guys. But then I would have missed MasterDoc and I wouldn’t have his careful eye watching out for me. So I’m not really complaining. I love having MasterDoc there.