Category Archive for ‘poly’ at Diary of a Kinky Librarian

This entry is kinda random and I couldn’t come up with a title.

I got to see MasterDoc again on Sunday evening. My depression is still lingering although being around him helped cheer me up some. Again, he gave me lots of lovely orgasms, which helped my mood. We fucked with me on top and after I had gotten myself on the edge of orgasm, but before I broke down and begged to come, he told me to come. I came and my body convulsed with pleasure. After my vaginal muscles pushed his cock out I kept coming and spasming. He held me close to him and slapped my ass a bit and I just kept right on coming. It is absolutely amazing what he can do to me.

He had me get the archer wand and my bullet vibe. I rubbed the vibe against my clit as he slid the cool glass along the opening to my cunt. He gently slid the bulbous end into me. I could feel it against my g-spot as he jiggled it in and out. Before long I was moaning and desperate to come. He gave me the command, and I came long and hard. I had to try to stifle my screams as it was late but it was so hard to quiet down. I was lost in multiple amazing orgasms. He’s very good to me.

He fucked me some more from behind, then he lubed up my asshole and played with it while he fucked me. He planned to fuck me up the ass but somehow he couldn’t get the right spot. He pushed against me but it wouldn’t go in. It felt like he was just slightly off from the opening. I’m a little sore from the pushing. He decided it wasn’t worth the effort since it wasn’t going in easily. He apologized for the soreness when I told him about it last night. With him there’s definitely a difference between intentional pain and unintentional pain.

I have such a peculiar life. I’ve been spending about three nights a week at MasterDoc’s lately. I feel very much at home in his place, and of course I feel at home in my actual home. I spend nearly as much time at his place as I do at home. This poly thing is certainly different - different men, different nights, different abodes. I regularly pack an overnight bag, and I go to work from different places on a regular basis. I’m not complaining one bit, as I’m very happy. But it’s definitely unconventional and I realize that. It’s a strange life to be living out of a backpack a few nights a week. I’ve kept toiletries at MasterDoc’s for a while now, so I don’t have to pack everything I need every time I go over there. It feels like a second home. I don’t know how he’s going to react to me saying that, as recently I accidentally referred to going to his place after work as “going home” and he was a bit taken aback by that. (Quite honestly, any place I’m staying/going to after work can be referred to as “home.” It’s like work and home are opposites. If I’m not at work, then I’m at “home.”) I certainly do feel at home at his place, but I never forget that it’s not my actual home. My home is where my stuff is, and where I pay rent, and where I share life with Davey. But it’s kinda nice to feel at home at two places, just like it’s nice to feel loved by two men. I like this poly thing.

This weekend was far more tame than the last one. I had to work on Saturday, and then after I ended up going out to the movies and dinner alone. I had plans to visit a friend I haven’t seen in ages but she canceled at the last minute. Davey treated me to the movie and dinner (I’m perpetually broke) as I was willing to go out because he had a date coming over.

What a change of pace, him having a date and me not! Seeing as it was likely he’d finally get some this date (about the fourth or fifth date with this woman, but mostly they’ve met out and about so they haven’t had anywhere to go for sex) I certainly didn’t want to cause him to cancel. Oh no, I couldn’t bear to do that to him. So I went and saw the Simpsons movie and then took myself and the book I was reading to a restaurant and had some dinner. Then I called Davey to say I was coming home.

They had finished dinner around the time I called, and I hoped that after spending the afternoon out and alone that he finally got some. And yes, he finally got some. Twice. Hooray! It was worth it. I hung out with them for a while and we watched some tv and then played her PlayStation 2 karaoke games that she brought along. (I love karaoke.) And lucky me, she lent us one of her microphones and game discs. Whoo hoo! I had an afternoon karaoke session today. Bless Davey for putting up with me. I’ve found that I do a great rendition of Dido’s Thank You.

Davey declared today to be Girlfriend Appreciation Day and we could do anything I wanted. I mostly wanted to spend time at home since I spent most of the day before out. I did ask at one point if Girlfriend Appreciation Day included a back massage and gladly, it did. This of course led to sex in the afternoon - first time for me this weekend (we were both tired Friday night). Yes, sometimes the wild sexual woman you know and love is somewhat tame. We all need breaks. lol

I actually got a response on a dating site from a woman today - something that is as rare as the dodo. I’m chatting with her right now so I’ll cut this short and go do that.