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Quiet Week

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on September 4, 2008
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It’s been a relatively quiet week. I was lazy on Monday, the holiday. Otherwise I’ve been busy with work, which is terribly boring and not worth writing about (and I try to keep plausible deniability by not ever talking specifically about my workplace, as fun as nutty library patron stories are, they could easily be recognized by people I work with). Tuesday night I had a hard time falling asleep so I reached into the bedside table for my beloved bullet vibe. It was a pretty utilitarian masturbatory session. I teased myself a little, but really I just wanted to get off to relax and get to sleep. I came, it felt good, but it didn’t help me sleep. *sigh*

Last night I saw MasterDoc and we had a quiet, cuddlerific evening. I was a bit of a pain, asking a few times in different ways if I could get a ride on the sybian. (He had mentioned the idea of a ride earlier in the day.) At first he said no, but then he let me, however I was to run the controls myself so it would be a solo experience. And you know, it’s not quite as fun running the machine yourself. When someone else has control you don’t know if they’re going to turn it up or down, there’s the element of the unexpected, which is exciting.  In doing it myself, I tend to leave it on one level of vibration for a period of time, which is more likely to make me a bit numb. I also miss the physical contact which sometimes accompanies a ride - MasterDoc will often sit in front of me and hold me during. It’s not as fun without any audience. I managed to come, but it was always this low-level of arousal rather than an earth shattering orgasm. I had no trouble keeping fairly quiet. All in all, it wasn’t as fun as I had hoped it would be, nor as fun as the sybian usually is. Afterwards, MasterDoc asked me if knowing that I had pushed to get permission rather than him giving it freely affected how the ride was. I said that’s possibly part of the picture.

This week was evidence that despite being a sex blogger and living an exciting, kinky life, I do have mediocre orgasms and experiences sometimes. I’ve been thinking this week about how bloggers seem somehow other than human, or up on a pedestal. They’re like celebrities but on a small, small level. People feel that they know them from reading their thoughts and experiences on their blogs, but they don’t really know these bloggers. You hear about the kinky, adventurous things I do, but not about the boring day to day stuff - after all, me doing the laundry would make for less than thrilling reading. You know me as a bit of a sex kitten and horny slut, but not as a librarian, sister, daughter, girlfriend, nerdy girl. I don’t mention my anglophilia and penchant for Brit coms. I don’t talk about the books I read as I usually read at work during lunch and that could give away my identity. It can be difficult meeting people who are readers of your blog because they know so much about you, but you don’t know much about them, or at least they seem to know so much about you. I talk about some pretty personal and sometimes difficult things on this blog, but there’s plenty of difficult stuff I don’t tackle but keep private.

So yes, I’ve gotten philosophical about blogging this week. Anyway, I feel curious about YOU the reader. Who reads my ramblings about sex? I don’t have a huge readership but some people come back repeatedly - what makes you come back for more? I hope I come across as an ordinary woman who manages to get herself into outrageously fun situations. And I tell you, you could do this too if you wanted to. Really. I hope I don’t come across as self-absorbed as I probably do. I guess to be a blogger you have to have some level of self-absorbtion. I hope that people see me as human and flawed but like me despite these flaws.

Ok, enough philosophical rambling. There’s no HNT picture this week because I’m feeling lazy about digging one up.

Pool Party

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on August 24, 2008
in D/s, bdsm, blow jobs, cunnilingus, englishman, flogging, sex parties, spanking, squirting and sybian
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On Friday, MasterDoc and I talked extensively about my problem with him reading email. While we don’t agree 100%, I do feel better now that we’ve spoken and he has fully explained his reasons. It’s been decided that he’ll have the passwords to my collarme and fetlife profiles and will get to see the particular exchange he wanted to see earlier this week. I’m allowed to note that he has access on those profiles and have already done so.

As I thought about the situation and how I reacted earlier this week, I realized that while I want to give up control, I’m also incredibly fearful of giving up control. So every now and then I have these little bouts of panic where I act up and get defiant. Giving up control is scary. It doesn’t matter how trustworthy the person is (and MasterDoc is trustworthy) it’s still scary to me. But on the other hand I also think that if I was able to do it it might be very freeing for me after I get over the fear.

On Friday night we went to a private pool party. The heated pool was quite warm, like bathwater early in the evening and like a hot tub later that night. I don’t think I’ve ever gone swimming naked before and it’s interesting how much tits float.  We took some time to settle in and I dipped in the pool before MasterDoc. He was busy setting up the sybian, which we brought along for the pleasure of the female guests. He then got roped into taking pictures, so I found myself in the pool, with an Englishman reaching out for me to join him and his lady (and as you may well know I have a fetish for English accents) but I had to decline, saying that I needed my Dom’s permission first. It was a big bummer but I got out and went seeking permission. MasterDoc was too busy so I just ended up getting back in the pool to relax in the warm water. More time went by and eventually MasterDoc got away and got into the pool with me. I whined a little about how I could be having fun but when he’s distracted I can’t get permission to have any fun. After some talking, he told me that I was allowed to find the Englishman and fuck him, but if anyone else tried to join in I had to say that I had to get my Dom’s permission first.  So I went off to find the Englishman.

I found him upstairs, watching a couple fooling around. I walked up behind him and started stroking his ass gently. “You got permission?” he asked and I said yes. We went into another bedroom and he lay down on the bed. I bent over and started sucking his cock to get it hard (and like most Englishmen he was uncircumcised). Just then, the couple in the next room started making noise again and he wanted to go watch. So we went in, and it turns out they were just finishing up, so he went down stairs and ran into his lady and went off with her. Phooey! So I didn’t get any English cock that night. I wonder how things would have been different if I could have joined in when he first reached out for me. It’s hard to have to sorta reject someone when you really don’t want to reject them, and then to go back later and expect them to be all up for it when you’ve gotten permission to act. Going to a party as a sub is very, very different than when I went as a single woman. I have many limits as a sub that I didn’t have when I was solo.

I got whiny again and MasterDoc decided to take me upstairs and beat my ass. He used his hands, he used the rough pedicure thingy that works well as a stingy paddle. He got me sore and red, then got out the floggers. By this time people were popping in to see what was going on. He flogged me with the stingy little flogger, then with the thuddy big flogger. He let someone else hit my ass but he didn’t realize that she was going to use an implement rather than her hand. I think someone else got to spank me a bit as well, someone who kept massaging my ass between each smack gave me a little bit of a spanking. Since I wasn’t told to lift my head up (I was on my knees on the bed, ass in the air) I couldn’t see who did it and I have no idea to this day. The spanking went on for a bit, with MasterDoc flogging me some more. One woman apparently watched a bit, not sure she was into it, but then when her guy tried to get her away to play she wanted to watch me get beaten just a little more.

We took a break and the crowd dispersed. We cuddled a bit and I got a little scolded for being whiny. I feel shy in new social situations and a way I get comfortable is to dive in and begin fucking. I suppose I fuck first, become friendly later. To have to be social in the normal way was really difficult for me and I ended up feeling really out of place and uncomfortable. Other people were fooling around, fucking, riding the sybian and I was just left on my own, shy and bored. At any rate, we hugged on the bed and that helped me feel better. MasterDoc wasn’t any more thrilled than I was that he had been pressed into taking photos.

We went downstairs, watched more sybian riding going on and hung out. We got to talking with a couple, the woman had just been on the sybian. She was outrageously curvy, looking a lot like the Venus of WIllendorf. Narrow waist, big voluptuous hips and big tits. Many people would call her fat, but I think she was curvy in just the right places. We talked for a while with the couple, and MasterDoc offered that the guy could fuck me. So he came over to the sofa while MasterDoc went and sat in the chair with his lady. We start out stroking each other’s genitals, nibbling on necks, but before long he gets on his knees in front of me and starts eating me out. Whoo, and he’s good at it. I get really worked up and he starts fingering me as well. I writhe, moan and get really horny. I open my eyes at one point to look at MasterDoc and ask if I have permission to come. He said that permission was implied. And so I focused on the tongue and lips on my clit and the fingers working in and out of me and I started to come, screaming as usual. I writhed and moaned and gasped. I came really hard, squirted all over the couch, and kept on coming as he kept up the stimulation. I was so tensed from the orgasms that my shoulders began to hurt. I asked for a break and while he backed off somewhat, he kept licking my clit. I came again and again asked for a break. This time he let me relax. We sat close together on the sofa and I thanked him. We chatted with MasterDoc and this guy’s lady. I was much happier than I had been earlier, now that I had a screaming orgasm.

In a little while we ended up in the pool again, which by this time had steam rising off the water. It was actually a little bit too warm but we soaked with others for a while. This cute, curvy woman we had been talking to came over and ultimately she ended up sitting on the edge of the pool with her legs on either side of MasterDoc’s head. She played with his hair (he was facing out, not towards her crotch) and I reached out and stroked his cock. I reached up and played with her nipples, asking her how she liked it - rough or gentle. She said rough so I began twisting and pulling and she closed her eyes and moaned a little. The three of us just hung out, touching and petting. Eventually MasterDoc got out from between her legs and I got in between to lick her clit. I sucked and licked and flicked at her clit as she moaned and panted. She told me I was good at that and from the angle I was in I was able to look up and watch her face while I ate her out. She had me stop after a while and she told me that I’m very good at that and that it made her all breathless. It feels really good to be told that.

The pool was too hot so we got out and ended up on the sofa again. After some more talking, MasterDoc decided to put me on the sybian. I set it up and got on. He controlled the vibration and I ground my clit into the machine. He got me really hot and when I asked to be allowed to come he made me ask again, louder and louder until people could hear me. He teased me for a bit and I begged for orgasm. Finally he let me and I screamed, moaned, my vagina clenching the dildo of the sybian. I had a wonderful orgasm. Again, I was a happy girl. Soon I ended up on my knees in front of MasterDoc, sucking his cock while he relaxed in a chair. I got him hard and he decided to fuck me. I kneeled on the chair, facing the back and he fucked me from behind. Oh it felt so good. While the sybian often numbs me this time I could feel his cock thrust in and out of me quite well. I asked for permission to come, and he let me after a few moments. I tried initially to not let my muscles push his cock out, but then realized he hadn’t told me I had to do that, so I just came. Of course my muscles pushed him out but he took over with his fingers and had me screaming and gasping as I leaned over the chair and came.

There was one more lady who needed a ride on the sybian, a lady who had played with us before at MasterDoc’s once. He put her on and took the controls (please note that every lady who used the sybian had to wash it after use). He got her worked up, then waved me over to start spanking her ass. I slapped and spanked as she moaned and he worked the controls. It was really hot to watch, even though I couldn’t see her face. MasterDoc focuses intently on the lady he’s working over and it was really fun to watch him at work. He knows just when to play with a nipple, just when to reach around and slap the ass. He strokes and pets and works the woman into a frenzy.

After she came, it turned out there was yet another woman who hadn’t gotten to ride and of course MasterDoc was happy to oblige. I had fun watching again, this time from a different angle where I could see the lady’s face. Her husband would help her stroke her clit (we’ve misplaced the attachment that helps raise the nubbly part of the pad to clit height) or stroke her ass. MasterDoc would crank the dial up to the highest setting and still she wanted more. He worked her over, made her come again and again.

It was really late, and after the last lady we started to pack up. I got a warm goodbye from the lady who I had licked earlier and I hope we get to play with her again. I loves me those curvy women. Rowr. We gave a ride to the subway to the couple who used the sybian last and they were really nice to chat with on the way. It was dawn by this time and we were both getting sleepy. We went through a drive through for breakfast and ate on the way home. It was light out by the time we got into bed, around 8 a.m. or so. I slept the day away and didn’t get up until 4-ish. We hung out, had a late lunch (or was it early dinner?) and MasterDoc got some cleaning out of me as well as a back massage. It grew late and I knew that Davey was expecting me home so I headed out around 8:30. I was so tired from messing up my sleep schedule that I went to bed early (10:30) and slept the night through. I woke up early today feeling refreshed.

Friday Flogging

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on January 6, 2008
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Friday changed shape when MasterDoc called me in the afternoon and said that he was feeling better, and did I want to come over? He left it up to me as there’s a chance of me catching a mild viral infection from him. I opted to take the risk.

The evening started off with me helping him clean. I was in a really submissive mood so it was easy for me to not complain and just ask, “What do you want me to do?” when he mentioned cleaning. I figured I was still due some sort of punishment from complaining a few weeks back and cleaning certainly is punishment. I’d much rather be spanked, but then he knows that I enjoy that. We had dinner. He sent me to go pick it up. He had me make the salad to go with dinner. I was ultimately happy to just spend time with him, although of course I was hoping that some play would be involved. Lucky for me, he decided to have me ride the “horsey” (sybian). Now, he had run out of lube, so he had to make sure I was good and wet before putting me on the horsey. He did this by dripping hot wax over my body, especially that really tender spot at the crux of where thigh, hip and crotch all meet. Then he had me turn over onto hands and knees where he spanked and flogged me, and poured more hot wax over me. It especially hurt as it pooled on my lower back, or when he got it right in the crack of my ass.

He flogged me for a while, first with the small, stingy flogger, then with the large, thuddy one. He smacked me a few times with something that really hurt, although I’m not sure what that was. You’d have thought the way he worked my ass over that I’d have some lovely bruises the next day, but I didn’t have any. Odd. I got into subspace and just went off into my own little world. The pain subsided somewhat when I was in this state, but every now and then he’d strike me harder and I’d feel the pain again. He asked me if my cunt was wet, and I checked with my hands and yes, I was very wet.

He had me get on the sybian on the floor in front of the couch. As always he controlled the machine, getting me really worked up. (I’m getting so hot writing about this.) He flicked his fingers sharply at my nipples, which really hurt. He also used the crop on my breasts a bit. (The only bruise of the day was one I still have on my left breast. He generally doesn’t bruise breasts, so this was unusual. But as always I love my bruises as a reminder of the fun we had.) He interrogated me a bit about things I was going to do to help get him more pussy. Of course in that state I’ll agree to just about anything.

He cranked up the vibration and I got right on the edge of coming. I begged to be allowed to come and he let me. I came so hard and so loud I’m surprised the police didn’t come knocking on the door. lol He told me to quiet down so I buried my face into his thigh and shut my mouth, moaning through my shut mouth. He let me lay down for a bit after this to recover. I was a very happy woman.

Surprisingly there was no fucking, or me going down on him. It’s just how the evening worked out. Soon I had to head home as we both had work the next morning. I slept very well that night.

Fantastic Fucking

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on December 1, 2007
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I’ve fallen a little behind in my blogging. I got together with MasterDoc last night (while Davey went off to spend the night with a woman who MasterDoc also dates, we live such a funny life don’t we?) and still haven’t blogged about the time I spent with him the other day. I’ve been having a fun time but in between I’ve been busy with things like doing laundry and going to work, so I haven’t gotten around to blogging. I know it sometimes must seem like all I do is have kinky sex, but I get up to normal things too.

But of course, the point of this blog is to chronicle the kinky sex I have, not the day to day things that everyone does. I got a little extra time with MasterDoc midweek and had a really good time getting worked up with the magic wand, followed by him fucking me for a little while, and then he put me on the sybian. We tried out the largest attachment for the first time, but unfortunately it’s a little too big for me (ouch, left me a little sore). After moving back to the medium sized attachment MasterDoc played with the controls, getting me right on the edge of coming. I mean, right on the edge. I was so on the edge that when he suddenly turned the vibration down a bit to keep me from coming I squirted a little without actually coming, something that’s never happened to me before. Thankfully, he let me come and, as always on the sybian, I came, shuddering and screaming. He then had me get on top of him and ride him for a while, which felt fantastic. (Sadly, strongly vibrating toys like the sybian and the magic wand tend to numb things a little so that regular sex isn’t quite as stimulating as it usually is, so I wasn’t able to come again from the sex. But no matter, it felt really good. I seem to be enjoying non-orgasmic sex more than I used to. I used to be so goal oriented but I really enjoy being fucked and how that feels even if I don’t come. Of course, I’d still rather come.)

Unfortunately this week has been busy in the evenings so I haven’t gotten to have Davey since last weekend. (!) I plan to change that tonight, especially since MasterDoc fucked me a bunch of times last night and this afternoon and didn’t let me come. Not once. Davey is going to get raped when he gets home. *grin*

Last night MasterDoc and I went to the swing club again, me in a collar reminding me of my submissive status. I actually had a little alcohol for once - I rarely drink in swing situations - but I got a nice little alcohol buzz going. Not much was going on when we first got there, but after we got settled MasterDoc spanked me in front of an audience over on the spanking bench. We drew quite a crowd. He had me lay on my back on the bench and he slapped at my thighs and pussy. While I close my eyes fairly often during sex, I do like knowing that there’s a crowd around me. He had this guy get in to play with my breasts while he did other things to me. I quite liked all the compliments that passed between them about my breasts. I may be chubby and average but I have nice tits. *grin* After teasing and spanking me in front of the crowd he had me suck his cock in front of the audience. Then we took a little break. As usual, I was the first person naked.

We wandered the club, me in just panties and a collar and leash (oh and my rather unsexy socks and shoes. lol) There was more action going on and we watched a few things. When MasterDoc was ready to play again we sought out the most visible play space to be in. Again, a crowd assembled and I played with my bullet vibe in front of an audience. At a couple of points last night, guys were too aggressive and they groped me without asking, but MasterDoc immediately nips that in the bud and sends the guys away. The guys who get to play with us are the ones who are polite and stand by until they’re invited in. (Something to remember if you ever go to a swing party.) At one point, a cute woman made her way in and started playing with my breasts while MasterDoc had clothespins on my nipples. Stupid me, I ended up laying there, enjoying being touched but never thinking to reach out and touch her. Soon her man came around and got her and that was the end of that. My ineptitude with that situation is what resulted in my being denied orgasm. MasterDoc fucked me in front of the crowd, both from behind and on top. I loved having an appreciative crowd around. I also loved being able to make as much noise as I wanted. (I’m notoriously noisy.) It felt fantastic to be fucked, and I think it was even more so because of the audience.

We headed home in the wee hours of the morning, while there were still men at the club keen to play with us. I slept very well last night.

This morning we had breakfast, and then MasterDoc decided what the day’s activities would be - he was going to fuck me up the ass. Now, I’ve only ever been fucked anally by two guys. MasterDoc’s cock is larger than average. Needless to say, I was very nervous. I was allowed to play with my bullet vibe on my clit, and despite the nervousness I got extremely wet and turned on. It took a little while to figure out what position was the best, but ultimately he got his cock in me while I lay on my side. And it was surprisingly easy to take his cock up my ass. (MasterDoc is good about lube and patience.) And after getting over the initial shock of it actually being able to go in it felt good. (The vibe on my clit helped.) We did that in a couple of positions, and then finally MasterDoc decided to fuck my cunt. It felt sooo good and I wanted to come so badly. He finally gave me permission to come - and I didn’t! *sigh* I was on the edge, then pulled back, and then when he said to come I wasn’t at the point where I could come and I missed the window of opportunity. *grumble* I was left feeling really frustrated. I got a few slaps on the ass for grumbling about it. We enjoyed some cuddle time, then MasterDoc decided he needed to get a few things done and I opted to go home. So here I am, desperately waiting for Davey to come home so I can ravage him.

Surprise

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on November 12, 2007
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Sunday afternoon I got pretty horny and considered calling MasterDoc for permission to masturbate. But then I decided to wait and just ravage Davey when he got home. (Davey had suggested sex the night before but I wasn’t feeling well, since I was feeling better and in the mood I figured it was time to give him what I hadn’t the night before.) We had dinner, and then I mentioned that I had been really horny that day and that I hadn’t sought permission to masturbate. Soon we were in the bedroom, me stripped down to my panties, him to his boxers. I got him to lay down on the bed and I straddled him. I rubbed myself up against his hard penis. I don’t know if I’ve said this on the blog before, but Davey has major submissive tendencies. One giant clue is that he loves being used sexually. He loves when I get on his cock and ride him, with only my pleasure in mind. I decided to do just that. I got my bullet vibe to add to the sensation and I rode his cock until I came. Then he fucked me harder and decided to change positions so that he could come. He got on top of me this time, and fucked me until we were both breathing heavy and moaning.

On Monday, I saw MasterDoc as usual and this time he had a surprise for me. He’s purchased a sybian. I have long wanted to know what riding one was like and now I know. Lucky me! He had a guest join us, a woman who’s a submissive who I’ve met before. (One of our other threesome women was supposed to meet us for the first time but she canceled.) He had both of us get naked and had me lay down on the mat on the floor and prepare myself to ride the sybian. I was horny already so it didn’t take me long to get myself wet by playing with my clit. He had the other woman go down on him while I played with myself. I enjoyed watching his face as he enjoyed getting head.

Next, he had the woman join him on the floor to pay attention to my top half (she’s not bi so she wasn’t particularly interested in playing with me). As MasterDoc sucked on my nipple, occasionally slapping my pussy, I got more aroused. To speed things along even more he went down on me (which felt really good. I’m wiggling in my seat right now thinking about it.) He had the other woman go down on him some more while he went down on me for a bit.

I tell you, my life is like a porn movie.

When I was sufficiently wet (I didn’t even need lube) I got to mount the sybian. We started off with the nubby attachment and I got myself comfortably situated on top. MasterDoc took the controls (of course) and he played with the speed of the vibration. I was soon moaning, slack-jawed, eager to come. As he’d play with the speed on the higher settings I’d beg to be allowed to come. He asked if I wanted to try out one of the penetrative attachments first before coming and I’d say yes, but then he’d turn up the speed and ask if I wanted to come and of course I said yes to that as well. At that point I’d say yes to just about anything that would allow me to come. I can’t remember if he had me come first with the nubby attachment or it we switched attachments first. I do remember being allowed to come and coming so incredibly hard. I could barely hold myself upright as I came. (My thigh muscles are fatigued today. I was surprised I was able to walk after riding the sybian. It’s a little workout. I find myself using leg muscles I don’t ordinarily use - kinda like when I use a strap on only more so.)

At some point we switched to the smallest penetrative attachment. As I got worked up all over again, MasterDoc got my crop and started spanking my ass. It stung quite a bit yesterday and I wasn’t as up to taking pain as I am some days, but then he’d turn the vibrations up and told me to come and I managed to orgasm hard while he stung my ass with the crop. It was an interesting combination of being in pain and ecstasy at the same time.

I got to get off the sybian at this point and I lay down on the ground, sweaty and exhausted. I caught my breath and joined MasterDoc who was cuddling with the other woman on the floor. She started licking his chest and he told me to do the same, so we both gently lapped at his chest with our tongues. He had me stroke his cock and she played with his balls. Next, he had me go down on him, while the other woman continued to gently lick his chest and nipple. He had me show her where to stroke him where hip meets thigh. And soon we were taking turns sucking his cock and licking that sweet spot alternately. Apparently she’s quite good at sucking cock, which just makes me want to try harder and do better.

We took a break and MasterDoc decided that perhaps he should beat the other woman as that was mainly what she was interesting in him doing to her. I took a break and had some water while sitting in an armchair watching. He took my crop and spanked her ass and thighs, and at a point where I’d be saying, “Ow!” rather loudly she was smiling and enjoying the pain. (Yet more proof that indeed, I’m not a pain slut.) He hit her pretty hard with the crop and she continued enjoying it immensely. I just kept thinking that I’m glad he wasn’t hitting me that hard. She could have taken it even harder, but MasterDoc isn’t a hardcore sadist. (Lucky for me! That’s one of the many reasons he’s such a good Dom for me.) It was getting dark, and he sent her home as she needed to drive home before it got dark.

I was pleased to get some time alone with MasterDoc and he opted to have me try out the larger penetrative attachment on the sybian. I used some lube this time and MasterDoc sat directly in front of me on the stool that comes with the sybian. He played with the controls and got me really worked up. We had gotten the duct tape out to fix one of the attachments that had started to tear already and the duct tape came in handy to gag me. I love being gagged with a strip of duct tape across my mouth. He kept getting me to the brink of orgasm and I was helpless to beg to be allowed to come. I wanted to come so badly! I leaned up close against his chest, breathing in the smell of him. He put his arms around me and held me close. I whimpered and moaned through the gag. Finally, after much teasing he told me to come and I came fantastically hard, leaning against him, virtually screaming through the gag. It felt extra wonderful to be held close while I came.

Again, I was sweaty and exhausted and lay on the floor catching my breath. I was instructed to wash everything once I was ready to get up and after a few moments on the floor I got up to wash the attachments with soap and water and wipe down the machine. MasterDoc had me draw him a bath, and he came into the bathroom holding my bdsm checklist that I had filled out for him before we first played. As he climbed into the bath he told me that he wanted me to go review the list, with an eye towards pleasing him, and update anything that may have changed now that I knew him better. A few things went up in desirability (or at least became less undesirable) and he seemed fairly pleased with the changes. I finished cleaning up the living room, got dressed and headed out, of course giving MasterDoc a hug and a kiss before going.

I was exhausted that night, but it was a good exhausted. Whenever I’d complain about how tired I was Davey would say, “Nope, the sympathy meter isn’t going up.” lol Or, “I was at work today. Nope, not going up.” (Although something else did go up, so he took care of that while I showered. I was too tired to be of much use to anyone. Also my labia (inner and outer) were still puffy and engorged with blood when I went to shower about two hours after I had gotten off the sybian. Things are a bit sensitive down there today.)