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10, 9, 8…

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on February 27, 2009
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I had been feeling horny, so when we climbed into bed, watching porn on the laptop, I got worked up in no time. I felt that familiar ache in my crotch. I was sure that I was becoming wet watching the actors on the screen. It was a scene with one woman chained up and two men taking their turns slapping her breasts and stroking her pussy. I imagined that it was my pussy being roughly played with. MasterDoc stroked my back gently and I closed my eyes to enjoy his touch. “I like touching you,” he said to me, and I smiled languidly.

I rolled onto my back to face him. He told me to get on my hands and knees by the edge of the bed. I dutifully did, my collar already around my neck. I yearned to be touched as my ass sat in the air. He slapped me, a stinging slap, first on one side of my ass then on the other. He warmed me up quickly and started hitting harder and harder. It hurt, but it hurt deliciously. He flogged me with the black rubber flogger, and its small ends stung me. He slapped me again and again. I could feel my ass turning a warm red. My head was turned to the side and I could see when he picked up the large paddle. He walked back behind me and said, “This is going to hurt.”

I put my head down and braced myself for the paddling. And it did hurt, but I found myself moaning with each hit. Not a moan of pain, but a moan of pleasure - a moan that went along with my growing arousal. It hurt, but somehow I didn’t want it to stop.

After the spanking, I was left on my knees playing with the nea he had let me have at some point. I rubbed the vibrator against my clit, yearning for more - more hitting, more pain, more pleasure, more touch. He made me look at him, and I looked in his eyes as I played with myself. He took a long look at me and I found it hard to hold his gaze. “Look at me,” he said again and I did. With my attention on him he said, “I’m going to count backwards from ten. And when I reach one I want you to come.”

He started counting, and the pressure was on. I furiously rubbed the vibrator against my clit getting my arousal up, but not up enough to come. Trying to get to that perfect point where I could come at the drop of a hat. He counted down slowly. 10. He got up off the bed and walked around behind me. 9. 8. I focused my entire being on my clit and the sound of his voice. 7. 6. As he got closer to one, I grew more and more excited. I knew that just by the sound of his voice and the power of his control over me that I would come at his command. He paused for longer between two and one than he had between the other numbers. And when he said one, I grunted and my muscles contracted. He stroked my ass and back and told me what a good girl I am as my cunt convulsed in orgasm. I kept coming and coming and he stroked the inside of my thighs, pressing himself up against me. Just by telling me to come, he enabled me to have the most amazing orgasm. I quivered, grunted, moaned, whimpered. The power radiating out from my clit took over my focus. I’m getting hot thinking about it.

He had me rest after and I lay down on my stomach, breathless. A short while later he had me suck his cock until it was hard and then he fucked me as I lay on my back. Even though I was incredibly wet from the orgasm before, it still felt like he was pushing his way into my tight cunt. I could feel his cock stretch the walls and slide into me. It felt divine being fucked. He plowed into me, thrusting and thrusting. I felt every stroke along every square inch of my vagina. He fucked me for a while, I held off coming as I know he doesn’t want me begging too quickly. Unfortunately, I didn’t get to come that time around. However, I was still glowing from the orgasm earlier and I didn’t mind too much. He fucked me for as long as he pleased.

After an orgasm and a beating, I feel so calm, so happy. My devotion to MasterDoc is rock solid at that point. No one has ever been able to make me feel the way he does.

Sunday

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on February 23, 2009
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The weekend started out dismal. I was feeling depressed after a rough week and MasterDoc had to cancel on me for Saturday night. (It was his daughter’s 18th birthday - a very good reason to change plans with me suddenly.) I managed to get myself in a better mood and spent a nice evening alone. Bright and early Sunday morning, MasterDoc called to see if I wanted to come over and visit for a few hours. I was delighted.

Knowing I had been feeling down (and was feeling desperate after two weeks with no sex), he set forth to give me a bunch of orgasms. Hooray orgasms! He flogged and spanked me a bit as well. We fucked three times (with a break in the middle for lunch and watching a movie) and his cock was nice and hard. Even when I came very hard he kept my pussy from pushing his cock out. It felt so nice to have his hard cock inside me after 2 weeks of no penetration. I like penetration! It was wonderful to be begging him for orgasms again. It’s funny, when I get the chance to orgasm at will I’m thrilled with the freedom, but when I have to beg him for orgasms I’m also thrilled. I like when he has control. (Guess that’s kinda why I submit to the man, eh?) We finished off with me on top, riding him. I just love falling forward onto a man’s chest after an orgasm. There’s something so very intimate about having a cock inside you as you cling to him closely, bodies pressed together.

Part of why MasterDoc wanted to make sure I was a happy girl was because last night I had scheduled my first date with a guy in who knows how long. MasterDoc has given me permission to date and fuck other guys (after frequent asking for permission on my part), but yesterday afternoon he instructed me that he didn’t want me having sex last night. After Sunday night I could do as I wanted, but this time I was to behave myself.

Of course, behaving is all a matter of degrees. After dinner at a Japanese restaurant, drinks at an art space/bar - where there was some making out - my date suggested that since I couldn’t fuck him we could go fool around in a video booth. You know, the ones with porn videos where MasterDoc and I have often tried to get up to no good. I was skeptical that we could find one in Manhattan where they’d actually let two people go into a booth at the same time. It worked at first, then came a knock at the door - it looked like we were going to be kicked out but somehow a bribe came into the picture and $20 later the guy left us alone, telling us to be quick. We made out like teenagers in the narrow little booth - my blouse coming open, my tits sucked on. Deep tongue kissing while I stroked his cock. He tried rubbing my clit through my jeans, although that’s always a difficult thing to manage (getting the right spot is hard). He was prepared with lube and put a little packet’s worth of it into my hand. I kept stroking and caressing his cock until he said he was going to come. Then I jumped out of the way (ha ha!) because I didn’t want spooge on my coat or clothes. He shot all over the seat in the booth, which we cleaned up with tissues I had handy in my purse. After, as we walked out I felt like it was the walk of shame. I wondered if the guys running the store thought I was a sex worker or not. No matter, it was dirty and fun and I get over the shame of walking out there pretty darn quickly. I guess I really am a shameless hussy. *grin*

So technically I did behave myself, as I didn’t have sex (my pants did not get opened at all). But like I said, behaving is a matter of degrees. In the end I was kinda glad to not hop in the sack right away. I have another date tomorrow night with someone else. We shall see how that goes - how good my ability to say “no” is.

Magic Fingers

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Nadia
on November 11, 2008
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Last night the original plan was to go out to a swing club with S. But she wasn’t feeling well and had to cancel, so MasterDoc went ahead and set something up with “Magic Fingers” this guy we know from the swing club. (Who, as the nickname implies, has magic fingers.) As a single guy, MF could pay to go to the club, MasterDoc offered that he could pay the money to him instead, and come watch us for the evening. He apparently found that to be a better prospect and so he came over.

MasterDoc had me suck his cock for a while as he talked to MF in the living room. I was horny all day, so sucking his cock got me hot. He had me kneel on the floor and stroke his cock, while lending a hand to MF’s cock. Stroking two cocks at once and keeping up the rhythm with both can be a bit challenging. (They make it look so easy in the porn!) He soon sent me off into the bedroom, and I gently played with my clit while I waited for them.

They came in and MasterDoc had his pants off by then. He lay on the bed and had me suck his cock some more. When I’m horny, I really get into cock sucking - striving to get just the right amount of suction, trying to get it in as deep as I can without gagging (although I suppose a little bit of gagging can be hot), making sure I rotate my head so I’m not just stroking the same spots over and over. I got wet right away. MasterDoc decided to have MF join us on the bed, and I lay between them. He slid his magic fingers into me and I was begging for an orgasm in, oh, probably under a minute. MasterDoc gave me permission to come.

Oh. My. God. (Says the atheist.) I went from orgasm to orgasm, struggling to keep myself quiet. MasterDoc put his hand over my mouth for a bit until I got better control over the noise I was making. I tried keeping my mouth shut, and just screaming through my closed lips. My body rocked as MF played with my g-spot, keeping me going from one orgasm to another. He kept his fingers in deep and could have kept me coming for as long as he played with me. After what seemed like a long time, MasterDoc asked him to stop. I was exhausted, but very, very happy. I am a lucky woman. Orgasms are good. More people should have orgasms more often. This is my current philosophy in life.

The only downer was that while I thought my period was over, it decided to come back. And so things were a little bloody. MF went to wash his hand. I felt bad, because I wouldn’t want to make someone come in contact with blood unless I know they are fine with it (not exactly safer sex, and I know I test clean for blood borne stis but he doesn’t know it). He didn’t play with me more after that.

MasterDoc slapped my thighs for a bit, and I was so turned on that I barely felt the pain, but instead got hornier and hornier.  MF observed that this very kinky girl was getting turned on by being slapped. MasterDoc had me suck his cock to get it hard and then he fucked me from behind. I tried to hold off asking for an orgasm. I really did. But before long I was begging. He teased me a little by saying, “You want to come huh? Could you come right now? Really, right now?” He did that earlier as well while MF worked his magic fingers on me. It is sweet torture to hear him tease me like that! It keeps me right on the edge, because I’m hoping beyond hope that he will give me permission at any time - and I want to be ready when he does. He also thrusts deeply at the same time, keeping me ready and eager.

He let me come and I pressed my face into the bed to muffle my screams. After his cock got pushed out he fingered me for a while, keeping me coming. I was totally breathless and fucked silly. MasterDoc asked if I’m a very lucky girl, and of course I had to answer “Yes, Sir, I am a very lucky girl.”

After a little rest he decided to fuck me again. In the meantime I helped out MF by sucking his cock for a while. (I kept struggling with the condom to keep the tip from tickling the back of my throat. I’m all for safer sex, but reservoir tips make me gag.) I did my best but he didn’t come from my efforts. MasterDoc fucked me again, and for a brief period of time I was being fucked and sucking cock at the same time. It is a very slutty feeling to have two holes being penetrated vigorously at the same time. But of course if you read this blog you already know that I enjoy feeling slutty.

I moaned, panted and was desperate to come, but it felt so good despite the fact that he didn’t give permission again. He got me so worked up it nearly felt like I came, despite not coming. I didn’t feel frustrated afterwards but felt satisfied. I was wiped out. I lay down on the bed and rested while they finished watching the porn playing on the laptop. MF soon excused himself and bid us goodnight. I sat on the sofa next to MasterDoc, sleepy and satisfied.

And so my vacation was off to a very good start. *grin*

Dinner and a Few Fucks

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Nadia
on August 27, 2008
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I got to spend time with MasterDoc last night. I asked if he wanted me to go get dinner from the kitchen and he said, “Oh we’re going to eat now? I thought we were going to fuck.” Um well, like I’m going to say no to that! He told me to assume the position for best access and I found a position on the floor, on my knees, head down, ass up, legs apart. I lingered in that position for a while while he watched some porn.  He’d smack my ass every so often. I was getting turned on just being exposed to him like that, being left waiting for the fucking I was coming to want more and more. He finally came over and slid his cock into me. He fucked me for a bit, getting me really aroused. He stopped and put more lube down there and soon I felt a finger against my asshole. I moaned and pushed back on his cock and the finger. He slid his thumb in my ass and fucked me with the thumb inside me. I was a horny slut just loving the feeling of being penetrated in two holes. I begged to be allowed to come but he kept me on the edge. He’d fuck me hard and I’d beg even harder. Finally, he allowed me to come - under the caveat that I should under no circumstances push his cock out. I still haven’t quite gotten the hang of coming while not contracting - I rode this orgasmic wave for a while, semi-coming. I’m not sure if he pulled out or if I eventually pushed him out despite my efforts, but then he was fingering me, hard. I came and came and came. He really fingered me for a while. I’m a lucky girl! I was amazed by how long I could keep coming and coming.

After the fucking he sent me to get dinner from the kitchen. The food was a little so-so after sitting for a while and he couldn’t resist saying to me, “Well YOU wanted to fuck before dinner!”

After dinner we’re sitting on the sofa and he gets an idea (I can see this on his face). He holds out his thumb and says, “Suck my thumb.” I think ok, cool, submissive act, etc. but as I’m moving my head towards his thumb it dawns on me - that thumb had been up my ass. Eww. But I felt that by this time I had agreed to suck it and I couldn’t stop at that point (I was quite in submissive mode). He asked if I could taste my ass on it and I said no (thankfully!). He had been watching my face wondering at what point I realized that it was the thumb used on my ass. I explained that it hit me before I got it in my mouth.

We fucked some more, with me on my back. Again I begged to be allowed to come, but this time he didn’t give permission. He talked about fucking me up the ass and he realized that the bed would be better for that so we moved to the bedroom.

He had me set up some porn on the laptop and he fucked me some more, but not up my ass just yet. I begged to come but wasn’t allowed. We rested for a bit and he told me to find more porn online. I asked what category and he initially said anything I want, but then said, “No. Search for piss.” MasterDoc has been threatening to piss on me (and in my mouth) for as long as I’ve known him. It’s constantly hanging over my head. Piss play is not my kink, I have no problem with people indulging in it if that’s what they like but watching the piss porn just made me nauseous. (These women were soaked in the piss of several men and they spit it from mouth to mouth.) After we fucked (he never did fuck me up the ass. Pity, as I thought I might be able to come that way and not have to worry about my vaginal muscles pushing out), I curled up and tried not to watch the porn. I had complained that I was still horny (having been fucked a couple of times and not allowed to come, despite the orgasms I had earlier in the evening) and MasterDoc came up with an idea - I could play with my bullet vibe and make myself come, but I had to watch the piss porn while doing it. Yes, I can tell he is trying to condition me to like piss play. It was so hard to watch the piss porn as it’s totally not erotic to me, but I was so horny that I managed to sorta block out what I was watching and I had a great trembling orgasm. Thankfully, I was allowed to not watch after I came.

While we were hanging out after, MasterDoc said something about wanting to train me to orgasm less. Argh! If that’s not cruel and unusual punishment I don’t know what is. Orgasms are good. I just see myself walking around in a state of total frustration (and bitchiness) if I had fewer orgasms - particularly if he fucks me just as much and gets me so worked up.

I’ve got a writing assignment to do this week (I’m not seeing him again for a week, sigh) - I have to write an erotic account of what I’d like to happen next time I see the woman I went down on at the party last Friday. She was going to come play with us last night but mother nature intervened (period). I’ve been given permission to call her up and after setting up plans for Wednesday with MasterDoc and I, I can see if she’s available over the long weekend for me to see alone. Rowr. After I went down on her the other night she told me I’m really good at it, and as we said goodbye she gushed how she was so happy to have met me. Hee hee. I so infrequently get the attention of ladies I’m thrilled when it actually happens.
Today I was chatting with MasterDoc online and the idea of him having a live-in submissive came up, and he said he’s sure I’d freak out if he did that. And yes, I had to admit I would - and I realized that strangely, I’d be upset to have someone else doing the chores I do around his place. But after that I realized, duh, I’m a submissive, I should enjoy serving. I’d feel somehow less useful to him if I didn’t help around the house. Ultimately the big thing I’d be upset over is the idea of someone else getting time with him when I want to be spending time with him. I want more time with him, not less.

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I’ve put a new template into wordpress - pretty template but it does some weird things to my side bar (now the digsby widget and my list of categories are underneath everything, rather than to the right). Maybe I should just let the Curmudgeony Librarian work on my site when he gets time. I got mentioned on fleshbot and my site stats have soared over the past day. Cool beans! I love a larger audience for my exploits.

Better

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on February 23, 2007
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I’ve calmed down from the other day. It’s just that encountering asshole’s name unexpectedly had triggered feelings from the assault all over again and made me super-anxious. Thankfully I’m moving past that. Thankfully I’m medicated!

I spent time at the NY Comic Con today - great way to spend a workday! Got lots of free stuff. I tried to get the Irishman to come visit me tonight but he can’t get away. Drat. I want to shag him! (I have put forth the question, “Are you truly single?” in an email to him as I remembered a date I had about a year and a half ago with a guy I met on a poly site who it turned out was married and hadn’t convinced his wife of polyamory yet. I figure even though his profile says he’s single, it never hurts to ask. I have no interest in helping someone cheat. I really hope he is single though. *crosses fingers*)

Davey’s going to a concert tonight so I have the place to myself. But never fear, getting back into my slut ways, I thought to call my friend Saajan who I haven’t shagged in nearly two years now. It’s way overdue I tell you. Plus he has a new place I haven’t visited yet and I owe him a visit. I really hope we shag. *grin* Davey’s said he’s happy to outsource some sex to an Indian. ;-)

Yes, I’m getting back to my slutty ways. A little tentatively at times, and definitely with more of an eye towards safety than before, but the old me is coming back. I’ve been insanely horny lately. Almost like the last two years when I didn’t feel all that horny has been stored up and is all coming out now. Davey’s a little scared. *grin* Next thing you know he’ll be calling my friends with benefits to set up playdates for me. Hee hee.

I had a cool dream with the Latina in it last night, we were making out on a sofa at what was supposed to be her place. Hot! Funny thing is, as it was a dream, she didn’t look a thing like herself. Pity. She was still cute though.

TGIF!