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Night and Day

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on November 23, 2008
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I write here often about having really hot sex with MasterDoc. After all, people want to read about really hot sex. But I think it might help things be in perspective if I finally sat down and told you about sex we had last weekend. I wasn’t feeling especially horny and MasterDoc wasn’t in the mood to give foreplay. So I went into it not feeling worked up or aroused. He had me lube myself up and play with myself, but still I wasn’t feeling all that hot. He asked if I was ready to be fucked, and since I was adequately lubed I said yes. He fucked me, and it felt good but it didn’t get me close to orgasm. After he did that, he lay beside me, stroking his cock while he told me to play with myself. I got aroused but it was still at a low level. He told me to get to the point where I can come, and I was kinda sorta there (but not quite). So when he came, squirting on my hip, and gave me permission to come, I didn’t. Pfft. So yes, MasterDoc and I are quite capable of having so-so sex.

But thankfully that’s not the norm.

I spent Friday at MasterDoc’s and he worked on finding a couple to play with for the night. It seemed like we had a couple lined up when they canceled. I was glad because I was feeling like I wanted to be alone with him. You know how sometimes you just want alone time with someone? I also felt a little triggered, and I didn’t feel okay about the idea of having sex with a complete stranger, which is funny because all too often I think that’s really hot. But I think what triggered me was the mention of us splitting up into separate rooms. It triggered a fear in me related to having been assaulted and raped and I flipped out at one point - this was even after the couple had canceled. I feared what could happen if I was alone with some guy I know nothing about, after all I’ve had experiences when men didn’t stop when I told them to. I spent a little time crying, spent some time cuddling with MasterDoc. I hate that this comes up for me sometimes, but I can’t really know when it’s going to happen.

Thankfully the evening got better. I got the evening alone with MasterDoc like I was hoping for, and we fucked for a while. I got very, very close to orgasm, but he didn’t let me come while he was fucking me. We lay next to each other after, me a little bit further down on the bed so he could watch porn on the laptop. He had me get the Nea and play with myself. I was horny but as he was watching the porn I wasn’t as engaged in it as I would have been if he had been interacting with me. I told him this and he says, “You don’t think I know that?” He starts talking dirty to me, asking me if I’m ready to come. The sound of his voice gets me hot and soon I’m at the point where I could come. At this point I was laying down near his cock as I had sucked it for a while. He keeps talking to me, making me feel like a dirty girl, and I respond by breathing more quickly and yearning for orgasm. He keeps stroking his cock and as he gets to the point of coming, he tells me to come. This time I come as soon as he gives me permission and I even squirt on the bed as I do so. He comes all over my shoulder and we orgasm simultaneously. Things were back to normal.

I squirted while he spanked me

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Nadia
on November 13, 2008
in D/s, Uncategorized, anal, bdsm, flogging, masochism, spanking and squirting
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In keeping with the naughty vacation theme, MasterDoc and I went out to a swing club last night. As usual that man did amazing things with my body. We brought along the three things I’ve gotten in to review from Babeland - Sliquid anal lube (”sassy booty formula”), Fukoku 9000 and underbed restraints. We only used two out of the three. I think those two need more road testing before I give a review.

I had been going on for over a day now about how I really felt like making out. We don’t do a lot of it, and MasterDoc has apparently been told that relative to his other skills, he’s not as talented at it. But opinions vary from person to person and I think he does a fine job. I like having his tongue in my mouth. It is hot feeling it slide along my tongue, feeling him suck first one lip, then the other into his mouth. I got hot before we even did much of anything - in the car on the way there I was wearing my collar and I worked on getting into the submissive mindset. And just the simple act of wearing it and thinking like that made my pussy feel all tingly and hot. Then, when we settled into the club, we made out a bit and I was all squirmy and hot. He had me suck his cock for a while and I did my best, sucking, licking, making him twitch a little. Random single guys came in to watch. The only other couple there played a little, the woman sucking the man’s cock but they soon headed out of the room.

The bartender was all happy when we came in, because she knows that we create fun regardless of whatever else is going on that night. After I had been sucking MasterDoc’s cock for a while and we had been making out (I’m a happy girl!) the bartender came in back on her break, and she started demanding to see some naked woman. She piped up a few times, and then MasterDoc said to me, “Go stand in front of her and take off your clothes.” Now for some women this would be difficult, but the exhibitionist in me had no problem going over and getting naked in front of the lovely bartender and the men that crowded around her on the bed. She asked if she could play with my tits and MasterDoc said yes, so I had her sucking and nibbling on my nipples. She bit a little hard but was smart enough not to do so repeatedly. (They get sensitive when stimulated repeatedly.)

The bartender was eager to see more, and MasterDoc had me get on the spanking bench. He spanked me with this little paddle, which is actually an emory board for smoothing skin on your feet. So it’s small but has a rough texture. It’s very slappy and I suppose comes in handy to keep his hands from getting tired. My pain tolerance was pretty decent and I was mostly turned on by the impact of the paddle on my ass. It’s a little harder to take when it’s on my thighs, however. I whimpered from time to time from the pain, but mostly I enjoyed the spanking. He took the little (stingy) flogger and beat my ass for a while, again it hurt but it hurt in such a good way. He would feel my pussy every now and then to see if I was wet, and apparently I was quite wet. (I’m not surprised.)

He stopped for a bit and had me suck his cock. I love it when he spurs me on saying, “Suck it, bitch.” After a few moments he told me that was enough, and he went back to flogging my ass. He took the little flogger and beat my upper back, which is more painful than the ass. It was such a nice beating - just the right amount of impact to put me into a lovely headspace. After he had beat me for a while, and quite thoroughly, he told me to wet his fingers. I licked them, trying to get them as moist as possible, I knew they were going into my pussy.

He fingered me, and in no time I was ready to come. I moaned and hoped that he would let me come soon, but I think I held back pretty well on begging. He let me come, and I immediately went into spasm and deep, guttural moans. He fingered for a while, then took his fingers out and started spanking me. THAT was when I started squirting. I squirted all over the spanking bench as I came while he hit me. It still amazes me when he does that - just hurting me will get me to come. Rowr. His hands on my body do wondrous things.

We took a break after; I got dressed again. I got a towel and mopped up the squirted mess I left on the bench and the floor. We hung out in the lounge area for a bit, having sodas and sharing a muffin from the snack table. (Most things there are stale as anything, but the muffins were actually pretty fresh and good.) I was feeling like a very happy, satisfied girl, and yet I was eager to try out the anal lube. Luckily, he was up for it so he had me take my pants off (left my shirt and bra on) and kneel on the other couch, facing the big screen of porn behind it. He told me to get myself on the edge of coming with the bullet vibe and he came over to fuck me up the ass. He had me lube myself up before I got kneeling. I’ll want to use the lube again, but preliminary tests indicate it’s very slippery, not sticky, and seems to last well.

Unfortunately, the bullet vibe chose that point in time to die on me (batteries). But I had the Fukuoku, which I was eager to try out, so I got that out of the bag and put it to my clit. It’s nice but so far my impression is that it’s not nearly as good as the bullet or nea. Still it was nice to have something to press against my clit while he fucked me up the ass. He slid it in and I moaned, my ass felt tight last night. There’s something so decadent and naughty about being fucked up the ass in public. I couldn’t see how many people were watching but we were right in the lounge area by the front door. I asked for permission to come and he let me. Even though he was fucking my ass, my internal muscles contracted and pushed his cock out. He spanked me as I continued to come. We had put a towel down on the leather couch beforehand, but I didn’t squirt again.

We got dressed and sat down to rest again. I was in this dazed, subspace sort of headspace. I felt positively blissful. We shared another muffin and the food helped bring me back to earth.

While we relaxed this couple came in. The guy was really friendly, the woman much less so. The guy was a handsome African-American guy, in good shape, and the woman was a sultry Italian-American woman with a very slim figure in a short dress and thigh high white stockings with white to-the-knee boots. She’s not quite my type (I prefer curvy) but she could certainly have a career in porn if she wanted (if she doesn’t have it already). I say this because the two of them started fucking and sucking in the lounge area and the owner of the club took pictures of the whole thing (obviously with their permission). It was hot to watch a photo shoot go on in front of us, and I knew that MasterDoc was interested in playing with them (I wasn’t into the woman but even though my preference is usually for white, hispanic or Indian guys I was digging the black guy). They didn’t really seem like they were looking to play with anyone else, however. And as it was getting late we ended up going home. We made a stop for our usual bagel run on the west side and shared a warm poppyseed bagel on the ride home. Now that is what I call a good night.

I begged him for permission with my eyes

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Nadia
on November 5, 2008
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My collar on, I lay on the bed and start touching the magic wand to my clit to warm myself up.  He strokes himself and watches me, my eyes shut for the most part. I get right to the edge of orgasm and then lay off the vibe a little. He tells me I don’t have to keep myself right on the edge, but it feels so damn good to hold myself at the edge. While riding the edge doesn’t have the sense of release that an orgasm does, the nerve endings around my cunt tingle and get warm and I enjoy waves of pleasure. I keep riding the edge and he starts pushing the wand up against me. With the vibration intensified, I look at him, and I beg him with my eyes for permission to come. I know that he wants me to hold out as long as possible before asking for permission to come, so I work hard at holding back, but it’s so hard. I keep looking at him imploringly and he continues to play with the vibe on my clit. Then I feel his fingers slide down to my hole where he plays a bit before sliding them in to play with my g-spot. I think I managed to hold back asking to come, but finally he tells me, “Come.” Oh my god, I thought my head was going to explode off my shoulders. I had a fantastic series of orgasms - mind blowing orgasms. I just kept coming and coming and coming until he removed his fingers and told me to stop. Spent, I curled up to his chest afterwards for a much needed cuddle. He told me that he would have let me come longer had I not been so loud. After all, it was election day and the kids in his apartment building were bound to be home from school. I thanked him for the orgasms.

Next, I rode his cock, rocking back and forth on top of him, the head of his cock hitting just the right spot inside, over and over. I moaned and rode the edge, rocking my hips. Again I held back from coming, desperately wanting him to give me permission. Again, he gave permission (how lucky I felt!) and I had more orgasms, giving me the energy to frenetically ride him. I found energy and stamina I never knew I had. I squirted on him a little bit and rode him until I was exhausted and had to fall forward, cuddling him. Again, I thanked him for letting me come another time, again really hard.

He fucked me from behind and I couldn’t hold back asking for permission to come this time. I begged, wondering if I’d be so lucky as to be granted permission three times in one day. He must have been feeling really generous as he did, and as I came his cock was pushed out. He held onto my hips and I continued coming, spasming, gasping, writhing in orgasm while he simply held onto me. It really is amazing how he’s gotten me to the point where I will continue coming even without direct genital stimulus. It helps to hear his voice when I come, telling me to come, telling me I’m a good girl. I collapsed on the bed. As we cuddled he asked me, “Are you a lucky girl.”

“Yes, Sir, I’m a lucky girl.”

“Are you a very lucky girl?” I didn’t catch the “very” the first time he said it so when I didn’t respond exactly in kind he repeated it.

“Yes, Sir, I’m a very lucky girl.” This became the theme for the rest of the day, with him asking if I’m a lucky girl, and me responding that I am, indeed, a very lucky girl. I was exhausted. (I thought I was going to sleep really well last night, but alas I had a hard time falling asleep as usual. *sigh*)

A little bit later we were in the bedroom again. He hadn’t come so he had me suck his cock, stroke it and eventually play with his ass as he stroked himself while watching porn. I played with his ass, kneading, stroking the cheeks, getting my fingers right up inside near the asshole. He asked me after a bit if I was tired, and I had to admit that I was (getting between the gluteal muscles can be really tiring on fingers and forearm muscles, sadly). I had played with his ass a bit earlier so they were already a bit tired out. (Anyone have suggestions on exercises to strengthen those muscles?) Since I was tired, and he’s very good to me, he had me lay behind him, stroking his back. My arms were still tired but I didn’t complain as I wanted to help him reach orgasm. After he came, he had me play with his ass just a little bit more and I stroked and kneaded again. He came all over the sheets and I was told to change the sheets and pillow cases before I left.

Tonight I masturbated, thinking about how I begged him with my eyes for permission to come. I rode the edge, humping my Pleasure Tops (still not enough to get me off by itself) and using my bullet vibe. I watched some bdsm porn where a woman who was tied up got flogged and fucked with a butt plug up her ass. My cunt got swollen and engorged as I rubbed the bullet against my clit. I moaned as I neared the edge and finally I let myself come by imagining MasterDoc saying to me, “Come.”

Puddle

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on November 2, 2008
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Davey and I went to a friends’ Halloween party last night. It was a fun time, I drank too much, but I couldn’t resist leaning over to Davey at one point and saying, “Regular parties are so dull compared to the type of parties we usually go to.” *grin* After all, there was no nakedness, no sex! All there was to do was stand around, eating, drinking and talking. This pervy girl is just used to a very different kind of party. Still, it was good to see some friends I haven’t seen in a while, and to dress up for a night.
The night before I spent with MasterDoc. I was still in a funk when I got to his place in the evening. I was grumpy and depressed, but I had made a conscious decision earlier that day to be nice and not cranky. He was catching up on some much needed sleep when I got there, so I got dinner together while he slept as he had asked me to do, and attacked the mess in the kitchen. I have to say, while I’m glad I’m with a Dom who’s not a neat freak, I do wish that he was a little less messy. He can’t help it, it’s his ADD but it seems like there’s a never-ending mess every time I go over there. Still, I try to take care of it as good naturedly as I can, and he frequently thanks me for taking care of him. Appreciation makes a huge difference.

After he got up we had dinner and he debated if we were going out or staying in. I voted for staying in but said that I could probably get myself into the mood to go out if that’s what he wanted. (I was depressed, but not so bad I couldn’t be a little social, although that wasn’t my preference.) We cuddled for a bit and he got a call from a guy we’ve met at the club. The guy wanted to know if we were going to be there (I’m sure the club is much more fun when we’re there than when we’re not!). MasterDoc invited him up to see us instead (but he never got back to us). Ultimately he decided that we would stay in.

I was in the right mind frame to be cheered up. I felt down but open to feeling better, which I don’t always feel when I’m depressed. We straightened things up a bit, I showered and then went out to get us ice cream as I was totally craving it. (With the depression my eating has been terrible lately.) At one point, he comes up to me (naked, as he usually is) and starts kissing me and we found the one perk of me being tall - his cock fit right up against my crotch as we stood face to face. He moved his hips a little, and my tingling clit could feel his hard cock rub against the outside of my jeans. We kissed and I got so aroused.

After we had hung out for a while, he told me to go kneel in front of the armchair in the living room. He ordered me to make myself as accessible as possible, so I took my panties off. (I was in blouse, bra and panties at this point.) He told me to spread my legs apart and play with myself. I leaned over the chair and thrust my right hand between my legs. I was a little wet already. He had me get myself all warmed up. I was feeling so lustful that night that I was aching for a fucking in no time flat. Luckily, he decided to come over to me and fuck me from behind, right there as I bent over the chair. His cock felt amazing and I teetered on the edge of coming. It is such agony when he makes me wait to come but I get into such a state of heightened arousal that I suppose the agony is worth it. He told me that he wanted me to hold myself on the edge, and I’m sure he could tell from my gasps and moans that I was dying to come. He teased me for a while. I was a blubbering mess, desperate to come. He really knows how to get me into the state where I would probably agree to anything, or nearly anything, if only he’d let me come. Finally, he said the magic word, “Come.” And I immediately started to orgasm. His cock got pushed out and he held onto me as I kept coming and coming. I even squirted, oh about a gallon, as I came even after he had stopped fucking me. Everything with him is just so intense. I left a puddle under me which he had me sop up with a towel.

After I caught my breath we took a break and had the ice cream. Sex and ice cream certainly improve my mood. (Oh and yes it’s not just the sex and ice cream, being with MasterDoc helped my mood a great deal.) We had more sex after that, but silly me I can’t recall the details! It was hot, wonderful, I had more orgasms and it generally helped my mood immensely. I think perhaps he fucked my brains out because I really am drawing a blank on the details for the rest of the night.

Tears and Orgasms

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Nadia
on October 26, 2008
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I spent Friday with MasterDoc. It was a quiet day for the most part and unfortunately I’ve been dealing with depression again. My mood was a pretty negative one, and so when we got down to fooling around I wasn’t really in the right mindset. I sucked his cock for a while but my jaw hurt and I was feeling cranky. He said that he knew what I really wanted, and that was a beating. I hoped that it would release some endorphins and help me feel better. My mood was really taking a nosedive, so when he had me kneel in front of the chair in the living room, and then said something a bit harsh (though for the life of me I can’t recall what he said), I started to cry a little bit before he even laid a finger on me. And so once he started spanking me the tears just continued to come. He hit me pretty hard and pretty long. He used the strap on me and the heavy flogger. He gave my upper back a good hard flogging. While at the time it seemed rough and hard to take I think ultimately it was cathartic to have a good hard beating. I cried a little throughout.  I had long said that I’d like to cry during a beating or spanking, and that it would be cathartic. It wasn’t quite like I had imagined it to be. I really felt down and stressed and emotional.

He had me sit down in front of the chair and he took to slapping my thighs with the strap and my pussy with his hand. The strap on the thighs hurt so much I cried out and covered my thighs with my hands and really burst into tears. He held me, telling me I was a good girl and telling me to breathe more slowly. It took a few minutes for me to calm down and in the heat of the moment I felt wretched. He asked if I could use a cuddle and I said that I could. We went to the bedroom and lay down, I continued to cry as he held me. I just wanted to curl up into a ball and escape the world at that point. He had hit me hard enough to bring blood to just below the surface of the skin on my ass, something he hadn’t done before. Initially it seemed that the beating didn’t help my mood, but after I had some time to cry and rest I did feel much calmer afterward. Still, my mood wasn’t fantastic. I felt really needy.

We went out that night with a friend of ours and on one level it wasn’t great to have a friend along since I really needed attention. However, I did enjoy having her there and once I got some attention I was able to enjoy her company more. We ended up in the bdsm room where MasterDoc put her on the spanking bench and gave her a spanking. He had me join in on rubbing her ass at the outset, then I sat down to watch as he spanked her. I was feeling whiny and needy and since my thoughts were so negative at that point I worried that I would be totally forgotten and ignored. I curled up on the bed and closed my eyes.

MasterDoc checked in with me and I was able to articulate what was going on - I felt like I needed more attention than usual rather than less attention and I was in an awful mood being ignored. He finished up with my friend then came over to me on the bed. He had me get naked and told me to get out a toy to get me off. I took out the magic wand. He plugged it in to the wall and put it to my clit. He also played with the archer wand inside me. My friend licked and stroked my breasts while he did this, and in no time I was begging to be allowed to come. He had me hold off for a little but when I was given permission, I came really hard and he kept up the vibration on my clit. I thought my head was going to explode, I just came and came and came. I screamed and I think I drew a bit of a crowd. I just got lost in the orgasms. He doesn’t usually have me come for so long. Afterward, he and my friend said it was wonderful to watch me as I came. I squirted a bit as I came.

MasterDoc decided to fuck me, and had me get on my hands and knees. (Our friend wandered off and found someone to play with/fuck.) He didn’t get his cock inside me but instead fingered me, and again I was begging for release. He had me come over and over again and I felt just completely amazing. That man is just amazing with what he can do to my body. At any point in time he is capable of making me feel so incredible. We took a break, then he decided to fuck me as I was on my back. I was so turned on and so close to orgasm the entire time. I tried holding off on asking to come for as long as I could. I didn’t come that round, but then he fucked me from behind again and I finally broke down and begged, “Please.”

“Please what?”

“Please may I come, Sir?”

He let me come and for quite a while my vaginal muscles didn’t push his cock out. I kept screaming and moaning as he fucked me. It was so wonderful to be given so many orgasms. Eventually I pushed him out (I hate when that happens). As we lay on the bed, me catching my breath, I couldn’t stop telling him how wonderful he is and thanking him for letting me come. I felt amazing.

We took a break and hooked back up with our friend. After a little while we ended up in the back room and MasterDoc gave our friend a taste of the TENS unit. He put one pair of electrodes on one breast and had me put the other pair on her other breast. He fiddled with the controls and I stroked my friends’ breasts, neck, and hair. She didn’t mind it when it was on her breast, but he put a couple of the electrodes on her pussy at first and she had a harder time dealing with the pain from that. As he played with the controls for the electrodes on her breasts I could see he was enjoying turning the juice up and down. It’s easy to forget he’s a bit of a sadist as in many ways he’s really, really sweet. But at times like that it’s clear he enjoys inflicting pain. He continued to play with the controls, but then also slid some fingers into her pussy and fingered her. He brought her to a loud orgasm (I think she was louder than me, which is really saying something). All in all she enjoyed the TENS unit but didn’t like it so much on her pussy.

We packed up and headed home. Somewhere in the course of the evening I lost the case with my medication in it, so we spent some time searching the club for that and my Nea. We never found either, but MasterDoc still needs to check his car. I’m really bummed about losing the Nea. We ended up taking a side trip to my apartment so I could get more medications. I was really tired by the time we got to his place and I went straight to bed. I had to get up and go to work the next day, but I’m due to go back to his place this evening. I was in a better mood yesterday after having all those orgasms, but I’m still feeling a little down. I’ll be glad for more cuddles tonight.

Pool Party

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Nadia
on August 24, 2008
in D/s, bdsm, blow jobs, cunnilingus, englishman, flogging, sex parties, spanking, squirting and sybian
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On Friday, MasterDoc and I talked extensively about my problem with him reading email. While we don’t agree 100%, I do feel better now that we’ve spoken and he has fully explained his reasons. It’s been decided that he’ll have the passwords to my collarme and fetlife profiles and will get to see the particular exchange he wanted to see earlier this week. I’m allowed to note that he has access on those profiles and have already done so.

As I thought about the situation and how I reacted earlier this week, I realized that while I want to give up control, I’m also incredibly fearful of giving up control. So every now and then I have these little bouts of panic where I act up and get defiant. Giving up control is scary. It doesn’t matter how trustworthy the person is (and MasterDoc is trustworthy) it’s still scary to me. But on the other hand I also think that if I was able to do it it might be very freeing for me after I get over the fear.

On Friday night we went to a private pool party. The heated pool was quite warm, like bathwater early in the evening and like a hot tub later that night. I don’t think I’ve ever gone swimming naked before and it’s interesting how much tits float.  We took some time to settle in and I dipped in the pool before MasterDoc. He was busy setting up the sybian, which we brought along for the pleasure of the female guests. He then got roped into taking pictures, so I found myself in the pool, with an Englishman reaching out for me to join him and his lady (and as you may well know I have a fetish for English accents) but I had to decline, saying that I needed my Dom’s permission first. It was a big bummer but I got out and went seeking permission. MasterDoc was too busy so I just ended up getting back in the pool to relax in the warm water. More time went by and eventually MasterDoc got away and got into the pool with me. I whined a little about how I could be having fun but when he’s distracted I can’t get permission to have any fun. After some talking, he told me that I was allowed to find the Englishman and fuck him, but if anyone else tried to join in I had to say that I had to get my Dom’s permission first.  So I went off to find the Englishman.

I found him upstairs, watching a couple fooling around. I walked up behind him and started stroking his ass gently. “You got permission?” he asked and I said yes. We went into another bedroom and he lay down on the bed. I bent over and started sucking his cock to get it hard (and like most Englishmen he was uncircumcised). Just then, the couple in the next room started making noise again and he wanted to go watch. So we went in, and it turns out they were just finishing up, so he went down stairs and ran into his lady and went off with her. Phooey! So I didn’t get any English cock that night. I wonder how things would have been different if I could have joined in when he first reached out for me. It’s hard to have to sorta reject someone when you really don’t want to reject them, and then to go back later and expect them to be all up for it when you’ve gotten permission to act. Going to a party as a sub is very, very different than when I went as a single woman. I have many limits as a sub that I didn’t have when I was solo.

I got whiny again and MasterDoc decided to take me upstairs and beat my ass. He used his hands, he used the rough pedicure thingy that works well as a stingy paddle. He got me sore and red, then got out the floggers. By this time people were popping in to see what was going on. He flogged me with the stingy little flogger, then with the thuddy big flogger. He let someone else hit my ass but he didn’t realize that she was going to use an implement rather than her hand. I think someone else got to spank me a bit as well, someone who kept massaging my ass between each smack gave me a little bit of a spanking. Since I wasn’t told to lift my head up (I was on my knees on the bed, ass in the air) I couldn’t see who did it and I have no idea to this day. The spanking went on for a bit, with MasterDoc flogging me some more. One woman apparently watched a bit, not sure she was into it, but then when her guy tried to get her away to play she wanted to watch me get beaten just a little more.

We took a break and the crowd dispersed. We cuddled a bit and I got a little scolded for being whiny. I feel shy in new social situations and a way I get comfortable is to dive in and begin fucking. I suppose I fuck first, become friendly later. To have to be social in the normal way was really difficult for me and I ended up feeling really out of place and uncomfortable. Other people were fooling around, fucking, riding the sybian and I was just left on my own, shy and bored. At any rate, we hugged on the bed and that helped me feel better. MasterDoc wasn’t any more thrilled than I was that he had been pressed into taking photos.

We went downstairs, watched more sybian riding going on and hung out. We got to talking with a couple, the woman had just been on the sybian. She was outrageously curvy, looking a lot like the Venus of WIllendorf. Narrow waist, big voluptuous hips and big tits. Many people would call her fat, but I think she was curvy in just the right places. We talked for a while with the couple, and MasterDoc offered that the guy could fuck me. So he came over to the sofa while MasterDoc went and sat in the chair with his lady. We start out stroking each other’s genitals, nibbling on necks, but before long he gets on his knees in front of me and starts eating me out. Whoo, and he’s good at it. I get really worked up and he starts fingering me as well. I writhe, moan and get really horny. I open my eyes at one point to look at MasterDoc and ask if I have permission to come. He said that permission was implied. And so I focused on the tongue and lips on my clit and the fingers working in and out of me and I started to come, screaming as usual. I writhed and moaned and gasped. I came really hard, squirted all over the couch, and kept on coming as he kept up the stimulation. I was so tensed from the orgasms that my shoulders began to hurt. I asked for a break and while he backed off somewhat, he kept licking my clit. I came again and again asked for a break. This time he let me relax. We sat close together on the sofa and I thanked him. We chatted with MasterDoc and this guy’s lady. I was much happier than I had been earlier, now that I had a screaming orgasm.

In a little while we ended up in the pool again, which by this time had steam rising off the water. It was actually a little bit too warm but we soaked with others for a while. This cute, curvy woman we had been talking to came over and ultimately she ended up sitting on the edge of the pool with her legs on either side of MasterDoc’s head. She played with his hair (he was facing out, not towards her crotch) and I reached out and stroked his cock. I reached up and played with her nipples, asking her how she liked it - rough or gentle. She said rough so I began twisting and pulling and she closed her eyes and moaned a little. The three of us just hung out, touching and petting. Eventually MasterDoc got out from between her legs and I got in between to lick her clit. I sucked and licked and flicked at her clit as she moaned and panted. She told me I was good at that and from the angle I was in I was able to look up and watch her face while I ate her out. She had me stop after a while and she told me that I’m very good at that and that it made her all breathless. It feels really good to be told that.

The pool was too hot so we got out and ended up on the sofa again. After some more talking, MasterDoc decided to put me on the sybian. I set it up and got on. He controlled the vibration and I ground my clit into the machine. He got me really hot and when I asked to be allowed to come he made me ask again, louder and louder until people could hear me. He teased me for a bit and I begged for orgasm. Finally he let me and I screamed, moaned, my vagina clenching the dildo of the sybian. I had a wonderful orgasm. Again, I was a happy girl. Soon I ended up on my knees in front of MasterDoc, sucking his cock while he relaxed in a chair. I got him hard and he decided to fuck me. I kneeled on the chair, facing the back and he fucked me from behind. Oh it felt so good. While the sybian often numbs me this time I could feel his cock thrust in and out of me quite well. I asked for permission to come, and he let me after a few moments. I tried initially to not let my muscles push his cock out, but then realized he hadn’t told me I had to do that, so I just came. Of course my muscles pushed him out but he took over with his fingers and had me screaming and gasping as I leaned over the chair and came.

There was one more lady who needed a ride on the sybian, a lady who had played with us before at MasterDoc’s once. He put her on and took the controls (please note that every lady who used the sybian had to wash it after use). He got her worked up, then waved me over to start spanking her ass. I slapped and spanked as she moaned and he worked the controls. It was really hot to watch, even though I couldn’t see her face. MasterDoc focuses intently on the lady he’s working over and it was really fun to watch him at work. He knows just when to play with a nipple, just when to reach around and slap the ass. He strokes and pets and works the woman into a frenzy.

After she came, it turned out there was yet another woman who hadn’t gotten to ride and of course MasterDoc was happy to oblige. I had fun watching again, this time from a different angle where I could see the lady’s face. Her husband would help her stroke her clit (we’ve misplaced the attachment that helps raise the nubbly part of the pad to clit height) or stroke her ass. MasterDoc would crank the dial up to the highest setting and still she wanted more. He worked her over, made her come again and again.

It was really late, and after the last lady we started to pack up. I got a warm goodbye from the lady who I had licked earlier and I hope we get to play with her again. I loves me those curvy women. Rowr. We gave a ride to the subway to the couple who used the sybian last and they were really nice to chat with on the way. It was dawn by this time and we were both getting sleepy. We went through a drive through for breakfast and ate on the way home. It was light out by the time we got into bed, around 8 a.m. or so. I slept the day away and didn’t get up until 4-ish. We hung out, had a late lunch (or was it early dinner?) and MasterDoc got some cleaning out of me as well as a back massage. It grew late and I knew that Davey was expecting me home so I headed out around 8:30. I was so tired from messing up my sleep schedule that I went to bed early (10:30) and slept the night through. I woke up early today feeling refreshed.

Coming on Command

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After about 8 or 9 days apart I got to see MasterDoc last night. Yippeee! I miss him so much when I don’t get to see him. Of course I had to do some cleaning around his apartment, but I find that I’m so used to what needs to be done it’s not a big deal to just get it done. As soon as I arrived I started gathering dirty dishes from around the apartment and got them into the dishwasher. We had dinner, watched Cash Cab, and did a little more cleaning. I took a shower (oh so necessary in the summer) before we had naked cuddle time.

Of course naked cuddle time led to sex. Yippeee! We didn’t do much in the way of bdsm play but of course with my collar on I was in the mindset anyway. I’m a girl who likes being told what to do during sex. *grin* We fucked in a couple of different positions and luckily for me he changed his mind about whether to let me come or not. I squirted a little bit when I came while on top. When we later changed positions, he told me to focus on keeping myself right on the edge of coming. And oh god did I hover at that edge. I was so desperate to come. He fucked me for a while, not letting me come, and then he stopped, pulled out, held onto my legs and told me to come. I squirted a fountain with absolutely no direct contact to my erogenous zones whatsoever. It was absolutely amazing. What an orgasm. He then started stimulating me and I kept coming and coming. Oh. My. God. He is a very talented man. He has certainly figured out how to make me feel good. Is it any wonder the man has a waiting list of women? lol Oh on the surface he looks like an ordinary 50-something year old guy… but underneath, rowr, lies an expert at making women come. I’m a very lucky girl.

When we talked, he told me about how I should learn how my body feels right before orgasm so I can summon up that feeling with just a thought when I need to get turned on. I find that I am getting better at this. As I drove to work this morning I was worried about thinking too much about coming as squrting in the car would be a bad thing, particularly on my way to work, through my work clothes. I doubt I’m to that point yet, I seem to need his voice telling me to come for me to come on command, but I do get really aroused when I focus on the feeling of being on the edge. I’m wriggling in my seat as I type this. I may have to get my weekly masturbation session in early. If I’m lucky and see him again tomorrow night I may need to ask for permission for another session of masturbation on Thursday. (Davey’s working long hours this week.)  Yup, I have to say that taking wellbutrin has reinstated my libido fully at this point. Yippeee!

Squirt

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Friday night I got to see MasterDoc and as usual we went out for the evening to a swing club. There was some debate as to whether we were going to stay in and clean or go out, but luckily he decided that we would go out. I did do some cleaning before we went out, however, lest you think I was allowed to totally slack.

The club was reasonably busy for a Friday night. The bartender was new to us but greatly appreciated, as she spent most of the night having strange men jerk off on her rather than tending bar. The bartender was a bonafide slut. Whoo hoo! It certainly made the place more interesting, and I’m sure the owner preferred her doing that over pouring drinks. We questioned if maybe her interaction with the single men was a cash-related transaction, but it doesn’t seem like it was. I could be wrong.

After we got settled, MasterDoc took me into one of the rooms in the back. He blindfolded me (I was naked by this time) . Usually, being blindfolded makes it easier to do sexual things in front of strangers (ha! as if I really have a problem doing that not blindfolded) but Friday night it made me feel a little disoriented and anxious. Now I really shouldn’t feel anxious with MasterDoc there as he has everything under control, but I was feeling prone to anxiety that day as it was. Still, he fucked me doggy style in front of an appreciative audience and he let a couple of guys play with my tits as he fucked me. So there I am, blindfolded, with strange hands on my body. Despite my anxiety it was hot. I asked to be allowed to come and after a moment of teasing me, he let me. Afterward, he shooed away the guys playing with my tits and let me take the blindfold off.
We relaxed for a bit, and wandered around. We watched a guy jerk off onto the bartender’s tits as she played with herself with her rabbit vibe. Eventually, we made our way to the spanking bench. We had come prepared to tie me down to the bench this time, and MasterDoc proceeded to cuff my wrists and use a length of rope to secure them to the eyescrews at the end of the bench. The screws were far enough away that I had a length of rope to hold onto on either side. My ass was in the perfect position and MasterDoc began spanking me. Shit. My pain tolerance was way down. Everything hurt. Not that it doesn’t hurt usually, but there’s hurt and then there’s hurt. There’s pleasurable pain where I can take it until you get to the really hard stuff or there’s pain where everything is hard for me to take and I’m crying out in pain with every whack. At one point he shushed me, saying that I might scare people away. Tied down to the bench, he had me reach my head over and suck his cock for a while. The discomfort of that position notwithstanding, it was hot to have to try to get his cock into my mouth without the use of my hands as I was secured to the bench and an audience watched. Since I was facing the other way, I could see very little of the audience, except the guys on the bed to my side. He spanked me for a while, despite my protestations. When I couldn’t take the odd position for sucking cock any longer, he told me to untie myself and take a break. (Why is it things that are really hot and look like what they do on porn videos also turn out to be outrageously uncomfortable? Life’s not fair.)

I sat, balanced on the top of the spanking bench. MasterDoc relaxed on the bed, a guy next to him, and the rest of the crowd dispersed. MasterDoc handed me a toy (first the little red vibe, then my beloved bullet when the red vibe wasn’t strong enough) and told me to make myself come in that position. I protested that I couldn’t, as I’d probably fall off the bench. (It’s like this one, only the bottom parts aren’t angled, they’re level.) I sat balanced on the top part, with my feet on the bottom part, facing MasterDoc and the guy to the side.  But anyway, despite what I thought, it got myself good and worked up. MasterDoc came over to me and had his arm around my shoulders, which helped keep me perched on the bench. I begged to be allowed to come, and when he had me come, I could feel myself squirt a whole bunch. Suddenly there were guys all around, watching me squirt onto the lower part of the bench. I was allowed to come over and over again, it was so hot. I had MasterDoc holding me the whole time telling me what a good girl I am. Rowr. The guys in front of me got quite a show. MasterDoc hadn’t even realized I was squirting but I handed him the wet towel I had been sitting on and pointed out the wet spots on the carpet. I cleaned up whatever got on the bench.

We sat and watched the bartender again from the vantage point of the bed, and the guy next to me asked MasterDoc if he could play with my tits. (Apparently he had been one of the guys touching me before, but I had no idea since I had been blindfolded.) So he took one tit and MasterDoc took the other one. MasterDoc asked me if I’d like to be fucked again and of course I said yes. He turned to the guy next to me and said, “Would you like to fuck her?” He seemed very happy to say yes. Condoms got put on (he used two) and I lay back on the bed. This guy fucked me while MasterDoc helped hold my legs up. I begged to be allowed to come again and again I came really hard as I was being fucked. I reached out to hold onto MasterDoc’s pant leg as the guy fucked me, and I looked up into MasterDoc’s eyes a few times. I just love how he’s part of the scene even when he’s not actively doing anything. He’s still mentally a part of what’s going on and still in control of things.

After the fuck, we headed home. I was a very happy camper. We made our usual stop for bagels and had them for breakfast in the morning. After I got up and was fed the next day MasterDoc asked me if I had digested well enough to suck his cock. I said I had and went at it. He decided to fuck me again (lucky girl, lucky girl!) and had me get on top of his cock and ride him. I rode him as long and as hard as I could before my knees gave out. We took a break, and then he decided to fuck me some more (after I had sucked his cock hard again). This time I was on my back and he fucked me deeply, teasing me by hitting just the right spot, then backing off and not going in so deep. I begged to be allowed to come, but at no point in this fucking was I allowed. Funny thing is, afterward I was still feeling awesome and happy regardless.

After a break, it was time for me to make MasterDoc come. (I was certainly happy to oblige after all the wonderful orgasms he allowed me to have.) I sucked his cock for a bit, then he had me play with his ass while he stroked himself. He had me lick his inner thighs and that sensitive spot where hip meets thigh.  He watched porn on the tv. A couple of times he asked if I was bored, and I said no. This was because I kept my attention on the little things that are so hot - a bit of panting here, a twitch there. I paid attention to how his skin felt under my tongue. He had me use a vibe on his ass while I licked and kissed his chest. And when he was ready to come, he had me put my mouth on his cock. He came in my mouth, and for once I didn’t just swallow it down like I usually do. (His come tastes pretty neutral, and my theory is because he doesn’t drink coffee.) He had me wipe up what little come didn’t make it into my mouth. Hooray! He finally came in my mouth. It was very hot indeed. There’s so few men I would do that with (we’ve been together nearly a year now before it happened).
Yes, it was a year ago this month (the last week of July) that I met MasterDoc. And as I look back on this year, I had no idea that I’d get up to the things I’ve done. Who knew that this guy who chatted me up on a vanilla dating site would come through with all his promises for naughty escapades. I had no idea when he first IMed me that I’d end up with a Dom, and one I’m thrilled to be with.

Gettin’ Busy

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I’ve spent a busy week gettin’ busy. Yup, more sluttiness below. Hold on to your hats, folks.

On Tuesday, the Irish guy came to visit me for the first time in months. I’ve had mixed feelings about him but I suppose ultimately I give into the fact that we have good sexual chemistry. I’m not entirely convinced he’s in an open marriage, but I’m not entirely convinced that he’s not either. Anyway, when he showed up at my place I was in a sexy, red lingerie number and we started making out immediately. For me this is really just a sex thing so I don’t feel the need to waste time hanging out - let’s just get right to it! We fooled around a bit and then I decided to get my strap on since he’d been begging me to use a strap on with him. He lubed up his butthole and lay back on the bed. Now I don’t have a lot of strap on sex, so I’m not overly confident in my abilities, but I think he liked it. Oh yeah, he liked it. He’s very into talking dirty, and he likes to ask things like, “Is that the tightest ass you’ve ever had?” I’ve only done one guy with a strap on before (but have used a dildo in a man’s ass and used a butt plug with my strap on harness) so my anal-strap on experience is limited. (I haven’t even fucked women with a strap on much.) But I think I managed okay. *grin* He didn’t come from it but he got very worked up.

It’s been a few days so the details are fuzzy, I remember more clearly what I got up to last night but that’s a different entry. Stay tuned.

We fucked at one point, and then he played with me with my favorite dildo. I didn’t squirt just then, but a little while later he was trying to finish himself off and he asked me to play with the dildo in front of him and so I did. I fucked myself good and squirted a whole puddle on the bed. Needless to say, he got off watching this.

We hung out talking for a little while, but I’m so not into things with him emotionally I kept wondering when he was going to leave because I was hungry and while I could have gotten him to pay for lunch I didn’t feel like having lunch with him! After he left I took myself out to lunch and enjoyed the time with the latest Harry Potter book. I can be such a man sometimes - lol - “Ok, we’ve fucked, see ya later!”

Addendum: I forgot to mention how he’s kinda rough with me, and I like that. He bit me various times and it wasn’t until the next morning that I noticed a nice bruise above one of my breasts. It’s been a while since I’ve had a hickey!

The Smell of Sex

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I woke up smelling like sex this morning. Saajan can be a bit musky and if I don’t shower after having sex with him I still smell him on me until I do. He paid me a visit last night - the very first time I’ve been able to have him come to me for fucking, usually I go to him. Davey was working late so I had the apartment to myself.

I’ve been trying to set up a smorgasbord of sex this week and next while Davey works late, but so far only things have worked out with Saajan (and the Irish guy is supposed to come over next week - yes, he reappears). Sex with Saajan is the hardest pounding I ever get. He fucks me really hard. I love it! I come equally hard, moaning and screaming and gasping for breath.

He’s just so confident and manly, and it gets me really hot. He’s a top for sure and I’m glad to know at least a few tops who are also nice guys - so many Dominants are assholes! I’m sorry but that’s been my experience. Too many of them take themselves too seriously.

We spent some time talking (that boy can talk! I remember an early date with him, I was left wondering if he was going to shut up and let me get a word in edgewise!) and then I encouraged him to get started as Davey, tired as he is, didn’t want to walk in on us in the act this particular night. (Another time he’d think that’s hot, but when he’s too tired to do anything about it it’s just frustrating.) Saajan got me all worked up and I was naked before he was (might have something to do with my wearing only a sarong and panties). He teased my pussy, getting me really worked up. After a little bit, he lay me down on the bed and reached for his pants. Yes, he brought his own condoms. I mentioned that we have “guest condoms” but he said that he’s always the boy scout.

“Ah, so you’re always prepared to come, I mean, come prepared,” I said saucily.

He fucked me, giving me a hard pounding until he was out of breath and complaining of being out of shape. But the fact is it went on for a while and I came and came. I don’t have time to think, I just come and enjoy getting fucked. We took a break after that and chatted for a bit. I remembered something silly he had said last time we had sex and he said, “Why do you remember these stupid things I say after sex?”

“Because just about the only time we talk is after sex.” It’s true, we talk before sex, between sex and after sex, but seldom any other time unless it’s online. I’m fine with that though, despite sex being such a major part of our friendship I do consider him a good friend who I could go to if I needed someone to talk to.

He wanted some water so I got up and got him a glass. We ended up talking in the living room for a bit and for what I think is the first time, although I question if I’d noticed this before and just forgot, I must have noticed before, I noticed that he’s uncircumcised. Did I ever notice this before? I can’t believe I haven’t but I didn’t remember him being uncircumcised. But then again I mostly see his penis hard so maybe I hadn’t noticed.

While he talked all I could think about was getting him back into the bedroom again before Davey was due home. I lured him back in and this time he fucked me on the edge of the bed. After getting me into position on the edge, he turned me sideways so that he was fucking me kinda sideways/behind on the edge of the bed. One of my legs was up by his shoulder and the other was down on the bed. He got really deep in this position and he leaned one knee on the bed for more traction. Again I screamed as I came hard and towards the end I finally squirted. No, I gushed. I left such a big wet spot on the bed. I had to not only change the sheets after but I had to put a towel down over the wet spot on the mattress before putting the clean sheets down. It felt incredible to come and squirt like that. I was a very satisfied woman afterwards.

Saajan got dressed and we hung out til Davey got home since Davey had wanted to say hi to him. We all talked for a bit but I was getting drowsy and Davey was just exhausted. Saajan said good night and I got ready for bed. Davey and I kissed and hugged for a bit and of course he got a hard on. But my poor baby was too tired to do much about it (I was really tired too) but I promised him that we’ll do something about it this weekend.

Tonight I see N. I’m still annoyed with him but I’ve calmed down now that my period is almost over and my hormones are back to normal. I think he’s one of those guys for whom the chase is exciting and my declaring feelings for him put him off as I was no longer a challenge. I intend to be challenging in the future.