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Sexy Evening

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on September 21, 2008
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It took me a while to write this entry, as so much went on last night. I hope I remembered it all!

Last night a couple I’ve gotten to know on fetlife came to see us. The wife had come on her own before and this time her husband came along as well. They’re both fans of this blog. Max, the husband, brought me a book on karate because he said he saw some parallels to it and bdsm. He inscribed the book to me. I was really touched.

We all talked for a while, sipping wine, and MasterDoc came over to sit next to me to try to get things started. He had me take my pants off, get on my knees in front of the sofa and bend over. He demonstrated some spanking and I felt pretty sensitive, I think from having been spanked so much over the weekend already. He encouraged Max and G. to come over and try spanking me. They both did a little, thankfully much softer than MasterDoc does it. (Yeah I know, I shouldn’t complain, most of the time I love it.) I got to enjoy being the center of attention as the three of them took turns spanking and caressing me. MasterDoc gave the nea to Max and he started playing with my cunt with it. He buzzed it around my clit and hole. He tried using it penetratively, which doesn’t work so well, so I told him that it’s best on my clit. I was the only person who was half naked for a while.

Next, MasterDoc had me sit on the sofa, legs spread, one leg over his lap. He took a glass toy that the couple had brought and slipped a condom over it. He slid it in me, exploring how it felt. I had never used a glass dildo before and I was glad to get to try one (although I should have one on the way from Babeland to review). The bumps in the glass were nice and the shape of the dildo let it bump against my g-spot quite easily. MasterDoc teased me with it, getting me breathless and wanting to come. He switched to his fingers when it turned out that the glass toy was a bit too much when it hit my cervix (used shallowly it works quite well). He fingered me and had me begging to come. He decided to have Max and G. take turns fingering me. (Max hurt his hand this week and ended up taking a break to get something to drink and take some pain medicine.) G. fingered me, and MasterDoc told me to come and I came at his command. I grabbed tightly onto him as I rode the waves of orgasm. He slapped my thighs while I was coming - which really friggin hurt! (Funny how sometimes it’s, “Yes, yes, hurt me!” and other times I wish I could say, “Bloody hell, that hurt! Cut it out!”) G. stopped fingering me and MasterDoc got her to do it some more. He told me right away to come as quickly as possible. It took a moment but soon I did again, and hard.

We had been enjoying some chocolate for dessert and a piece left on the dvd player melted somewhat. MasterDoc dabbed some of the melted chocolate on my inner thighs. G. licked the chocolate off and it felt heavenly. She’s very sensual and sexy and I loved having her tongue slide across my thighs.

We moved to the bedroom. Max had wandered off outside to get some gatorade to have with his pain meds. (He sliced a tendon in his hand the other day. Ouch). That left me, MasterDoc and G. alone. They lay on the bed on either side of me and played with my breasts and took turns playing with my cunt. It felt wonderful. I just closed my eyes and laid back and enjoyed the sensations. MasterDoc took off my collar so I could feel less subby and be more active. It was hard to get out of the mindset, however.

He had me put G. in between us and we each took a side, playing with her breasts. I stroked her clit, which seemed to really turn her on. He fingered her for a bit, and then I took a turn, then he took a turn again. I’m not sure if we made her come, however it’s really beautiful to watch a woman’s face up close when she’s experiencing pleasure. The way her facial muscles tense up, the sighs she lets out. It’s a delight.

Eventually Max made his way back to the apartment and joined us on the bed. He got naked and pressed up close behind me. He slid a hand between my legs and I enjoyed the sensation of being played with. MasterDoc was getting ready to fuck G. and I tried to watch as much as possible as I find it really hot to watch him with someone else. Max kept murmuring in my ear how happy he was to meet me. It’s kinda funny having a fan, I didn’t expect to be looked at as a minor (very minor, lol) celebrity for my blogging. I’m just some kinky girl who likes to blog, and yet there’s a few people out there who think what I do is great and feel a little star struck around me. It’s sweet and a strange feeling at the same time. It’s a nice feeling, very flattering, but it makes me wish I was the “being worshipped” type of gal as I’d really get into it then. (It’s a pity. I know various bottomy-type men who are wonderful, who I’m very fond of, but in bed I just want to be taken and used so we’re not really sexually compatible. I’m really glad I met MasterDoc because he can use me roughly and yet still be wonderful.) I ended up going down on Max a bit, he went down on me and I continued to watch MasterDoc play with G. I guess sometimes I am a little voyeuristic.

It was getting late and MasterDoc decided he was going to bed. Max had gotten a late start and we ladies couldn’t just leave him hanging, so we took turns going down on him, giving him handjobs, playing with his ass. He was in heaven having two lovely ladies playing with him. He had me straddle his face for a while. We played for quite a while but an orgasm didn’t seem to be in the cards for him. Pity. He fucked G. for a bit and I watched. Then MasterDoc came in to ask everyone to be a little more quiet so as not to disturb the neighbors, and we all decided to call it a night at that time. I cuddled up to MasterDoc for a few minutes before we went to sleep and reflected on the fun evening we had had. I just know I’m leaving little tidbits out of this entry, but I don’t want to make it longer than it already is. I think you get the idea that it was a very sexy and sensual evening with a really nice couple. (And now two blog readers have become part of the story here.)

Nadia Sandwich

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on July 9, 2008
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I got a really pleasant surprise on Monday. MasterDoc suggested coming over to my place to make a “Nadia sandwich” with Davey. Ooh la la. Of course I was game for it. You’d have to take my pulse and temperature if I had turned it down.

When MasterDoc showed up, we immediately went into the bedroom - no point in wasting time! It was getting late and a work night. All three of us got naked and I was put in the middle of the bed.  They each took a breast in their mouth and sucked and played with them. Their two styles are so different. MasterDoc is more confident in how he does it. He also does sadistic things like flick my nipples, which Davey doesn’t do. (Davey is not in the least sadistic. Ok maybe a little, he laughs heartily when hearing about the submissive predicaments I get into. He would never inflict them on me, but he thinks they’re funny. I rather wish he’d laugh a little less.)  They took turns fingering me as well and MasterDoc went down on me for a while. Yummy. I’m a very lucky girl. He kissed me after and asked me if I liked the taste of my cunt.

While this wasn’t specifically a D/s situation, the dynamic is still very much there with MasterDoc regardless. He ordered me to suck Davey’s cock and I went at it. I commented a couple of times as they talked, despite being told not to, and got myself a good hard smack on the ass. I went back to sucking cock. MasterDoc had me get up on my knees, still sucking Davey’s cock, and he fucked me from behind. It was really hot having a cock in both ends. I felt extra slutty being used by two men at once. Rowr. My memory is slightly fuzzy (the problem with blogging two days later) but I think he used the hitachi magic wand on me as well. And his fingers. Orgasmic!

Next, Davey got a turn fucking me from behind while I sucked on MasterDoc’s cock. He also had me stroke his ass at the same time. With MasterDoc talking to me and telling me what a slut I am and then slapping my face and telling me to come, I couldn’t help but come. The auto-eject worked like usual and Davey ended up outside of me. I sucked Davey some more after that and they talked about coming in my mouth. MasterDoc has never come in my mouth and I’m keen to have that happen. They stroked themselves for a bit and I used the magic wand on MasterDoc’s ass. Davey let me know when he was ready to come and I took his penis into my mouth and sucked down every last drop of come. (Of course I would only do this, come swallowing, with Davey and MasterDoc as I know their safer sex habits and their STI status and have known both long enough to know I can trust them not to put my health in danger.)

I worked the wand on MasterDoc’s ass some more, but it seemed that coming wasn’t in the cards. He took his ritalin that night so that could have impeded progress, although he didn’t have much trouble getting it up despite the ritalin. It was getting late so, sadly, he went home without having come. I had really wanted to have him come, particularly in my mouth, but sometimes we don’t get what we want! I’ve never swallowed two men’s come in one day before. I’ve very rarely swallowed at all. Wouldn’t that be so hot in a slutty way?

What a fantastic three days I had! (Sat., Sun. and Mon.) MasterDoc likes to point out that he’s very good to me, and indeed he is.

Friday

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on April 27, 2008
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I saw MasterDoc on Friday as usual. We spent the better part of the day doing mundane things - going out to IHOP for breakfast with his roomate, cleaning up the apartment, etc. I read for a while while he got some other things done. When he went out to do grocery shopping he asked me to put away some of his clean clothes. I was in a helpful mood and so I put them all away (just as easy to keep going once I started.) I also loaded up the dishwasher for another load without being asked. I was in a good mood. We got some cuddling in in between chores.

In the afternoon he put me on the sybian, sitting close in to hug me as I rode. It’s funny how something that includes a machine can be so intimate, but when you’re having the intense orgasms the sybian brings, and someone holds you, it’s just really intimate. I clutched onto him as I moaned and writhed. I tried my best to keep quiet and actually managed pretty well considering how loud I usually am. He’s trying to get me to come with less and less vibration from the sybian (I started off needing the high setting to get off).

We hung out some more, he used the heating pad on his back as it was bothering him again. He had me go down on him as he relaxed. I think I enjoy giving head even more now that I’m apparently improving. It’s always nice to get a good reaction for your efforts. It’s hot to make someone else feel good with your mouth.

That evening he had a woman come over to play who he had met once before. Roomate Liz made a delicious dinner for us all then left us alone after dinner. MasterDoc had me play with the little red vibrator on myself as part of the entertainment. Apparently our guest had really liked the magic wand when she tried it the week before, so MasterDoc had me go get it from the bedroom. He used it on me a little bit but unfortunately sometimes it irritates where I shave my pussy. We ended up going into the bedroom.

He gave our guest a ride on the sybian controlling the speed, and I went down on him at the same time. It wasn’t quite as much fun watching this woman as the last one because she kept her face down on the edge of the bed so I couldn’t watch her reactions. Supposedly she’s curious about women, but there seemed to be zero chemistry between me and her and so nothing happened. (Of course it would have happened regardless if MasterDoc had ordered me to do it, but he didn’t.) Next he put her down on the edge of the bed and fucked her for a bit. He had me get on the strap on and then have a go at her while he kissed and groped her.

They put me to bed after that (I had work in the morning) and they went off to the living room to play some more. In the morning, MasterDoc and I talked and I voiced my complaints about the evening - that I felt totally superfluous to the whole thing. He reminded me that sometimes he’s going to have me around just because he wants me there to serve him, and that I shouldn’t be so self-centered. It seems he thought I didn’t like the fact that I wasn’t the center of attention, but I later on pointed out to him that we had had a threesome with another young woman that I really enjoyed even though I wasn’t the center of attention. I felt I had a part to play in that. I felt like the third wheel in Friday’s situation.

I also pointed out that I hadn’t gotten to be fucked by him this week and that I had really hoped to do that. (It’s hard only seeing him once a week. If we don’t fuck then I know it will be another week before I even get the chance.) Ever the kindhearted Dom, he decided to let me off the hook with doing kitchen cleanup that morning, and he fucked me. But of course he put my collar on first and spent the time admonishing me about how I’m supposed to behave as his sub. When you’re in the throes of passion it’s easier to say, “Yes, Sir,” to everything that’s put to you.

I guess it’s as I’ve said before, there’s hard parts to being sub. I don’t get off on being there as simply an object or servant (some people do and boy I wish I was one of them). I suppose I’ll have to find a way to deal with that situation next time it arises. I was good enough to not raise the issue that night, I waited until we had time in the morning to talk so I did continue being sub while I wore the collar that evening. I enjoyed going down on him during the threesome, and playing with the vibrator on myself, but the rest of it, well I need to find away to eroticize it or something. I wasn’t attracted to the woman, so it was hard to derive enjoyment watching her, something I would have focused on ordinarily. While I’m an exhibitionist by majority, I do enjoy watching others get off. I’m sure I come off as such a whiny sub right now, but as I’ve said before, I don’t have to like everything he has me do, I simply have to do it. In the moment, I did what was asked of me and I did it without complaint. (I’ll never claim to be the perfect sub as I’m way too expressive about how I feel to ever be perfect at it. If someone else wants to play “subbier than thou” with me they can go right ahead. While I’m naturally inclined to be submissive, it’s also sometimes a challenge to me.)

Busy Weekend, Part II

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As I drove home on Saturday, I felt the mix of emotions I always do at that point - sad that my time with MasterDoc has come to an end (for another whole week, *sigh*), but happy to be going home to Davey.

Davey’s birthday was this week, and since he was so kind as to organize a gang bang for my birthday, I had to come up with something equally fun for him. So S. and I plotted and schemed (for she’s not just one of MasterDoc’s subs and a friend of mine, she’s slept with Davey as well) and decided to give him a surprise threesome. A few times Davey has mentioned the idea of a FMF threesome wistfully. We’ve done MFM a few times (and a MFMF foursome a few times), but I never really had a woman friend who I could call upon to join us before. S., however, was very eager to help make Davey’s fantasy a reality. (Not that he hadn’t had FMF before - he did before he even met me. I can’t take credit for all the naughty things he’s gotten up to.) Now, granted, with the focus being on Davey’s pleasure I was far more willing to have a straight woman involved in this threesome than I might be otherwise. *grin* Nothing against straight people, they can’t help it, they’re just born that way. But of course if I’m having a FMF threesome I would generally like the woman to be bi. But! This was a birthday present, so Davey’s pleasure was all that I was concerned with. I was also happy for the other woman to be someone I’ve very fond of and really comfortable with.

We got some Chinese for dinner and chatted happily at S.’s place. Davey could surmise basically what was going to happen, but he didn’t know the details. S. had suggested we use her underbed restraints (never before used, much to her chagrin) and tie Davey down to her bed and “have our wicked way with him.” She also suggested blindfolding him, so we did that as well. After dinner we went off to the bedroom and had him get naked and lie on the bed. Out came the restraints from under the bed and soon we had him secured down. We blindfolded him, but that turned out to be not his thing since he really gets off on seeing what’s going on. We kept him that way for a little while and he said he wasn’t sure who was doing what except for the fact that one of us was on one side of him and the other was on the other side. We took turns playing with his nipples, sucking his cock, licking his balls. He had a raging hard on the whole time. *grin* I showed S. the sweet spot just behind Davey’s ear. That’s the spot that has him slack-jawed and shivering in seconds. Just lick it hard and he’s a puddle of mush.

S. has the remarkable ability to come at the drop of a hat, or rather, the lick of a nipple. Davey licked and sucked at one of her nipples and she managed to come. Lucky girl. (I’m a wee bit jealous but ultimately happy for her. I just wish I could come that easily too. *sigh* Once upon a time I was nearly that orgasmic, although not quite.) After teasing Davey for a while I grabbed a condom, put it on him and got on top. I rode him for a while until I came (yes, my response is getting better, it wasn’t intense but it happened all the same). Next, we untied him (blindfold was off by this time) and he fucked S. with him on top. (And she had another several intense, squirting orgasms.) After Davey came, we all took a break. It’s nice when you have friends you’re so comfortable with that you can lay in bed naked with them and just chit chat away.

Davey was up for a second round a short while later, and this time he fucked me with him on top. I managed to come again (go me!) as did Davey, and we all decided to have another break. This time we got dressed (her apartment is cold!) and had some leftovers from dinner. We got to talking and while a round three was planned, before we knew it it was getting late and we were ready to say goodnight. (I was feeling tired, but as I expressed to those two, I had no issues with them going off for another fuck without me. But I think Davey was ready to call it a day as well.)

Judging by the huge grin on his face the entire time, I’m sure Davey liked his birthday present. Yet again I he said to me, “Best girlfriend ever!”

Religion, Sex and Threesomes

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Amazingly, sometimes sex isn’t the foremost thing on my mind. Lately I’ve been thinking about religion, politics, tv shows, making latkes for dinner tonight, setting up the Christmas tree. I’m essentially an atheist who has some belief in supernatural phenomena. I celebrate Christmas as a cultural holiday because it’s what I’ve always celebrated. Davey and I had latkes recently in honor of Hanukkah even though we’re both atheistic former christians (because they’re yummy). I’m all for honoring all cultures, as long as it’s not in a beat somebody about the head and make them believe sort of way. I was bored at work the other day and I spent some time at beliefnet.com trying to find out what exactly my belief system would be called. Apparently they peg me as a Unitarian, but of course everyone who has wacky beliefs that don’t fit any other system would be welcomed at the Unitarian congregation. I think secular humanism is a pretty good description, although I do believe that there’s a spiritual side of life, an unseen. I just don’t believe in one all-powerful being running the show.

Of course none of this is going to be as interesting to you as the fact that last night I had a threesome with Davey and D.S. But although I seem like I’m always wet and ready, sometimes I’m just not into the sex. I mean, I had a good time but I was frustrated with myself - I wasn’t feeling particularly horny. I don’t know why I didn’t feel horny, here I had two hot guys who I absolutely adore and feel very comfortable with all eager to have a threesome with me, and I was just like “meh.” Trust me, this does not reflect on the attractiveness of the two men. I should have been revved up. But I suppose even major sluts need a break sometimes. Besides, the anger over the assault has resurfaced for me lately. That might have been part of my problem.

Still, it was hot and I did manage to come once or twice, and it felt really good to have D.S.’s tongue on my clit while his fingers massaged my g-spot from inside. It felt good to have Davey fuck me from behind while I went down on D.S. And in the end, everybody got off. I’m just disappointed that I wasn’t the sex goddess I like to make myself out to be. I suppose I’m only human.

FMF

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It’s been a busy week so I’m just now getting to write down my experiences on Tuesday night. I think I’ve mentioned that MasterDoc and I were looking for a woman to join us in a threesome, and we’ve been talking to a few women. On Tuesday we met the first of these women. M. was a brave girl and came to meet us at MasterDoc’s apartment. (I would insist on meeting someone in public first but she just went for it.) He picked her up at the subway and dropped her off at his place, heading off to search for parking. I let her in and greeted her. We sat talking, along with MasterDoc’s rommate, until he got in.

M. is 23, very cute and curvy in all the right places. I was expected to be aggressive with her, but I’m total crap at being aggressive, particularly with women. I find that because of things that have happened to me non-consensually I’m extremely fearful of doing anything that might upset a woman. I realize it’s not totally rational but it’s a very deep fear I have. I never want to be responsible for a woman feeling violated or even just pressured. I don’t worry so much about men. Also I’ve recently noticed that I have a tendency to be not just submissive, but rather passive with people who are new. I was quite passive sexually when I started seeing MasterDoc, and again this other night with M. It’s curious. I think I understand why I’m this way, but I don’t know how to overcome it. I’d much rather let someone else take the lead and get things moving. I think part of it is a fear of being rejected, part of it is from having been assaulted and raped, part of it is a sort of performance anxiety.

We had dinner and then talked, sitting close on the sofa in the living room. M. let her leg lay to the side and rest against mine. I tentatively put my hand on her thigh and occasionally stroked - hardly being aggressive like I was supposed to be. I hadn’t talked to her directly about bdsm but I gathered shortly before we arranged to meet her that she and MasterDoc had discussed it and that there was to be a bdsm element to the evening. I knew that he was going to focus on her, and I was fine with that. I felt a little touch of relief to be the one watching someone get her thighs roughly slapped instead of being the one in pain. I enjoyed watching, and got prompted to join in various times. I was enthusiastic when it came to sucking on her nipples (she has lovely full breasts) but hesitant when it came to doing anything new. She kissed softly in that way that women do and I really enjoyed kissing her.

Things gradually got started, a little demonstration of flogging my butt here, a shirt taken off there, nipples sucked, damp panties caressed. She kept closing her eyes so MasterDoc asked if she’d like the blindfold. She said yes and so I put it on her. MasterDoc decided to tie her down on the floor. I set up the mats and the restraints and got her secured. “You’re so gentle,” she remarked as I put a cuff on her wrist. I figured my gentleness might be a nice contrast to how rough she was going to be treated.

While I was setting everything up, MasterDoc put the TENS leads on her breasts. Unfortunately the battery was dying (and the leads have been used a few times) so M. mostly giggled as the electrical impulses tickled her (either that or she’s made of much stronger stuff than I am. lol) I think MasterDoc was a bit disappointed that the TENS unit wasn’t working up to capacity. He turned to hot candle wax, dripping it over her breasts, tummy, that really sensitive spot where hip meets thigh. She pulled at the restraints as the hot wax stung. He slapped her thighs as well and they turned bright red like mine do. He instructed me to get the hitatchi magic wand and he set to work using it on her clit. I stroked her top half and played with her nipples while he teased her clit with the wand. He had to nudge me to kiss and nibble on her neck. (Duh, why didn’t I think of that?) He asked me to take the wand as he slid his agile fingers inside her. I struggled to hold the wand in place on her clit as he fingered her well. She moaned and writhed, really pulling at the restraints. She had told MasterDoc at one point that she’s never had an orgasm, so of course we were both hoping that maybe she’d have her first that night. While she sounded like she was having a really good time, MasterDoc says that he doesn’t think she came. Pity.

He gave her a break after this and I released her from the restraints. I stroked and cuddled her a bit and got water for everyone. Next MasterDoc had me lie on the mat and instructed M. to finger me. I was already pretty wet and it was nice to be rewarded with some attention. She did well with her fingers, really getting me hot. I was so wet it was sloshing slightly and MasterDoc commented on this from his place on the sofa, stroking his cock. He asked if I wanted to get fucked and of course I replied, “Yes Sir.”

“Yes, Sir, what?”

“Yes, Sir, please I want you to fuck me.”

He asked M. if she thought I deserved to get fucked and she commented on how I was moving myself up and down on her finger and that I clearly wanted it bad. MasterDoc made me beg for a bit, which I gladly did, hoping he’d decide to fuck me. He decided to pay me some attention and told me to get on my knees with my ass in the air. He took me from behind and M. stroked my back and shoulders while he did. He fucked me really hard and I loved every second of it. One thing that was really hot was while he was fucking me, he got her bent over me and I could hear him slapping her ass. He let me come and I was moaning, grunting, screaming as I came.

Threesome Number Two

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Friday night right after work I picked D.S. up at the train station. It had been over a month since we had our first get-together and I was looking forward to seeing him. We went to my place and I introduced him to Davey. Davey set about making dinner (he’s a good chef) and D.S. and I hung out. It’s funny to hang out with someone who you feel comfortable with and yet you think that you shouldn’t feel as comfortable as you do because you haven’t spent a lot of time with them yet. I wanted to kiss him but I felt a little shy even though we’ve kissed before. It’s a funny sort of shyness.

We three enjoyed some wine with dinner and that helped us relax a bit and it lowered a few inhibitions. Sitting on the sofa after dinner, D.S. and I started making out when Davey went into the kitchen for something. He came back in and joked that he can’t leave us alone for two minutes. The three of us cuddled close on the couch, with me in the middle. I loved being all snuggled up to two guys I’m fond of. They’re both sweeties. There had already been some talk previously about D.S. being bi, and Davey being a little curious and thinking D.S. was cute. The initial action focused on me and it’s really wonderful to lose track of whose hand is touching you where. “Hmm that hand on my left breast, is it coming from the right or the left side of me? Which hand just moved down to my crotch?” Soon I was the first person naked (as always) and D.S. fingered me for a while. After I had been pleasured for a bit, he got on the floor in front of Davey and asked if it would be okay to turn his attentions to him now. Davey felt shy as always but he consented, and soon Davey’s clothes were off and D.S. was going down on him. Let me just say that D.S. is VERY enthusiastic about giving oral sex (to men or women). While I’m not usually into watching two guys get it on (yeah I know I’m weird, what sort of bi girl doesn’t like guy on guy action?) I thought it was hot to see two guys I like fooling around. It was especially fun because D.S. puts so much passion into cocksucking. And from the sounds that Davey was making I’d hazard a guess that D.S. is quite good at it.

While this was going on, I helped D.S. get out of his clothes and I played with his cock. He ended up taking a break to breathe and cool down and so sat back on the sofa; I took this as an opportunity to go down on him for a while. Somewhere along the way we all adjourned to the bedroom. D.S. commented that he hadn’t gone down on me just yet and of course I looked delighted at the prospect. D.S. has an unusually long tongue, and he had mentioned before that he’s been told he’s talented with it. I have to agree. He inserted a finger or two at the same time and the combination of my clit and g-spot being stimulated felt fantastic. I came a few times. In the meanwhile, Davey surprised both of us by going down on D.S.! This was the first time he’s ever done that (he had handled a cock once before). Apparently he did a decent job of it because D.S. complimented him. D.S. suggested that he’d like to be inside me so we got out condoms and he went to fuck me. Unfortunately, I’ve been having some pain during intercourse lately (or when my dildo was used on me at MasterDoc’s last) and there was quite a bit of pain. D.S. pulled out and asked if I wanted to stop, but I was hoping that the pain would subside if my muscles would only relax so I asked him to go ahead but just go slow. He took it slow and while the pain subsided somewhat it never felt as good as sex is supposed to feel. I felt bad, because I had been so looking forward to sex with D.S., and here my body wasn’t cooperating to make it as pleasurable as I wanted it to be. I was glad that D.S. came but I wished I had been able to enjoy it as much as I usually enjoy sex.

After a little break, Davey said that he wanted to be inside me now, and D.S. offered to get him warmed up (i.e., go down on him again). Sex with Davey didn’t hurt as much but it still wasn’t feeling as good as it usually does. Still, I enjoyed my time with both of them. I just wish that I hadn’t had the painful part.

The next morning I got to spend some time alone with D.S. because Davey had plans with a friend (yeah just a friend, not a date). We cuddled and chatted and D.S. expressed concern about hurting me. I explained that it’s not him; it’s something that’s been happening to me lately. By that time I had already gone online and started to research the issue. Amateur sex therapist that I am, I was determined to figure out the cause and get the issue fixed. (And while I was feeling freaked out that it was happening I was confident that I would be able to fix the problem with some patience. See next entry.) Our cuddling turned into kissing and sexual teasing and I suggested we go off to the bedroom. Again, D.S. went down on me with great relish. Again, I came. Unfortunately even his fingers inside me hurt a little bit off and on. He stuck his very long tongue inside me and even that penetration made me feel a little sore. However, I was enjoying being close to him – he’s so passionate and sensual, it’s great fun touching him and being touched by him. He’s as uninhibited in bed as I am. We had sex again, and I thought that it was going to be okay as I was focusing on relaxing my muscles, plus he fingered me a bit before and that felt okay. Unfortunately it hurt again and we had to go very slow. The pain would back off a bit but then as soon as I felt the slightest bit sore I’d tighten up in anxiety and it would hurt more. Ultimately we were successful in having sex, it just wasn’t as I had hoped it would be. I really need to sort this painful sex issue out. It’s making me anxious and not want to be penetrated – and I LOVE penetration!

It was time for D.S. to head back home and so I dropped him off at the train. I wished him a happy birthday (today!) and kissed him goodbye. Hopefully I’ll see him again sooner rather than later.

Threesome

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Nadia
on October 5, 2007
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So mostly it’s been a quiet week for me on the sex blogging front. I took a lil break to let that tear in my ho-ha heal up properly and it seems to be just fine now. During the break, Davey and I amused ourselves with some anal sex one night, featuring my bullet vibe on my clit. Fun times.

I broke my sexual fast last night with my first actual MFM threesome. On the menu? Double penetration with Davey and MasterDoc. Of course, life is not like porn movies so ultimately the dp didn’t happen - getting the right angle can be difficult! Not to mention keeping two men hard at the same time, but I’m mostly up to the task. *grin* Still, I had a lot of fun being the center of attention of two of my favorite guys. Having four hands and two mouths pay attention to me and two hard dicks to play with and fuck was like this slut’s equivalent of going to Disneyland. It was also interesting to play with MasterDoc in a non D/s situation for a change. He really is a sweetie when he’s not beating the crap out of me. *wink* I wouldn’t have it any other way really - a guy I can trust and feel safe with who can also push my limits and give me a really good, bruise-inducing spanking.

But anyway, there were no spankings last night, but it’s definitely a great situation to be with two men who I feel totally comfortable being slutty with. They both like my slutty ways. It’s nice to be appreciated for being a slut rather than put down for it. We attempted to get the dp going (MasterDoc taking the front, Davey at the back) but once I was on top of MasterDoc the angle wasn’t right for Davey to get in my ass. When I chatted with MasterDoc early today he mentioned that he had been trying to work out the angle difficulty and has ideas for next time we try. (If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again!) He asked if I was disappointed, but really I had such a good time I’m totally not disappointed that I’m still a double penetration virgin (well I’ve done one penis and one toy before, but not two penises). Go figure, there’s something Nadia still hasn’t tried. I figured it wouldn’t be as easy as the porn films so I wasn’t really expecting it to work. If it had worked it would have been a pleasant surprise.

There was fucking and fingering and blow jobs all around. Davey came on my chest. (He wanted to come on my face, but every time he asks to do that inevitably I’ve just washed my hair and I won’t want to risk having to wash and blow dry it all over again.) At the end of the evening we were all pretty tired. (Well at least Davey and I were. I can’t remember if MasterDoc said he was tired.) I think as I slept last night I woke up a few times thinking about what I had gotten up to.

I’m a very lucky girl.