Diary of a Kinky Librarian

So I got in an unexpected visit with MasterDoc this weekend, which always makes me happy. The man has to juggle so much he doesn’t always know his schedule ahead of time. I got to hang out Saturday night with him and his former roommate, Liz, who’s staying with him for a couple of days before school starts. We had dinner and watched Hellboy (don’t bother, it’s very silly and too long). But before dinner and after dinner we snuck off to his bedroom for some very hot fucking.

He had me get some porn on the computer and as I did so, put my ass in the air towards him. I felt him lube up my asshole and slide a finger in. Rowr. My body was very sensitive last night and it felt every bit as good as if he was fingering my cunt. I moaned, got breathless and totally didn’t watch the porn on the computer. I was lost in the sensation of him playing with my ass and I wanted to come in no time flat. I think he slid another finger in there as well. (Details are usually fuzzy the next day. I’ll have to start taking notes during. *wink*) He fingered my ass pretty vigorously and I begged to be allowed to come. Next he had me slide down to the edge of the bed and lay on my back. He stood at the end of the bed and slid his cock into my lubed up ass. “You want to get fucked in the ass, slut?” Oh my god yes I did. He fucked me and I totally loved it. I was feeling particularly kinky and slutty last night and luckily we were well in tune with each other. He was rough and I was totally into rough sex last night. He let me come and I came from him assfucking me.

We changed position and he was kneeling behind me as my ass was in the air. He fucked my ass some more and at one point I say, “Can I have a little more lube, Sir?”" He says, “You want more lube?” and then starts fucking me harder. Jesus Christ that sent me over the edge, I was a panting, moaning, heavy breathing mess. I was utterly and totally his to do with as he wished. I was like putty in his hands. Later he commented on how funny it was that suddenly, when he got rougher, I didn’t need lube where I had needed it just seconds earlier. The ass doesn’t lubricate itself, so what happened? Oh yes, he got rough with me and I loved it. He let me come and it turns out my anal muscles bear down during orgasm (like my vaginal muscles do) but the auto-eject isn’t quite as bad with anal sex.

We fucked for a while, next position was laying on our sides on the bed. I moaned and gasped as he fucked my ass roughly. He threw in some very hard slaps on my ass and that only served to make me hornier. He grabbed my hair and gave me permission to come. I went off into this amazing orgasm, everything was just so hot that I blurted out, “Please pull my hair!” and I came even harder when he pulled. He pulled out of me and slapped my ass, pulled my hair and I just kept coming. He was rougher with me last night during sex than I think he’s ever been and it was just the hottest thing in the world.

As we lay in bed after, he ponders whether he will be nice and have me suck his cock without the condom (that’s just been up my ass) or with it. He tells me to suck it with it. Every fiber of my being does not want to do this, but I’m very much in submissive mode so I lower my head to his cock, and thankfully he decides that my acquiescence was enough and that I can take the condom off and suck his cock without it. Hallelujah. Of course, I’m smart enough to know that just because he didn’t have me do it this time, doesn’t mean he won’t have me do it in the future.

We had dinner, watched the movie and headed off to his bedroom for a second time. He had me suck his cock, telling me to get it really clean all the way to the base as it was going to go in my cunt this time. He told me to get myself ready, and I found that I was still fairly wet from before. He got on top of me and fucked me hard, slapping my face every so often. He’d slow down the thrusting then do it really hard again as I begged to come. He’d slap my face again, grab my hair and talked dirty to me. It was so hot. Before letting me come, he asked me if I want to come while he pisses on me. I was so desperate to come at that point that I would do anything. I said yes, I want him to piss on me. He talked about taking me into the bathroom and pissing on me, then he let me come. I was relieved to not have him piss on me, but as I said with the ass condom earlier, I’m smart enough to know that just because he didn’t do it this time, doesn’t mean he’s not totally warming me up for it in the near future. But the thing is, when he gets me really worked up there’s precious little he couldn’t do to me. I will consent to just about anything his perverted little heart desires at that point - and more than likely enjoy it. Things that are totally unappealing when I’m not turned on suddenly become far less unattractive as I get aroused. Things that I’d never let another person do to me I let MasterDoc do. This whole D/s relationship thing is really intense.