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Swinging in the Suburbs

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on June 22, 2009
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Saturday night MasterDoc and I went out to a swing club in the suburbs. He had been there the night before with S., and found it to be a good crowd. But wouldn’t it figure that the night he takes me the crowd turns out to be older? Average age - 60? 65? I was by far the youngest person there with the exception of the couple that ran the place.

Mostly I wasn’t attracted to who was there, although there was one alluring Latina (in her 40s maybe?) in a wrap dress. So I pointed her out to MasterDoc and we smiled at her and her guy. She smiled back and MasterDoc said, “Looks like we’re in.” We went over to talk with them. The lady got up, had me sit down then she sat on the arm of the sofa right by me. I ran my hand along her hip and she said that she likes that, and suggested we go into the other room. As she took my hand and we went into the next room she told the men that we were going to “talk.” Yeah, right. They didn’t believe that for one second.

So she led me into the play room - which is mostly sofas (which suck for playing on) but there’s a bed in a dark corner. She led me right over to that and started to take off her wrap dress. I took off my blouse and started touching her smooth skin. Soon, I was naked but she opted to keep her underwear on. The men came in just a couple of minutes after we went back there. Of course they wanted to watch.

I stroked her body and reached into her bra to find her nipple, which I sucked on. She sucked on mine as well and she did it with the right amount of roughness - not too hard, not too soft. She clearly liked hers sucked hard so I did so. She had me lay back on the bed, and soon the guys were getting closer to be able to see what was going on - or to be able to join what was going on - probably a bit of both. I reached into her panties and played with her clit, making sure to keep it moist with her wetness from below. Her guy reached his hand over and took over. I played with her breasts some more. She declared that she wanted to get fucked.

MasterDoc was keen to oblige but first he had me suck his cock. I got it hard and then the lady wanted to have her turn, so I let her in and as she sucked I stroked his inner thighs, the places that I know make him feel good. Unfortunately, she was rough with him, and MasterDoc has an exremely sensitive penis head. This was not a good thing.

They ended up fooling around and I think he fingered her a bit. The guy (who I wasn’t into - it’s nearly inevitable that if I meet a couple and like the woman, I’m not that into the guy) played with me a bit, and he clearly had the goal of kissing me on the mouth. I wasn’t feeling it but eventually he worked his way there. She and he took turns going down on me, and he slid a finger inside. I wished that he moved his finger a bit as I really like getting fingered. His licking didn’t do much until I spread my lips apart and made my clit more accessible. I gradually reached orgasm, and when I came I came much harder because MasterDoc said, “That’s it. Come cunt,” which sends me further over the edge.

The interlude didn’t last long, and it was early yet so we got dressed and hung out in the lounge area again. There were slim pickings for the most part. There was one woman MasterDoc was interested in, and I wasn’t too keen on either her or hubby, but of course as submissive I was up for anything he wanted. It didn’t come to pass, however.

We spent some time in the play room because it was much quieter in there, and we watched porn while cuddling. He had me suck his cock a bit, and he spanked me a bit. I’m really craving some Domination and pain lately, so the spanking was divine. We fucked in the corner of the sofa a bit later; they had a velvet sofa that lined one wall and extended around the corners to cover part of the side walls. The corner gave us a chance for me to get on my knees and have MasterDoc fuck me from behind. The position was great for me, but difficult for MasterDoc as he had to bend his knees slightly. After that, he fucked me with me laying on the sofa and this position wasn’t so hot for me. Sofas are not good fucking places. Beds, people. If you own a swing club invest in some beds, futons, what have you (and not air mattresses!). A good mat on the floor is also preferable to the narrowness of a sofa.

We didn’t end up playing with anyone else, but when we got home we fucked some more. I also used a new butt plug on him as he brought himself to orgasm. (Oh so many reviews coming down the pike!) I’ve been so focused on not pushing MasterDoc’s cock out when I come lately that I haven’t been coming hard. So even though I loved the sex we had, I still felt unrelieved at the end of the evening. I asked if I could masturbate, and MasterDoc was surprised. I explained why, and he pointed out that he had only ordered me to not push his cock out that one time - I’m not expected to worry about it every single time we fuck. So now I know better for next time. He let me masturbate and he lent a hand to stroking my body and slapping my face. I felt so much better after I came.

In The Flesh

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on June 19, 2009
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Last night I went out to In The Flesh again, and met up with Diva and Tess. I hadn’t seen Michelle in a while so I invited her along as well. We met for dumplings (cheapest dinner I have ever gotten in NYC) and drinks beforehand. At dinner I also got to meet another model for the forthcoming NYC Sex Blogger Calendar. Diva was all abuzz with planning the calendar release party on November 6th. I can’t wait. Should be even more fun this year since I know a couple of people in it better.

At In The Flesh, I again experienced what a small world it is. (At least in the realm of sex-positive people.) I’ve mentioned my friend S. here a few times, she also dates MasterDoc, and I’ve met her daughters a couple of times. Well her eldest daughter was there last night and she didn’t remember me so I tentatively said hello and reminded her that we met. No sooner had that happened when the woman she was with said, “I think I know you too. We went on a couple of dates a while ago.” Yup, indeed this woman was a librarian I had a couple of dates with a while back. Small world indeed. (I won’t even go into how I made the piss-poor choice of going on the second date with this woman despite being sick at the time. Yeah, enthusiasm only counts when you’re not infectious. Needless to say that was our last date.)

The readings were sexy and sometimes funny. It was LGBT night so it was a pretty appropriate night for me to bring along a woman I’m dating (Michelle). Yet again I was lame, and I only gave her a quick kiss as we said goodbye on the subway later on. I get particularly awkward with kissing women in public. I need to get over that.

There were many giveaways at the readings, and I won a book of gay erotica. It’s a pity that I’m not much for gay erotica or porn (I prefer lesbian or kink). I do enjoy watching two men together, in person, but not so much in porn. It’s strange, I know. After the party, while I used the restroom, a guy came looking for me - i.e., the winner of the gay porn book - and Michelle told him I was in the restroom. So after I came out, washed my hands, and rounded the corner, I ran into this guy. He was a really sweet gay man who was interested in that book I had won because it was about surfer boys, and his boyfriend is a surfer. He asked if I’d trade it for something. “Sure,” I said, “You have something to trade?” Sure enough, this guy had a big bag filled with sex toys and whatnot, including a couple of vibrators from Babeland still in the packaging. I gladly traded him the book for an Orchid G in aqua. (You know you’re too immersed in the world of sex toys when you spot a vibrator and immediately know the name of it!) I probably would have just given him the book even if he didn’t have anything I was interested in trading for. Hey, I’m a librarian, I like putting people together with books that are right for them.

My purse wasn’t that big last night, so I ended up taking my new vibrator on the subway with me - unwrapped (well still in packaging, but it was a clear bag). I kinda hid it against my umbrella, but I also found it really funny that I was riding the subway with an exposed vibrator. Somehow that fits my life. I got home to MasterDoc with some funny stories to share. All in all, it was a good night.

Fun - With My Clothes On!

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on May 22, 2009
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I’ve been out on the town two nights in a row, but amazingly, I kept my clothes on the whole time! I know, shocking.

Wednesday I went to board game night at the LGBT Center with Michelle, the lovely lady I had a date with last Saturday (you know, the one I was spazzing about over twitter if you follow my twitter). As I walked up to her outside the center I did, finally, manage to kiss her. Yes, I can hear you all out there in the blogosphere saying, “Finally!” It was a pretty innocent sort of kiss but at least it’s a start. I had fun learning a new board game (El Grande) from some board-game-geek gay men. Whoo hoo! It was fun. Michelle and I were the only two women there. It wasn’t all gay men, as her boyfriend was also there.  Five of us sat at the El Grande table and I managed to come in third after the two guys who had played it before. Coolness. A few of us went out for some food afterwards. I had a great time but had to head home lest I miss one of the late trains and have to sit around the station for an hour. Michelle asked me to put in a good word in case any bi/lesbian women who love board games and live in New York might want to come around to Board Stiff one night. We need more women there!

Last night, I went to In The Flesh for the first time. A whole slew of sex bloggers were there - I got to hang out with Catalina, Diva, Tess, and Mina; I got to meet Natt Nightly (who is indeed the butch I was ogling at the sex blogger calendar party - Natt is very cute), Twanna from Funky Brown Chick and Jack of Writing Dirty plus a few other people I’m forgetting. The readings were fun, and the company was wonderful. I hope to hang out with them more in the future. Oh, and if you get a chance to go - there’s delicious mini cupcakes served. Get there early to get the cupcakes!

I managed to get to In the Flesh from MasterDoc’s place in the Bronx via subway and bus. First time doing that but luckily I was able to get trains that connected up and dropped me just about a block away from In the Flesh.

So as day two of my vacation goes on, I’m in a good mood and I’ve had some fun. I have a wedding to go to this weekend (urgh!). And hopefully MasterDoc will feel better when I head back to his place on Sunday.

Masturbation

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on May 16, 2009
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When I was young I masturbated all the time. Doing it a few times in one day wasn’t unusual. I ferreted away things like Frederick’s of Hollywood catalogs, and the stray Penthouse my father lost track of, to masturbate to. Since becoming an adult however, I find that things like time and energy (the lack thereof) keep me from masturbating nearly as much. Granted, I get sex now too and I didn’t get sex when I was young and masturbating a few times a day.
Quite a while ago MasterDoc put restrictions on my masturbation - I think at first it was once a week, then increased to twice a week. I had to tease myself and keep myself on the edge of coming as practice. Months later he amended that to I had to make myself come as quickly as possible for one of them, and could do it how I wanted for the other. Nowadays it’s merely confined to twice a week - whatever way I want.

Most weeks I don’t get two times in, let alone need to ask for permission for more. So this week is unusual in that I have masturbated four times. One time with MasterDoc when I saw him on Wednesday (I figure that if I’m masturbating with him involved it doesn’t count for one of my two times a week), the next Thursday night, again Friday morning, then I wanted to do it again Friday night, but I knew I needed to get permission from him for that. It was getting late and I didn’t want to bother him so I didn’t - masturbate or ask for permission. (Although my crafty brain kept saying, “Hey, you know he’ll say yes so why not just do it?” Luckily I was a good little submissive and I didn’t do so without getting his permission first.) Then today I was still horny so I texted him asking for permission, which he granted.

When I did it with him by my side on Wednesday, it was certainly enhanced by him being there and touching me. I find that sometimes when I do it alone it’s harder to come - I think because I’m not at such a high level of arousal as I am around him. With him there’s the anticipation of when he’ll let me come - or will he let me come even? When he talks to me, teasing me verbally, I get really worked up. Having him stroke my face and gently touch my labia as I press the bullet vibe to my clit sends me over the edge.

On Thursday I masturbated the old fashioned way - a way I’ve been masturbating since I was a little girl - I grabbed hold of the fabric of my panties and undulated my hips so that my mons and clit rubbed against the fabric until I came. This is the way I’ve managed to masturbate while driving the various times I’ve done that (not lately sadly).

Friday morning consisted of me getting the bullet vibe out as time ticked towards my having to leave for work. I came, but not hard, and I ended up walking into work a couple of minutes late.

Friday night I was really horny and really wishing I had MasterDoc’s cock inside me. Rowr. But mostly I watched Black Adder episodes and surfed the net.

Today, I put on some porn - a double penetration scene in a doctor’s office (the two male doctors take on the female patient). It was hot in some ways, but I was bothered by the fact that the woman never seemed to come and there didn’t seem to be concern about her coming or not - it was all about the guys’ pleasure. (I didn’t watch it entirely through.) But I focused on the action and used my bullet vibe to come. Again, not a great orgasm but it did the job.

My libido is so high these days that I still feel horny. It’s a relief after my lack of libido (thanks to prozac) many months back. But sometimes I feel tense and on edge because I’m so horny. Tonight I have a date coming over (second date with a woman I had a first date with a couple of weeks back) and I hope I don’t feel like a randy teenage boy. I have no idea if sex will be a part of the night and I certainly don’t assume, especially since I’ve never so much as kissed this woman.

Maybe I’ll need to ask for permission to masturbate again before this evening.

One Night, Two Views: Orgasmic

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on May 14, 2009
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On the other hand, I was a busy slut Saturday night at the party. During the social time I felt a little awkward and shy and stayed close to MasterDoc. I know that some of you readers are doubting that someone who fucks so many people and is friendly with so many people is shy, but I am. I’m socially awkward. I’m not unfriendly I just feel unsure of myself and self-conscious.

We socialized for a while with a very nice couple who were fun to talk to. It turns out they have an amateur porn website that looks hot. (Or at least the free samples look good; wish I could see the inside).

There was a sexy Latina there who talked to me a bit and I was totally hot for her, but of course my low self-esteem hung over me and made me think, “I’m fat. Why would she be interested in me?” But we had both worn really low cut tops and I made a comment on how nice her dress was and how we both went for the same look - lots of cleavage. I can’t tell you how much effort it took me to be forward in that minuscule way. However, it paid off later.

When things started happening, I got naked pretty quickly. Getting to the sex was getting to my comfort zone. I started off playing with MasterDoc, and he fingered me to a wonderful orgasm. He fucked me from behind, and at some point the cute Latina ended up on the bed near me, being fucked. She sort of reached out for me, and after MasterDoc had stopped fucking me I started touching her and playing with her tits. She clearly liked this. We kissed, I stroked her clit when the guy took a break from fucking her. I think sometimes when it’s been a while since I’ve been with a woman I forget how much I like it. I sucked at her nipples and she sucked at mine. I was pressed between her and the guy fucking her, it was like being in a pile of bodies, writhing, fucking, licking.

I can’t write an entirely linear narrative of Saturday night, because I’m not sure what happened when. I was fucked by a total of five guys (including MasterDoc) and really pounded hard for the most part. Last night I got the most bbc I’ve ever had in one night (3 guys, one of them twice). It’s funny, I know a few people are into the taboo black/white thing and it really gets them going. But I feel totally neutral about interracial fucking. I tend to go for white or hispanic guys for the most part, but I’m really pretty agreeable to fuck any nice guy no matter what his ethnicity. I had a great time fucking these guys, but it wasn’t because they were black, it was because they fucked me hard. The two white guys fucked me good as well.

So there was lots of sex, lots of me being fucked by various guys. I encountered the Latina bit later, and while I ate her pussy another guy (a white guy) fucked me from behind really hard. It’s so difficult to keep licking pussy when you’re being fucked hard. I did my best but some of the time ended up with just my face buried in her cunt. MasterDoc joined in and we took turns going down on her, and she sucked his cock for a while.

I sucked a few different cocks, nearly fucked one other guy (he went soft), only really played with one woman but I did enjoy some caresses from other women. It’s funny, MasterDoc says at these parties he only really focuses on learning the women’s names - for the obvious reason that they’re the ones he’s interested in. I joked that I have twice the work - I’m bi, I really should learn the women’s and men’s names. lol Mostly I don’t keep track of names and remember people by face.

I came really hard, and loud, when fucked. While I like fucking a variety of guys there really is something special about fucking MasterDoc. I may go off and fuck someone else, but I always go back to him after. I may fuck others, but I’m his slut. I felt really happy to hold his hand as we walked to the car after the party.

I know there’s a segment of society that thinks I should feel guity or bad for what I did Saturday night. I don’t feel one bit guilty about having so much sex - I had a great time and it felt wonderful. The only things I regret was not being more vigilant with that guy who tried to fuck me without a condom, and not following through when MasterDoc told me to touch him while he fucked another woman.

Horniness

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on April 18, 2009
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I don’t know what’s with me this week, I’m so horny. I think it might be the bdsm porn I keep watching. I masturbated to a few hard orgasms this morning and I can’t wait until tonight - I’m going to a party with MasterDoc. I should be on my best behavior because then I’m more likely to get lots of cock and pussy. Rowr. This morning I used my bullet vibe but also my Lelo Liv to get myself off. The Liv hits my g-spot and the bullet vibrates my clit. I got really, really wet. I’m glad I put a towel down on the couch. Watching bdsm porn turns me on so much that I can’t help but play with myself. I feel ravenously horny and ready to take on as many people as possible tonight. I’m also really in the mood to submit. I want to wear my collar and serve MasterDoc. I want to be patient and never whiny. God, submission turns me on so much. I really need a beating. I really need tons orgasms. I’m so hungry for sex.

I’ve really enjoyed the two Training of Delilah Strong videos that are posted on Tnaflix. First off, she’s hot, secondly it’s wonderful to watch her face as she goes from pain to smiling while she’s beaten. I love seeing her struggle and imagining myself in her position (not that I can hold the positions she does, girl is younger and in much better shape than I am). I want to be used like a whore tonight. I want to be fucked over and over again.

Did I mention I’m horny?

Private Orgy

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on January 18, 2009
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Last night MasterDoc and I went to a small private swing party. He hooked up with the couple hosting on one of the swingers sites. It was so cold last night that I hoped it was worth it to go outside. I’ve developed a terrible aversion to being cold this winter. Luckily I was not disappointed.

I must add here, that before we went, I asked MasterDoc if this was a D/s sort of thing or just swinging, and I asked if I needed permission to come, or to fuck someone, and he told me that no, I could do as I wished. I was in essence getting the night off from being sub. I was really excited at this prospect.

When we got there, the hostess immediately recognized MasterDoc (he had recognized her on the site but didn’t mention it). They had known each other 10 years or so before. Again, the slut world is small. We sat down and got to know the couples there.  There was an older couple I wasn’t particularly interested in. And there was the host couple - a very cute Japanese woman and a dark skinned, solidly built, black guy. Another couple was due to arrive later.

Of course the least interesting part of the evening is to talk about the social period where people chat and relax. After a while, talk turned to that of getting started and taking clothes off. The hostess ended up taking off the light dress that she wore and we all admired the beautiful tattoos she had all over her body. I followed suit not long after by at least taking my shirt off. We all went into the bedroom where there were two large beds set up side by side.

I was feeling shy early in the evening. Somehow just being around MasterDoc makes me feel a little submissive. I would have been more take charge had I been alone. I started wondering if I really did want a break from submitting or if I wanted him to take control again. There’s a feeling of safety in him having control. However, once I got started, I really had no problem continuing. I watched at first, while MasterDoc and the other guy started playing with the hostess. At one point she asked where I was and when I leaned in she kissed me. Our tongues met and we kissed for a while while others played with her body. I played with her nipples a little. (And discovered that she had augmented boobs - I’d never felt those before! I thought they felt different and then I felt the scar running under each of them.) She reached over to my pussy and started rubbing near my clit quite vigorously. I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to come from that as she was a bit high up from my clit but eventually I did. It felt good to be able to just come without permission. I mean, I do get off on orgasm control so it’s not like I don’t ever want that, but it’s nice to have a break and just come as I please.

The other couple showed up and the woman was curvy and the guy was Latino. I spent a little more time watching, or occasionally cuddling with MasterDoc. Eventually I made my way over to the host and we started stroking each other’s bodies and he leaned in to kiss me. I stroked his cock and we made our way onto the bed. I think he went down on me for a bit, but my memory is a little fuzzy. So much happened that it’s hard to remember details. He went off to get a condom. When he came back he knelt between my legs as I stroked my clit and he stroked his cock hard. Then when he fucked me he pounded me like a jack hammer. I had such wonderful orgasms.

After a break I made my way over to the hostess who was going down on the Latino guy. She asked if I wanted to help and I said yes, and she licked by his balls while I sucked his cock. He was a pretty happy guy at that moment. I ended up sucking the host’s cock for a while, then another lady came over and asked if I’d mind if she stepped in. I didn’t mind at all. I played with MasterDoc a little bit at various points of the evening. It was cute when he said to me, “Suck my cock…. please,” when it dawned on him that I had the night off. I did gladly suck his cock when asked to. At one point he ended up on the bed with ladies on either side of him, stroking his chest and his cock and the hostess (a massage therapist) massaged his feet and legs. Yes, MasterDoc had reached nirvana. I got a massage from the hostess next and it was divine to relax in the middle of all the fucking and stimulation. The Latino guy stroked my breasts and cunt while she massaged me and it’s strange having the two sensations at once - one thing is relaxing you, while the other is revving you up.

After the massage, the Latino guy went down on me for what seemed like forever (he did so again later in the evening and I had to ask him to stop so I could have a break, he could just keep going forever). I came a bunch of times. Then he fucked me. His cock was long and it hit my cervix, but masochist that I am that pain would turn into pleasure. I came a bunch of time as he fucked me on my back, and then again more when he fucked me from behind. He commented that he likes “bubble butts” and loved to see my ass jiggle while he fucked me.

Next, the hostess came over and went down on me and I came hard again. (I squirted twice last night. Once when the Latino guy was first playing with me and again when the hostess went down on me.) She is very sexy and sensual and I loved playing with her. I didn’t really get to play with the curvy woman who came with the Latino but I would have enjoyed doing so. The other couple I wasn’t really into left pretty early.

After a break (I kept getting worn out and needing short breaks!) I was cuddled close to MasterDoc and he told me what a dirty slut I am. Coming from him I can’t help but feel proud of that title. He asked if I was ready to be fucked, and indeed I was. So he fucked me from behind and it was a wonderful way to end a wonderful evening. In the midst of all this MasterDoc played with the women there and I know he fucked the hostess but I’m not sure if he did either of the other women. I was kinda lost in my own headspace as I orgasmed.

As we’re walking out, he says to me, “I told you they’re porn actors, right?”

“What?”

“I didn’t tell you that they (the host and hostess) have been in porn?” Why no, he hadn’t but that just made things all the more hotter. I’ve fucked porn actors. Coolness.

Lessons

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I’ve had a busy weekend with MasterDoc. After resolving our differences, I felt much, much better and was happy to have a few days to spend with him. I was off on Friday and he had a busy day planned - a gentleman coming over to learn about BDSM in the late morning, then lunch out, then a friend of a friend who wants to be a Domme coming over for lessons in the evening. A full day, and my ass was sure to get beaten quite a lot!

In the morning, it was definitely more a case of him teaching rather than simply using me in front of an audience. Still, I got quite a flogging/spanking and the guy got to try out hitting my ass as well. I was pretty sore afterward! A funny aside, this guy later turns out to be someone who MasterDoc’s friend Liz had once dated before she met her boyfriend and became serious about him. What a small slut world New York is! This guy was cute and I totally would have done him in a heartbeat. Hopefully he comes back for more lessons later. *naughty grin* MasterDoc gave me a ride on the sybian and I came hard. I mean HARD, like I usually do on the sybian. I was leaning forward onto him, grasping at him, me a blubbering mess.

Lunch was very yummy - there’s an Indian restaurant by MasterDoc that has a terrific lunch special and it’s such a great deal. The food is terrific and cheap! I have become a devotee of alu paratha (this bread stuffed with spiced potato). Yummylicious!

I got a nap in somewhere along the way, I hadn’t slept well the night before. We cleaned up his apartment some more for our next guest, as MasterDoc points out you need to have things nicer for a chick than a guy. She got there sometime around 5. We had met her once before, when I wanted to meet up with a hot young lady from okcupid, and MasterDoc tagged along with me, and this Domme-to-be tagged along with the hot young lady I was lusting after. (Turns out she and the other young lady are partners but very much poly.) MasterDoc is a little out of luck with this lady, as she’s definitely a lesbian (and definitely Domme) but he’s gladly taken her on as a student. She’s a devoted student of Asian studies, Japan in particular, and the most suitable pseudonym for her is Kohai.

I was soon naked and MasterDoc demonstrated various impact toys on my ass (still sore from the morning!), including the floggers Kohai brought along with her (she has some nice stuff for a newbie! The braided one hurt like a motherfucker.) She took turns, trying out using the floggers, MasterDoc spending a lot of time teaching her physiology as it relates to BDSM. I think she has a promising career as a Domme ahead of her. (She’d like to be a professional Domme. In a case like that she’d dominate men, but she wants nothing to do with them sexually.) With impact play pretty well covered, MasterDoc gave her some advice on the psychological aspects of being Dom (ah yes, I’ve now heard all his secrets, although I think ultimately I knew them already from his using them on me). He asked her if she had seen a TENS unit before and she had no idea, so he had me get it and he tried it out on her a little so she could see what it felt like. Then they hooked me up to it and had fun with me.

We debated going out to a club that night, and Kohai called her girlfriend but she didn’t pick up, so the club idea got scrapped. Instead, Kohai got a ride on the sybian (she chose the flat top with no penetrative part). MasterDoc worked the controls and I caressed her body, grabbing at her ass, pushing down on her pubic area so her clit would come in better contact with the vibrator. Like most women, she had a fantastic orgasm riding the sybian. Then we were getting ready to pack up, MasterDoc and I going out to dinner, Kohai getting back on the subway for the ride home. But Kohai was quite forward with the idea that she’d be happy to go at me with a strap on. I certainly wouldn’t say no to a hot lesbian fucking me with a strap on! We went into the bedroom and MasterDoc teased me with the magic wand. Then Kohai fucked me. Unfortunately the dildo I have at his place is the relatively thin one I got to use on guys’ asses. I would have loved a thicker dildo. Still, I managed to come and he gave me permission to. Rowr. One bad thing was that the base of the harness kept hitting against my pussy uncomfortably - do other women have trouble with strap on harnesses? I came regardless. (I’m not one to let a little thing like pain stop me from coming. Heh, sometimes the pain helps me to come.) He followed up with the magic wand on my clit and I came again. I was a very happy girl. I had tons of orgasms in one day. Then MasterDoc treated me to dinner (as he had with lunch) and we had a nice romantic dinner out. All in all, it was a spectacular day.

Saturday, I went to work with a sore ass. lol And I knew we had plans for the evening that included a Dom and his three bisexual submissive women coming over. Rowr. I got so hot at the idea of playing with the other subs and being used by another Dom at MasterDoc’s discretion. Oh yes, Saturday was a very slutty night. More on that in the next blog entry.

Early Experiences, Part 1

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Nadia
on October 17, 2008
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I recently asked readers for questions or topics they’d like to see covered here. One that came up was the idea of my experiences before MasterDoc. I certainly had plenty of sexual experiences before him, but he’s my first actual Dom. I dabbled in bdsm prior to meeting him, and knew for a while that I’d like to find a Dom (but found that so many of them on collarme were full of themselves). My first bdsm experiences go back, well actually they go way back to my teen years. Now, I don’t know if I’ve mentioned here before that I was a virgin until my 18th birthday. I didn’t even kiss a boy until I was 17 and a half. So what experiences did I have in my teens you may ask? I would play with bondage and blindfolds when I masturbated. I’d tie my wrists together as best I could and then masturbate with my hands bound. It’s not easy doing self-bondage and you have to leave it fairly loose so you can get yourself out of it, but I still got a little thrill from doing it. I knew even then that it was something I wanted to try one day when I had a partner. I kept things like old bathrobe sashes that I could use to tie myself up with.

My first boyfriend and I played around a bit, I think I’ve written about that on here. We tried a little bondage, a little spanking, some power exchange role play (both of us switching). I loved being on the submissive end of the power play, but the hard part was that he did too. We didn’t get deeply into anything, but we played around with lots of experiences - real and fantasy. We played around once that we were total strangers who met at a bar and went home with each other and fucked. I wouldn’t have gone anywhere near an experience like that in real life at that age (a good thing, I’m sure) but I was curious to try new things and have varied experiences. First boyfriend and I would spend a lot of time trying to come up with stuff we’d never tried before (and it was all new) and then doing it. We weren’t successful with anal sex - I didn’t accomplish that til much later. And since he was a boy he couldn’t help me with the whole bisexual experience. (I was open with him about my desires. I later found out in a round about way that he had those sorts of desires too, but he was never open with me about them. Oh except for how he’d say that if he was gay he’d be into Patrick Swayze. Even then I kinda knew the translation was that he was into Patrick Swayze.) I eventually slept with a woman when I was 28. (That’s a little tale in and of itself.)

My sexual experiences in college were pretty standard, vanilla fare. I don’t recall doing any bdsm play during college. I can’t recall when I took up with the married guy (senior year? after college?), but I did play a little with a married guy I slept with off and on for a few years. Nothing much, just a little light Dom/sub type stuff. That was ultimately a situation that I was better out of. When I first met him he claimed to be separated from his wife, then he admitted to still being with her, then he went ahead and had another kid with her even though he’d bitch to me about how unhappy he was. Finally, just when things were winding down between us, his wife called me at work and confronted me. Whew. Not fun. That was the end of the married guy in my life. I’ve twice made the mistake of fucking cheating men, and ultimately neither situation was satisfying. I now have a rule that the spouse absolutely has to know about me or I won’t get into the situation (or won’t stay in it if I find out later that he’s lying).

As a young adult, after college, I still mostly had a vanilla sex life. There would be some light spanking or bondage with various boyfriends, but nothing that was truly a Dom/sub situation. I very briefly dated a guy who was into bdsm, but I had a long distance relationship with an Englishman then and the bdsm guy wasn’t keen on being with a woman whose heart was with someone else. Still, we had a couple of dates, we went to a movie and he fed me popcorn at the rate he decided and I struggled to keep up. I think he had me suck his fingers in the movie theater as well - a full theater I might add. He took the back of my head and lowered my mouth onto his thumb. I remember him feeling me up in the Metropolitan Museum of Art. We went to his place once and we played a little. He put nipple clamps on me for the first time, spanked me, etc. It was something I definitely enjoyed, although it might have been better with someone I had a connection with. He Dom-ed me over the phone a few times, and I remember being so turned on as I took my clothes off at home as his command and played with myself. He bought me a copy of The Story of O, which I still have.

I guess light bondage or spanking entered into many of my relationships, but not on the level I would have liked. I’d go through phases where I wasn’t as into kink, but I’d always come back to it inevitably. I think ultimately I’m more turned on by kinky sex than I am by vanilla sex, but I do enjoy vanilla sex. Finding a Dom has fulfilled a part of me that always yearned to be fulfilled. Eventually I hooked up with the couple I played with, and I would do bdsm play with them off and on for a few years. Details on that are for part two.

Sexy Evening

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on September 21, 2008
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It took me a while to write this entry, as so much went on last night. I hope I remembered it all!

Last night a couple I’ve gotten to know on fetlife came to see us. The wife had come on her own before and this time her husband came along as well. They’re both fans of this blog. Max, the husband, brought me a book on karate because he said he saw some parallels to it and bdsm. He inscribed the book to me. I was really touched.

We all talked for a while, sipping wine, and MasterDoc came over to sit next to me to try to get things started. He had me take my pants off, get on my knees in front of the sofa and bend over. He demonstrated some spanking and I felt pretty sensitive, I think from having been spanked so much over the weekend already. He encouraged Max and G. to come over and try spanking me. They both did a little, thankfully much softer than MasterDoc does it. (Yeah I know, I shouldn’t complain, most of the time I love it.) I got to enjoy being the center of attention as the three of them took turns spanking and caressing me. MasterDoc gave the nea to Max and he started playing with my cunt with it. He buzzed it around my clit and hole. He tried using it penetratively, which doesn’t work so well, so I told him that it’s best on my clit. I was the only person who was half naked for a while.

Next, MasterDoc had me sit on the sofa, legs spread, one leg over his lap. He took a glass toy that the couple had brought and slipped a condom over it. He slid it in me, exploring how it felt. I had never used a glass dildo before and I was glad to get to try one (although I should have one on the way from Babeland to review). The bumps in the glass were nice and the shape of the dildo let it bump against my g-spot quite easily. MasterDoc teased me with it, getting me breathless and wanting to come. He switched to his fingers when it turned out that the glass toy was a bit too much when it hit my cervix (used shallowly it works quite well). He fingered me and had me begging to come. He decided to have Max and G. take turns fingering me. (Max hurt his hand this week and ended up taking a break to get something to drink and take some pain medicine.) G. fingered me, and MasterDoc told me to come and I came at his command. I grabbed tightly onto him as I rode the waves of orgasm. He slapped my thighs while I was coming - which really friggin hurt! (Funny how sometimes it’s, “Yes, yes, hurt me!” and other times I wish I could say, “Bloody hell, that hurt! Cut it out!”) G. stopped fingering me and MasterDoc got her to do it some more. He told me right away to come as quickly as possible. It took a moment but soon I did again, and hard.

We had been enjoying some chocolate for dessert and a piece left on the dvd player melted somewhat. MasterDoc dabbed some of the melted chocolate on my inner thighs. G. licked the chocolate off and it felt heavenly. She’s very sensual and sexy and I loved having her tongue slide across my thighs.

We moved to the bedroom. Max had wandered off outside to get some gatorade to have with his pain meds. (He sliced a tendon in his hand the other day. Ouch). That left me, MasterDoc and G. alone. They lay on the bed on either side of me and played with my breasts and took turns playing with my cunt. It felt wonderful. I just closed my eyes and laid back and enjoyed the sensations. MasterDoc took off my collar so I could feel less subby and be more active. It was hard to get out of the mindset, however.

He had me put G. in between us and we each took a side, playing with her breasts. I stroked her clit, which seemed to really turn her on. He fingered her for a bit, and then I took a turn, then he took a turn again. I’m not sure if we made her come, however it’s really beautiful to watch a woman’s face up close when she’s experiencing pleasure. The way her facial muscles tense up, the sighs she lets out. It’s a delight.

Eventually Max made his way back to the apartment and joined us on the bed. He got naked and pressed up close behind me. He slid a hand between my legs and I enjoyed the sensation of being played with. MasterDoc was getting ready to fuck G. and I tried to watch as much as possible as I find it really hot to watch him with someone else. Max kept murmuring in my ear how happy he was to meet me. It’s kinda funny having a fan, I didn’t expect to be looked at as a minor (very minor, lol) celebrity for my blogging. I’m just some kinky girl who likes to blog, and yet there’s a few people out there who think what I do is great and feel a little star struck around me. It’s sweet and a strange feeling at the same time. It’s a nice feeling, very flattering, but it makes me wish I was the “being worshipped” type of gal as I’d really get into it then. (It’s a pity. I know various bottomy-type men who are wonderful, who I’m very fond of, but in bed I just want to be taken and used so we’re not really sexually compatible. I’m really glad I met MasterDoc because he can use me roughly and yet still be wonderful.) I ended up going down on Max a bit, he went down on me and I continued to watch MasterDoc play with G. I guess sometimes I am a little voyeuristic.

It was getting late and MasterDoc decided he was going to bed. Max had gotten a late start and we ladies couldn’t just leave him hanging, so we took turns going down on him, giving him handjobs, playing with his ass. He was in heaven having two lovely ladies playing with him. He had me straddle his face for a while. We played for quite a while but an orgasm didn’t seem to be in the cards for him. Pity. He fucked G. for a bit and I watched. Then MasterDoc came in to ask everyone to be a little more quiet so as not to disturb the neighbors, and we all decided to call it a night at that time. I cuddled up to MasterDoc for a few minutes before we went to sleep and reflected on the fun evening we had had. I just know I’m leaving little tidbits out of this entry, but I don’t want to make it longer than it already is. I think you get the idea that it was a very sexy and sensual evening with a really nice couple. (And now two blog readers have become part of the story here.)